On the 14th day of the year 2009

"Xiaoying, congratulations, you finally won!" This was probably the happiest day I've ever seen in Lin Che's life, this man who has never been happy or angry, actually blushed with excitement the moment I went out of the courtroom to tell him the good news.

"Mr. Lin, I remember that I never seem to have lost a lawsuit in my hand, this time, is it worth your pleasure?" Although the Asian financial crisis has not brought any substantial crisis to his company because of the strength of his family, but the business is still decreasing, does he deserve to be so happy for me, who can almost be regarded as a passerby now?

What's more, I both know that I can't lose, I can accept death, but never accept defeat!

"But this time is different, Xiaoying, this time is different from any of your previous lawsuits!"

"It's because I didn't take black money this time, that's why you're so happy?" I don't want to be angry, because my feud with him has almost spanned thirty years for me, and my memory has long been blurred. However, his excessive excitement still pricked my nerves: "You are still thinking about what happened back then, do you still think that your cousin is because I am inexplicably wronged?" ”

Just because you think I've done too many bad things, it's rare for me to do one thing right and you're so happy?

People are always strange animals, always saying that the prodigal son will not change his money, but he is very harsh on a person who has always been honest and duty-critical, and he is harsh on everything he has done wrong, but he forgets that the prodigal son who they said in his mouth did not know how many more absurd and hateful things he did back then......

"Xiaoying, I didn't." He hurriedly defended, "I know that fake contract was not done by you, I'm sorry I shouldn't have doubted you because of what you've always done, I-"

"I did it to myself, and you have every reason to doubt me." Including his suspicion that I had received black money to deliberately shield the murderer of his cousin, I asked myself - didn't you? So what does Li Yanyan say, what do you say about making so much money, you are really dignified and need to come to me with such a large amount of money? "My Zhang Xiaoying has always had a bad reputation, how can you be wronged?"

What to ask. I've done so many things that deserve retribution, and I'm fine. But you want to be wronged? Have you wronged too many people because of me?

I thought of the Wang family, which was full of more than 300 people. Thinking of Chen Jiashi. Thinking of so many innocent people who were pulled into the water by me intentionally or unintentionally in the Qing Dynasty - maybe. I wasn't wronged. I was wronged and not wronged......

"I should trust you. Xiaoying. Even if others don't believe you, I should believe you. I'm sorry. I didn't know it would hurt you so much! "Suddenly. This man who didn't shed a single tear even after eight months of restoration. I actually started to choke......

Wronged me. For you. Will you be more miserable than me?

There was a soft place in my heart that seemed to be touched again. After all, he is the man I fell in love with before. The way he is now is a dangerous presence for me—endangering the most indelible feelings in my heart—the last time. Time made me gradually forget Lin Che. But this time. I will never allow time to snatch the Seventeenth Brother from me.

I will always remember everything between us. Knowing the moment my heart stopped beating......

"Mr. Lin, thank you very much for your help during this time, the law firm has found me a new assistant, and-" Originally, I was still a little hesitant, after all, although my mood has completely changed, I am still a person who is greedy for enjoyment, but Lin Che's attitude made me make up my mind: "I may not stay in Beijing anymore, I want to walk around, take advantage of my young ......"

"Where are you going?" Obviously, I can see that his body has become stiff, I forced myself to ignore the heartache caused by him, and kept telling myself that the long pain is better than the short pain - I can't accept him, I don't want him to become the second Yongzheng Emperor, with the seventeenth elder brother, it is difficult for me to fall in love with other men without baggage no matter whether it is three hundred years ago or three hundred years later!

"Beijing is at the feet of the Son of Heaven, and the legal system is perfect, and the relief system is also perfect." I tried not to look him in the eye, I was afraid that I would not be able to say anything after another look: "And there are still many vulnerable people in many remote places, I know that my power is very small, but if I can help a person, I can change a person's fate." ”

"What about yourself?" He stood up excitedly and rubbed his hair anxiously: "I have no objection to you realizing your ideals, but have you thought about yourself? You're almost twenty-eight years old, you don't have anyone around you to take care of you, and you don't know what danger you're going to face when you go. Zhang Xiaoying, I wish you were still that cold-blooded and ruthless subway blood lawyer now, at least-"At least, you will be kind to yourself at that time, and you will not reject me so ruthlessly......

"Lin Che, I hope you can respect my choice." Actually, I also need so much work to numb myself and adapt to life without him - without him standing by my side, my heart will still be cold even now that spring returns to the earth......

His lips moved, and it took a long time to realize that he had lost his temper: "Where are you going to go?" ”

"Guangxi.

"No, I was going to go back to my hometown to devote myself to the popularization of the law, but I suddenly felt that this distance was not far enough to isolate Lin Che's influence on me.

"Can you not go?" There was despair on his face, and he knew I was avoiding him—a question he couldn't have left unasked, he knew my character and I couldn't change my mind just because of his words. This sentence had no other effect than to damage his own self-esteem.

