The second is to ask for pink

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“…… Worry! Seeing that her face was pale, the frightened Shen Zhongqi hurriedly hugged her tightly, "Want to vomit again?" ”

These days, Zhen Siniang occasionally gets sick, and she will vomit in the dark.

"It's okay...... Zhen Shi Niang lay on him softly, "I can't transfuse blood anymore." "It's supposed to be a blood transfusion reaction, right?

Since last winter, she temporarily cooperated with Lu Jun to have a major thoracic hemorrhage operation and fainted, Jiang Heng and Chu Yu were blessed to the soul, gave her a blood transfusion, and soon woke up, and then she lost a few more times, and began to lose her hair and vomit.

Shen Zhongchi, who had always hoped that she could rely on blood transfusions to maintain her life, instantly darkened.

Zhen Shi Niang only can't do it.

"This colored silk is pretty good." She raised her hand to show him the multicolored threads on her wrist, "It's just that I don't have a good memory, don't you forget to help me take it off then?" She punned.

I don't know if she can wait for the first rain after the Dragon Boat Festival, and then he must not forget to take it off, it is said that the dead will be dragged away by the thread.

"Hmm......" Shen Zhongqi stubbornly hugged her, "I will definitely remind you when it rains, and you will cut it yourself when the time comes." "Take it away with her bad luck.

After washing, Shen Zhongqi fed her food, took medicine, and Jian Wu Jianwen had already dressed up and came over.

There is a dragon boat race in the town today, and the children in the village ran away early in the morning, seeing that Jian Wu Jianwen was not a concern, Shen Zhongqi asked Ji Huaifeng to take them to see, both of them were worried about their mothers and refused to go alone.

Zhen Siniang felt lazy and didn't want to move, but seeing that Jian Wu Jianwen's eyes were full of desire when he looked out the window, he ordered Ji Huaifeng to prepare the carriage.

"You...... Will it work? Shen Zhongqi hesitated.

Her current body can't be lively at all.

"It's not far away, it's okay to take the carriage to ......" Zhen Siniang said and patted Jian Wu Jianwen's little face, "Let's go now, just watch the game!" ”

Jian Wu Jianwen rushed to the ground one step earlier.

Seeing his son's happy appearance, Shen Zhongqi sighed secretly.

She doesn't want her children to be unhappy at all.

After all, the body was not able to do it, and I watched it for less than two quarters of an hour. Zhen Shi Niang couldn't stand the thunderous drumming and enthusiastic cheering in her ears, seeing that her face was pale, Shen Zhongqi quietly instructed Ji Huaifeng and others to take a good look at Jian Wu Jianwen, and took her back to the Qingping courtyard in the carriage.

In the evening, as soon as Jian Wu Jianwen came back, he started talking with his eyebrows fluttering.

Zhen Shi Niang smiled and sat beside Shen Zhongqi and listened carefully.

Feeling a little sleepy, she gently leaned her head on Shen Zhongchi's shoulder.

“…… The mother fell asleep again. Jian Wen's expression instantly darkened.

It's a joy to talk about. Jian Wu's voice stopped abruptly, his big black eyes blinked, and a layer of mist instantly appeared.

"Don't cry...... Shen Zhongqi gently hugged Zhen Siniang in his arms, "...... Wake up your mother carefully. ”

Jian Wen Jian Wu stared at the tears and forced back the tears, got up and tiptoed to spread the bedding.

watched my father take off his coat for his mother. After covering the quilt, Jian Wu and Jian Wen both came up, and sat on the kang with their father to watch their mother's peaceful sleeping face.

Seeing that she was uncomfortable. Shen Zhongqi carefully took off the hat on Zhen Shi Niang's head.

Looking at her mother's sparse hair and thin cheeks, Jian Wu Jianwen's gloomy big eyes were misty, and her immature little face, which resembled Shen Zhongchi, prematurely showed a touch of vicissitudes......

Suddenly woke up, Zhen Shi Niang looked at the dust above her head that was dyed with a layer of clear light by the starlight outside the window, and it took a long time before she remembered that she fell asleep when she listened to Jian Wu Jianwen talk about the grand occasion of dragon boat racing during the day...... She's getting worse and worse.

With a sigh, he saw that most of Shen Zhongchi's body was exposed. So he leaned over and rubbed it, trying to pull the quilt over him.

She is afraid of cold herself, and she subconsciously feels that others are also afraid of cold.

Rubbed for a long time. Touching a hard object on the edge of the mattress, Zhen Shi Niang's hand stopped there.

What is it?

Looking back, Shen Zhongqi was breathing evenly, and Zhen Shiniang sat up quietly. Through the faint starlight shining in through the half-hidden curtains, a closer look turned out to be a small rectangular wooden box.

After covering Shen Zhongqi with the quilt, Zhen Shi Niang tiptoed over to him and picked up the box, and opened it gently.

Zhen Shi Niang was stunned.

One foot long and half a foot wide in the black lacquer cloud dragon pattern carved wooden box, folded large and small colorful half boxes of paper cranes, from big and ugly to small and exquisite...... Rummaging one by one, Zhen Shi Niang's fingers trembled slightly.

So much?

Does he also want to fold a thousand paper cranes for her?

That day, she told the children that story in order to encourage Zheng Yuxun to get out of the psychological shadow as soon as possible, this is just to encourage the children, how can he believe it?

This must have been what Jian Wu Jianwen told him, right?

Yoshiko Saki, a girl born in Hiroshima, was stricken with sepsis, a sequelae of the war, and when she was seriously ill, her mother taught her origami cranes to pray for blessings, telling her that when she folded the thousandth paper crane, her illness would be cured...... That day, she didn't tell the children the end of that story.

