Chapter 364: One Thought Becomes Enlightenment, One Thought Becomes Demon.
Qin Fan's previous room, after he returned to Qin's house, the old man had already asked his subordinates to clean it up, and even the quilt had been replaced with a new one.
Creak!
The door of the room was opened, and Qin Fan helped Jiang Luoxue, who was already drunk, to walk in, and then closed the door.
"Qin Fan, don't leave me again, okay?"
Entering the room, sitting on the edge of the bed, under the influence of alcohol, Jiang Luoxue, who had lost her mind, buried her head in Qin Fan's arms and muttered in her mouth.
"No, I'll never leave you again. Qin Fan hugged Jiang Luoxue and responded affectionately.
Jiang Luoxue, who was already confused, still said to herself:
"When I was very young, I felt that I was very happy with you, and I often dreamed of you, and when I understood the relationship between men and women, I took your fiancΓ© as my lifelong dependence, and also gave my heart to you, and I also fantasized about giving you many babies in the future. β
"But when I cut off relations with you under the persecution of Song Wenzhe, my heart hurts more than a knife, you know? Every time I think of your helpless and desperate face at that time, I feel so heartbroken that I want to suffocate, I feel that I am very useless, I can't even protect the person I love the most, and I want to find a pure place several times, and I will sleep here forever. You know, I wouldn't have survived without you. β
"But I can't do that, because I have to live for you, and no matter how much pain I suffer, I have to live for you, because only if I live, you can live. β
"But I really can't marry someone other than you, so I will be ruthless and disregard your safety, and resolutely take the road of suicide, fortunately, your strength is beyond my imagination, otherwise I will really hurt you, can you forgive me for my selfishness Qin Fan?"
Hearing this, Qin Fan hugged Jiang Luoxue tighter, and laughed at himself: "You have never done anything to be sorry for me from beginning to end, but I have resented you for a thousand years, and the person who should be forgiven is me!"
Qin Fan knew that Jiang Luoxue was already drunk, so he didn't mind saying that for a thousand years, she would forget everything when she woke up.
Sure enough, Jiang Luoxue was already sleeping in Qin Fan's arms.
hugged Jiang Luoxue tightly for a long time, Qin Fan put her on the bed, took off her clothes and pants for her, covered the quilt, and wiped her face with a hot towel, and then stood on the balcony with his hands on his back.
At this time, Qin Fan was standing on a lawn not far from the balcony.
"Jiayu, in fact, you and we both know that Mr.'s heart has never been in any of us, so why do you make yourself so embarrassed because of this?" Xu Mingxuan comforted, in fact, how could her heart be open? It's just that she knows that she shouldn't express it.
"Yes, Jiayu, in fact, we are all honored to be able to follow Mr., and we should also feel satisfied, you must know that the world is so big, we are just a drop in the ocean, but we can follow Mr. by our side, just by virtue of this, why should we ask for anything more?" Su Qingxuan put her arms around Shen Jiayu, her heart was more open, because she originally followed him in order to follow Qin Fan, although she also had some thoughts in that regard, but she still had self-knowledge, so she didn't fall too deep, so she behaved more calmly.
Shen Jiayu smiled bitterly: "Why don't I understand what you say? But I grew up under the protection of the Shen family since I was a child, and I have always looked down on any boy around me, and my grandfather often advised me to change my temper, otherwise I will not be able to marry in the future, but I don't mind, it is absolutely impossible for me to change my personality in order to get married, unless someone can make me look up to him and be willing to change my temper for him, just a year ago, that person appeared." β
"Yes, he is Mr., at first he gave me a bad impression, thinking that he was not cool and pretending to be cool, and did not take my Shen family in his eyes, at that time I really wanted to beat him up, let him know that my Shen family was something he couldn't climb, but before I could beat him, my grandfather's enemy killed the Shen family, but just when my Shen family was about to face the danger of annihilation, since my grandfather's enemy family provoked him, the result surprised me that since he killed the enemy who could wash my Shen family in blood in seconds without much effort. β
"Yes, from that moment on, I began to look at him squarely, but I was still dissatisfied with him, why didn't you say it when you were obviously very powerful? Why didn't you help my grandfather when he was injured? Is it that person didn't mess with you, you don't care about my Shen family being baptized in blood? No matter if I died at a young age? Why don't you pity Xiangyu at all?"
"Later, I thought about it carefully, in fact, there was nothing wrong with him, my Shen family and him were not related to him, he saved it was friendship, not to save it was his duty, and in the end, didn't he indirectly save my Shen family?"
"Since then, I've wanted to know more about him as a person and what kind of person he is. β
"It wasn't until a few days later that I went to get medicine for my grandfather, and found that Huo Zhennan, the head snake in a pharmacy, couldn't help him if he wanted to kill him, and I also saw the gun pinched into powder with my bare hands, and the shock was unprecedented for me. However, this is just the beginning. β
"In the days that followed, he brought me a strong visual impact again and again, so that I thoroughly admired him to the extreme, I don't know when it started, since I will see him in my dreams, I will think of him inadvertently all the time, I found that I have fallen in love with him deeply, and I am sinking deeper and deeper on this road, knowing that he has someone else in his heart, but he still hopes to be able to replace the person in his heart to live in his heart, even at this time, I still can't let go of him. β
"You don't know that a person who has never loved before, when you fall in love with someone, but you can't get it, that kind of pain is really worse than death!"
At this time, Shen Jiayu had thousands of tears.
"Silly sister!" Xu Mingxuan hugged Shen Jiayu: "The moon is cloudy and sunny, there is no perfect thing in this world, the Tao is natural, we are also cultivators now, we must imitate nature, everything goes with the flow, if it goes against nature, then it is not a cultivation, but a demon, so a thought of becoming a Taoist and a thought of becoming a demon is just between your thoughts." β
Mingxuan was right. β
At this moment, an abrupt voice sounded.
I saw Qin Fan walking over with his hands on his back.
"Sir!"
Xu Mingxuan, Su Qingxuan, Shen Jiayu, the three of them immediately got up and bowed their heads slightly to Qin Fan.
Qin Fan walked behind the three of them and said lightly: "In essence, you are just my servants, but in fact, I have never treated you as servants, but as disciples, because in the extensive world of cultivating immortals, the master will not teach the servant skills, and only the master will teach the disciple what he has learned all his life." β
"Master!"
As soon as the hearts of the three of them moved, they immediately bowed ninety degrees to Qin Fan, who was facing away from him.
Qin Fan raised his hand to signal that he didn't need to be formal, and said: "Since you call me a master, I have to be responsible for whether you can preach in the future, with your qualifications, once you have a grudge in your heart, you will enter the demon path, my disciple Qin Taixuan, if there is a demon, I will personally punish him, you don't want to die in my hands because of becoming a demon, right?"
Qin Fan's words were mainly said to Shen Jiayu, because the resentment in her heart was the heaviest, and if she didn't resolve it, it wouldn't be long before she would enter the Demon Dao.
"I don't want to!"
The three of them said in unison, and Shen Jiayu seemed to be perfunctory.
Of course, Qin Fan could feel it, but he didn't pay attention to Shen Jiayu, but said lightly: "Okay, I'll tell you a story, I don't want to tell this story, there are still people in the three of you who will fall into the devil's path because of today's incident." "Hundred Platings" The latest chapter of "Reborn City Xiuxian Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.
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