Chapter 13: I Decided to Give Up Treatment
Although Mu Xiu focused his main attention on the mice, he had always devoted a little energy to the girl next to him.
Even from his point of view, Araya Soren's comments on Asakami Fujino are indeed short and concise, accurately summarizing her essence-
"The unfit who is in contact with death and rejoices in it."
In fact, even if he didn't grasp the terrifying ability of awakening the origin, Mu Xiu also knew that if Asakami Fujino awakened the origin, then what the greatest probability of the attribute of the origin itself might be.
- "Distortion".
Those who awaken to the Origin will be subject to the Origin.
It's just that ordinary people don't have a sense of their own origin, because once a person has a consciousness of his own origin, then the person will be swallowed up by the origin.
After all, the origin is some kind of chaotic impulse, conceptually similar to primitive instinct, and similar to fatalism. It refers to the fact that all things, including life, have a direction at the beginning of their beginning, and then will inevitably develop in that direction.
For human beings, this directionality produces a primitive impulse, but there is still the possibility of being suppressed by acquired personality and intelligence. However, since its essence is the absolute imperative with all things as the core, even if the cycle of the world cannot be changed.
- Therefore, even if human beings were to know it, they would not be able to oppose the directionality that is the cause of their existence.
This is due to the fact that the personality of the average human being, which has been formed less than a hundred years ago, cannot cover the core meaning that has existed since the creation of Chaos, so it is bound to be dominated by the directionality that originates from the root.
But there are pros and cons to everything, everything in the world has two sides, and nothing can be good or bad, and vice versa.
Therefore, although the Origin Awakened will pay the price, they will obtain the accumulated past lives, thus becoming a mixed group that exists for eternity, and will also obtain the powerful power brought by the Origin Attribute.
For example, Bai Chun Rio awakens to the origin in the original trajectory of fate, and its origin is "eating". Aozaki Orange's evaluation of this is that "if you have the origin of eating, Shirajun Rio must have been a predatory creature in her previous life."
And he is the kind of person who has been conscious of his own origin before the awakening of the origin, and before the real awakening, he has the idea of eating the person he killed by mistake, and he does put it into action.
Asakami Fujino is undoubtedly in a similar situation, she has mastered the magic eye that distorts everything, and even her own concept has been distorted later.
She became a hominator who tasted blood and took pleasure in killing.
But just like Bai Chun Li Xu cannibalism, she should also belong to the situation that is affected by her own origin...... Because "twisted" is what she is.
While Mu Xiu was thinking, the girl's voice had already sounded-
"Original...... Is that the reason? ”
Asakami Fujino's expression was very entangled, she bit her lower lip, and finally nodded a little disappointed: "It means that my essence is actually such a distorted existence?" ”
Is it because of this that I feel pleasure when I see the suffering and death of others?
I couldn't tell if it was a sigh of relief or something else, but at the moment she did feel mixed feelings. Because if your own essence is very distorted, then such distortion is not your choice.
It's a certain factor that is determined by nature, no wonder she.
"In theory, that's true." Mu Xiu nodded approvingly, then sighed and said.
The girl does not have the will to awaken the spiritual power of the absolute self, but as an ordinary person, she is aware of her own origin, and she can't suppress the chaotic impulse, which is the source of the tragedy.
But in the next second, he suddenly felt as if something was wrong.
"That-" In Asagami Fujino's slightly surprised expression, Mu Xiu pulled the corners of his mouth, turned his head and asked softly, "I shouldn't have said anything to you just now, right?" I shouldn't have opened my mouth, right? ”
“……”
“……”
"Mr. Muxiu, you just ...... Aren't you talking to me? Opening his mouth, Asakami Fujino looked at the young man in front of him in surprise, as if he didn't understand why he would say such a thing.
Obviously, he just talked to himself about a bunch of unheard things, but now he ......
Wait, talking to yourself?
"I seem to understand something, Mr. Musiu...... Well, should I forget what you said now? ”
About to come to her senses, the girl's expression suddenly became crying and laughing, and there was an inexplicable ...... in her gaze towards Mu Xiu Commiseration?
“……”
“……”
"Sure enough, did I say it again?" In a period of unspeakable silence, although there was a rather relieved smile on his face, Mu Xiu's gaze was always wandering.
But just a few seconds later, he shook his head vigorously, as if he had already collected his mood, and his empty gaze suddenly turned into unshakable firmness-
"Forget it, don't forget, I've ...... this kind of thing Get used to it. ”
…… Wait, can you get used to this kind of thing?
No, don't get used to this kind of thing! Trying to fix this is the point, isn't it?
Mu Xiu's words that he couldn't complain, as well as the far-sighted expression that saw through the red dust, directly made Asagami Fujino's next words hold back.
But it is precisely because of this that she can't help but feel a funny feeling, and at the same time, the uneasiness and nervousness in her heart before seem to have disappeared directly.
Mu Xiu smiled self-deprecatingly, and then exhaled a long breath.