In fact, the end of that story is that without waiting for a thousand, when the girl folded to the six hundred and sixty-four, she still died.

If, without waiting for a thousand, she went, what would he do?

She's dead, how can he live?

Quietly looking at Shen Zhongchi's handsome face in his sleep, Zhen Shi Niang felt a piercing pain in her heart.

This man...... This person who is willing to exchange a few lives and several lives for only a lifetime of love with her, how can she be willing to die.

However, fate is like this, what can she do?!

I remember reading a story in my previous life, the male protagonist crossed thousands of years to pursue his wife, thousands of years of waiting, thousands of years of darkness, a thousand years of boundless beginnings and endless days, he just waited and searched......

I really want to think that she can return to her hometown after she dies, and drag him back to her previous life and continue her previous life.

But how could they?

Even if she could, how could she be willing to wait hopelessly for a thousand years in the boundless darkness and endure a thousand years of loneliness!

Stroking the silver hair that had been scattered all over the bed, Zhen Siniang suddenly burst into tears, she turned around sharply and covered her mouth tightly with the quilt......

The crooked crescent moon climbed high into the starry sky through the dark clouds, sprinkled with silver light in a room, miserable and cold.

Listening to the sound of breathing in his ears gradually even, Shen Zhongqi opened his eyes.

Sitting up slowly, he looked at Zhen Shi Niang who was still crying in his sleep. Slowly reaching out and gently, little by little, wiping away the tears from her cheeks.

He had always been most afraid of her tears.

has always been reluctant to let her cry.

But now, he could only watch her cry without comfort

That cone of pain, she has. He has it too.

It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not that you know that you are going to die, but that you are watching your lover wither and emaciate little by little, but you are alive and well.

I took your hand. But I can't grow old with you. What kind of sorrow is it to see you cry and I can do nothing?

If you can. He would rather not have an afterlife, not an afterlife, and only want to stay with her in this life until he is old!

If he could, he would rather Zhen Siniang never loved him!

Without love, there is no pain.

At least, in the face of death, she will not be as heartbroken as he is, and she will not be as helpless as him. You don't cry alone in the middle of the night...... Thinking of that year, Zhen Siniang told her that she was calm and calm when she had two years to live. The clouds were light and the wind was light, and Shen Zhongchi's chest was suffocated.

He suddenly turned around and opened the wooden box with trembling hands. Pull out the bottom layer of colored paper, and fold it with trembling hands......

The sun shone on the quilt through the window lattice, and it was warm, Zhen Siniang opened her eyes.

"Awake?" Shen Zhongqi sat cross-legged on the edge of the kang and looked at her and smiled.

"It feels good to see you every day when I wake up." Zhen Shi Niang crawled on top of him with a grunt.

In the past, he had to go to court before dawn, and when she woke up, she was half an empty bed.

"You love me so much?" Shen Zhongqi laughed and pulled the quilt to wrap her in his arms.

“…… Isn't it possible? Zhen Shi Niang glared.

"Don't you hate me going to court?" Shen Zhongqi asked dotingly.

"Hmm......" Zhen Shiniang nodded seriously, "It's very annoying." Childlike she slipped into his arms, found a comfortable position, and continued to close her eyes.

Shen Zhongqi patted her buttocks, "Hurry up, it's time to eat." ”

"I don't want to get up."

"The sun is shining on the ass ......"

"You help me get dressed"

Shen Zhongqi smiled, "Why are you becoming more and more like a child?" ”

With a grumbling mouth, he reached out to pull his clothes.

"Who told you to get used to me?" Zhen Siniang buried her face in Shen Zhongqi's arms and rubbed it, closing her eyes and refusing to put on clothes.

Is it up to him?

Looking at Zhen Shi Niang, who was like a child and couldn't get up in her arms, Shen Zhongqi couldn't cry or laugh.

The eyebrows fell off, and Zhen Siniang was not proficient in combing her hair, and she didn't want the magpie Dongju and others to see Zhen Siniang's appearance, so Shen Zhongqi personally helped her wash her face and thrush.

“…… Are you getting better at drawing? Looking at a pair of slender and light Xuanyue eyebrows in the mirror, Zhen Shi Niang exclaimed.

Shen Zhongqi remembered the first time she painted her eyebrows thick and heavy, she also said that it was good-looking, and jokingly told him that her forehead was a blank piece of paper, and she liked to be drawn by him in any way...... Just like that all day.

This woman always has the power to turn clumsy into treasure.

"What do you want to do today?" He asked softly in Zhen Shi Niang's ear.

"Hmm......" Zhen Shi Niang looked at the bright sunshine outside, "Let's go fishing." ”

Raising flowers and grass, fishing and painting can best cultivate the mind and cultivate people's patience.

He is short-tempered, upright by nature, long live his favor is all based on the ambition of unifying the three kingdoms, he will unify the three kingdoms and the four seas will be peaceful, if he still has this temper, it is difficult to say that one day he will not offend Long Yan and bring about a catastrophe.

I can't accompany him in the future, and the only thing she can do now is to sharpen his temperament in this limited time.

"Fishing?"

Shen Zhongchi's scalp was numb, but when he thought that it was better than cutting flowers and grass at home, he nodded happily, "Okay, let's move the soft couch to the stream, and when you are tired, lie down and bask in the sun." ”

Her current body can only fish and raise flowers.

Fishing and raising flowers, these were painful and torture for him in the past.

However, he was willing to be able to watch her and accompany her to do what she wanted...... (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to M. to read. )

ps: I continue to code words, there is a change in the evening, ps ask for pink tickets