Now in his heart his self-esteem is no longer comparable to the hope that I can stay one!

"No, you can't." I picked up the bag and turned around, leaving him with a back of refusal: "Lin Che, you-you, don't have to wait for me any longer......"

I made Brother Seventeen wait for a lifetime, and in the end, I didn't have the opportunity to spend a day with him, and my price was to live alone in this era without him for another lifetime - this reincarnation has never been you......

April 21, 2009 in the Gregorian calendar

I was sitting in the waiting hall of the airport, holding in my hand the photos and CDs that Lin Chetuo's mother had given me two days ago - this was taken by Lin Che when I was in a coma, because I was afraid that I would regret not catching up with that prosperous era. Speaking of which, his temperament is really a bit like Brother Seventeen, I think he was just starting to heal his injuries and the most painful time, right? But they are still asking me to worry about these things.

Perhaps, it is because of this that I rejected him so resolutely - such affection is worthy of a woman to repay a complete true affection, and this completeness, I can't give him......

I looked at the photos, they were really complete, even the volunteers at the time took pictures one by one, I looked through them one by one, and all of a sudden, a piece of paper fell out of the big envelope with the photos.

I curiously took it out and read it:

Miss Zhang, I don't know your temperament, but Mother Wang thinks that if she can fall in love with a local woman by her husband, she must not be an ordinary person......

I don't know what's going on between you and my husband, but I know one thing, my husband really loves you - I've been working in the Lin family for more than 20 years, and I started taking care of him when he was in elementary school in the United States, and I can't be wrong about that.

I don't know when you fell in love with you, but I know it must have been sooner than you know. I remember it was a long time ago, when my husband knew that you could finally go to court, and he even opened champagne to celebrate that day, but I think at that time, you didn't know that there was actually someone in this world who cared about you more than himself.

That day I heard my husband hiding in the bathroom alone and singing nursery rhymes, because you were finally willing to agree to be his girlfriend - you know, in the days that he was waiting for your promise, he was almost nervous and couldn't sleep all night......

Miss Zhang, what I want to say most is that in fact, Mr. did not wronged you back then, because you served as the defense lawyer for the murderer of Mr. Zhang's cousin, and Mr. put a lot of pressure in front of his father and uncle.

You only know your career, when you took on this lawsuit, did you think about the situation of your husband?

Mr.'s cousin is a playboy, and to be honest, I don't like him even if Mr. Wang's mother does, but he is the most doting eldest grandson of Mr. Grandpa in the United States, and your client's acquittal completely angered his old man, and Mr.'s uncle even threatened to spend a lot of money to make you unable to gain a foothold in the judicial field.

Sir, there was no way to do it that day, he didn't mean to make you look ugly, but he didn't do it because he was afraid that his uncle would really act aggressively towards you. Do you know that before the scene, Mr. knelt in front of his grandfather all night to convince him that the old man would not let you go, but Mr.'s uncle refused to give up, and insisted that Mr. teach you a lesson......

Miss Zhang, you always blame Mr. for not understanding you, but have you thought about it, you have been too sharp over the years, if there was no Mr. to block the dark arrows for you, even if you can survive those winds and waves, I don't think it will be a very easy thing.

A woman, the most successful thing is to have a man who is consistent with her, although Mother Wang doesn't read as much as you, but she still knows this minimum truth - Miss Zhang, I say so much, not because I feel sorry for my boss, but-

As a woman, I don't want you to miss the most important thing in your life, Mother Wang took care of you for seven months, and I don't want you to regret it in the future......

I stood up suddenly, regardless of the strange eyes of the people around me, I remembered the sound of boarding the plane in the loudspeaker, but I didn't care so much, I knew that Lin Che would not leave without waiting for the plane to take off, and he must still be there at the security check.

"Lin Che, Lin Che, is this true?" I held up the letter in my hand: "You didn't wronged me back then, you were protecting me, is it true?" ”

"Xiaoying, who told you?" He was stunned for a moment by my question, but reacted immediately.

It's true, or he wouldn't have asked, "Fool, why don't you say it, why don't you explain it if it's misunderstood?" "I don't want to owe you, I don't want to owe you any more, so I run away from you—but I was about to avoid you, only to find out that I already owed you a lot, I hid too late, too late, too much too stupid......

"Tell you, can you stay for me?" His already dead gray eyes once again shone with a light of hope.

Staying, it means that I have to accept you - but I can't accept you, a good man like you will be attracted to you for a minute, let alone a lifetime?

If you stay, you will fall in love with you, and you will slowly forget the memory of the seventeenth elder brother day by day......

I know that it is not humane for me to think like this, and that everyone has the right to make himself happy, and besides, I am not a faithful woman, but there is a feeling that cannot be forgotten; There is one person who I don't even have the qualifications to forget!

"Yes-I'm sorry......" ruthlessly snuffed out the only hope in his eyes, and also snuffed out the last warmth in his heart: "You must forget my ......"

I'm not worth your whole life remembering...... (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to idiancomm, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )

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