Since he had already said it, he simply didn't hide it, so he didn't drag into the topic at all: "How much did I just tell you...... Forget it, what do you think about those things you just heard, Fujino? ”
"Thoughts?" Asagami Fujino hesitated for a moment, his face became a little weird, "Mr. Mu Xiu, you said it...... Is it true that I'm going to be a murderer in the future? ”
She really still seems quite entangled in this matter, she is destined to become a famous person like Jack the Ripper in the future?
Well, it's very likely, it's 1998, and I'm recreating the style of a London murderer at the end of the century in Guanbuzi City, isn't it also appropriate? She couldn't help but think about it.
Mu Xiu couldn't help but gently hook the corners of his mouth, stared at her and whispered, "Do you care about this matter first?" You really don't have to worry about this, I'll pay attention to this issue first, which means that Fujino is still a very normal girl......"
Then, without waiting for the red-cheeked girl to say anything, he waved his hand and pointed to his eyes.
"I've told you before that if you don't have the eyes to see through the world, then a magician is not enough to be called the highest, and it just so happens that I am one of the highest magicians......"
Although he had already developed the habit of fighting before he became the highest magician, even if he had mastered the magic field, he still preferred to rely on his own strength to solve problems, even if he had mastered the magic field.
But this is indeed true, he is one of the highest magicians, and isn't it also a proof that he is not doing his job?
- Pretend to recite a few incantations, and then slash at the enemy while they are not looking, this is where the dignity of the crown Caster lies!
"The highest magician......" Asakami Fujino looked directly into Mu Xiu's blue eyes, and then realized that they were not pure blue.
To be exact, it is a bright rainbow color with a blue subject, which can only be seen if you distinguish it carefully. Recalling the knowledge that the other party had just told her before, the girl knew that it was in the eyes of countless demons, belonging to the highest inhuman "eyes".
Because the level of the MONOCULUS is differentiated by color, the usual MONOCULUS will emit red or green light, the powerful MONOCULUS is golden, and the MONOVISION of the God's Domain is a rainbow like a gem or rainbow.
That is to say-
"I can see the past and the future, so I know some things, but the future is not fixed, otherwise everything will lose its meaning, so Fujino, you don't have to worry so much."
Mu Xiu said lightly, explaining in a fluttering tone why he knew those things, after all, it is better to say that he has EX-level clairvoyance than to say that the other party is a character who appeared in the fantasy works he has seen.
And Asakami Fujino didn't know much about it, and he was taken over by him who didn't understand.
The clairvoyant itself is just the most ordinary magic eye, and only when it reaches the EX level can it have the ability to see through the world, but even so, the holder's eye will not change much, and it will not have the characteristics of the gem-level magic eye and the rainbow magic eye.
Of course, strictly speaking, Mu Xiu wasn't lying to her.
"It's like I specifically wanted you to see this kind of scene...... Hey? Why did you die again? Turning around, Mu Xiu indifferently stretched out his hand and pointed to the hologram projected by the white light ball in the sky, and then was slightly stunned.
But in an instant, he returned to normal, his face remained unchanged, as if nothing had happened, and he continued quietly-
"The origin is originally imperceptible to ordinary people, but there are always people who are born close to their own origin, and Fujino you are such a person."
"So it's not wise to avoid this problem, you may realize your essence one day because of some factor, and choosing not to see the problem will not solve the problem, it will only make it more violent when it explodes."
"My suggestion is that if you can't avoid it, take the initiative to meet it, see the root crux of the problem, and then solve it, or no matter how bad it is, you can control it within the scope that you can accept."
The original Asakami Fujino was like this, she didn't understand why she felt overstepping because she hurt others, why she felt a real sense of survival because she killed others.
The ferocity that was far from her usual self made her feel surprised and unacceptable.
But the feeling was so clear and real, that she was ignorant and ignorant, intellectually rejecting her actions, but emotionally she became more and more obsessed with the things she had done.
In the end, the result is naturally to sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire, unable to extricate itself.
Mu Xiu now wants her to understand that her essence is an extremely distorted existence, but it doesn't necessarily mean that she has to completely distort herself from the concept, this is not something that there is really no way to fight.
"Because your willpower is not enough to suppress that chaotic impulse in turn, mere repression will not last. The key is moderation, neither blind repression nor outright indulgence. ”
Asakami Fujino nodded thoughtfully, then looked at the hologram on the ball of light.
Mu Xiu laughed softly: "It's what you think, to put it coldly, you have to know how to choose a partner...... It can't be said that abusing and killing ordinary people is a murderer, but if you choose to eliminate harm for the people, you are naturally a superhero. ”
The best way to do this is to control that primal instinct at all times. But it's too reluctant for the average person, especially in the beginning.
Therefore, in many cases, it is better to block than to slacken, and if you really can't control yourself, it is better to consciously choose a better object to vent your impulses, so as to get through the most difficult period in the early stage.
After that, as long as you get used to that primitive instinct, things will be much better.