193, the man on his back
So I'm going to go into the depths of other people's souls and peek into their past, is it really good?
But in the end, it seems to be the only way to save her. And then I can also know if she is really a murderer. After all, there are such rumors, and if she really does something hurtful, she must be punished accordingly.
With all this in mind, I agreed to Sister Ying's plan.
"Okay, I'll unlock the soul seal later, and once the seal is completely unsealed, you have to take her fetal light soul into her three spirits before a new seal is created. Remember, opportunities are short-lived, and you have to take them! Sister Ying reminded, "Also, in other people's souls, you will also be in danger, you must be careful." ”
At risk?
"What danger?"
"If your soul wants to enter the soul of others, your own soul will be suppressed, and your own memory will be affected as a result. The longer you stay, the more you will be affected. You'll gradually forget who you are, and, because you've seen her memories, you might even mistake it for yourself. Sister Ying solemnly admonished, "No matter how things go, you have to come out as soon as possible." ”
"Okay!" At the mention of this, I suddenly remembered a serious question, "By the way, how am I going to get out." ”
Aunt Zheng's three spirits are sealed, so Sister Ying needs to break the seal before I can break in, but when I need to come out, how can I break the seal?
After all, Sister Ying can't immediately learn my thoughts when I need to come out, does it take me to break the seal and break out?
"If things go well, Aunt Zheng will untie the knot, and the seal on the three spirits will be automatically untied, and you will naturally be able to escape at will at that time." Sister Ying paused, and her tone changed, "If you don't succeed, then you can only break through!" But breaking the seal from the inside will inevitably destroy her soul completely. ”
In other words, if she is not allowed to break the seal on her own, she will face the end of being scattered and never reborn.
Do you really want to do this? If it turns out in the end that Aunt Zheng is really a mad murderer, there may be no controversy about doing so.
But if she's just an innocent victim, and just can't face the lingering shadow, am I going to end it with my own hands?
"Aunt Zheng is already crazy, it is impossible for her to make a choice on her own. Whether or not to use this extremely risky method is a decision that we can make. ”
"Then do it!" I decided not to hesitate any longer.
If she doesn't save her, she will definitely be dead, and there will be no worse situation.
"Good! I still have to save my energy and solve the problem of the soul field, so I will only do it once to break the seal, and you take the opportunity to enter. ”
In a short half an hour, Sister Ying finally broke the seal, and I was already out of my body, and I grabbed Aunt Zheng's fetal soul and broke into the three spirits together.
……
In front of me is a dim world with not a single color in sight.
As soon as I entered here, my chest felt as if it was being pressed by a boulder, and this strong feeling of depression was the first time I experienced it, as if it could collapse at any moment.
This repression is not because of the scene in front of you, but from the deep hatred and fear of negative emotions.
Fear, anger, sadness, it is precisely because people instinctively resent these negative emotions that they have the instinct to chase beauty and yearn for happiness.
Around me, there were constant black air currents drifting by, and one of them hit me right on the body.
And the moment I hit the black air current, I seemed to see a strange sight:
A young girl, with a blue and purple face, and a middle-aged man with a scruffy beard next to her, kept slapping the girl's face while swearing vulgar and dirty words.
Behind the middle-aged man, dark purple smoke wafted from his body.
"Dad, I don't dare!" The girl choked and begged for mercy, her faint breath not even enough to support her in words.
Could this be Aunt Zheng's memory? Is that poor girl her? What did she do wrong? What was the smoke on that man's body?
Another black air current, and I saw the girl huddled under the bed, and there seemed to be a violent slamming sound outside the door.
A stream of black air hits, each of which allows me to see a brief image, and the girl is always the protagonist of the picture, despite her changing age.
And the girl's expression in the picture is always afraid or sad.
She is the young Aunt Zheng, and the memories of her in these three spirits can only be negative.
The last picture I saw, Aunt Zheng had changed a lot, it seemed that she was middle-aged, and she was holding a kitchen knife in her hand, hugging her head and crying.
Three bodies lay on the ground, their broken limbs scattered all over the floor, blood flowing all over the room.
What the hell is going on?
I really can't piece together a complete story from these fragments. It's just that I seem to be able to personally feel the emotions of the girl in the picture.
Whether it is unwilling, or uncomfortable, or afraid, or cold, I can feel it clearly, except for the most tragic scene at the end.
I moved on, and finally, I saw the source of the black air current.
Directly in front of me, a large black sphere appeared, and it was from here that the black air currents floated out.
Here, perhaps, it is all her negative memories, and it is also the reason why she seals her soul.
Perhaps, walking in, you can know what she has experienced.
With Aunt Zheng's fetal soul, I walked into the center of the black ball little by little, and countless pictures came to my mind. The huge amount of information in this moment made me unable to react instantly.
It took a long time for me to piece together a complete story from these countless memories:
The girl's surname in the memory is Zheng, and as for what she is called, she seems to have no name since she was a child, because her father never called her by her name, and only called her with "hey".
That's right, she's a single girl. When her mother gave birth to her, she died in childbirth. And her father was drunk and troublesome all day long, and because she was a girl, he always beat and scolded her at every turn.
Growing up in this environment, she took care of herself early, but no one took care of her, and she couldn't even eat a full meal. She doesn't seem to have many friends, only a few peers she knows, and often avoids her from afar.
They all called her Zheng Xiaomei.
Zheng Xiaomei has a peculiar ability, everyone she sees, there is a kind of smoke floating behind her.
At first, she didn't understand what the smoke meant, only she could see it. Slowly, she noticed that the color of the smoke on her body seemed to depend on the mood of the other person.
The smoke behind the happy person is golden, the sorrow is blue, the red represents excitement, the purple represents anger, the white represents fear, and the gray represents sadness...... The darker the color, the stronger the emotion.
Gradually, she was able to see through other people's minds and know their attitudes through this method. But she didn't hide these things, but told others calmly.
However, her calmness did not win the approval of others, and the people in the village regarded her as a monster, rejected her, and bullied her. Eventually, all those who saw her turned purple and white with smoke drifting behind them, representing anger and fear.
Eventually, the villagers suspected that she had been taken by a monster and brought in a ghost hunter from afar.
And the first time she saw this ghost hunter, Zheng Xiaomei noticed that this ghost hunter did not have any colored smoke behind him.
On the back of the ghost hunter is a long-tongued monster with a pure black face and a hideous face.