Chapter 224: It's not her nature to give in
Jiang Xiaoqiao's heart suddenly raced, feeling dizzy, and her whole body was weak, she told herself that she must not faint, and she must not faint now, she slowly took a few deep breaths, trying to stabilize her heartbeat and pulse.
She felt a huge wound in her body, gurgling blood gushing out from within, the pain was like a huge beast, gnawing at her self-control, and she suddenly felt the warmth of Liu Xuemei's embrace and silent comfort.
"Don't be like this, Xiao Qiao, Xiao Zhan is gone! You still have to live! Liu Xuemei firmly supported her daughter, she knew that her words were cruel, but this is not the time to use lies to deceive to appease her, long pain is better than short pain.
Hope is gone, she can't turn back time, she can't take Xiao Zhan away from that scene, she can't keep him away from that nightmare, now that Xiao Zhan is gone, she has to spend the years to come.
"Little buckwheat, you are the bravest, you remember that you still have us, and the most important thing is that you still have two sons. You also have to cheer up for the sake of your children. Liu Xuemei didn't want to stimulate Jiang Xiaoqiao, but when she saw Jiang Xiaoqiao's loveless appearance, she was afraid, afraid that Jiang Xiaoqiao would really give up on herself, how many women would not choose to live alone if they lost their husbands.
Her loss of Jiang Zaishan was different from Jiang Xiaoqiao's loss of Xiao Zhan, Jiang Zaishan deserved it, and Jiang Zaishan hurt her deeply, but Jiang Xiaoqiao and Xiao Zhan had such a deep relationship, which would make Jiang Xiaoqiao's life worse than death.
"Mom, you go out, let me be quiet for a while, rest assured that I won't die, I need to be quiet!" Jiang Xiaoqiao said this tiredly, turned his head to look out the window, and never said a word again.
Liu Xuemei sighed and walked out silently, before she walked out, all the fruit knives in the room were things that could hurt her, and they were all taken away.
"Bastard, say yes and you'll be back! I hate you, Xiao Zhan, why doesn't talking count? Xiao Zhan, what do you want me to do? ”
She felt a burning rage, like the formation of vapor when boiling water. She was powerless to stop it, only to feel the anger rise and rise again, and then the fire was so strong that it suffocated her; Anger blurred her vision, and she heard the beastly roar in her throat. Then a rage erupted, and she flipped everything over, including the bedside table and chairs, desperately venting her anger on anything.
Pounding the cabinet violently, she fell to the ground weakly, her cry slowly turning into a silent scream, a cry of bare wounds and unbearable pain surging from within her, tearing her throat and rushing out of her mouth. She wanted to destroy something, she wanted others to understand what she felt, even if only partially. She felt as if the force was blasting itself open, as if her heart was about to burst under this powerful pressure.
So she slumped forward, wailing and weeping so bitterly that she couldn't breathe. She didn't know she could cry like this, not even in the days of despair in this strange world. At that time she had a purpose, a motivation, and now, she has nothing. Her voice broke and choked, and she began to cough sharply and uncontrollably.
The emotional outburst had disappeared suddenly, just as it came suddenly, Jiang Xiaoqiao was paralyzed from exhaustion, her eyes closed.
I couldn't even notice when Liu Xuemei appeared and put her on the bed, maybe her consciousness was already hidden, and she couldn't wait to shrink into a protective shell, not wanting to communicate and face with anyone.
"Drink water!" Liu Xuemei's voice made her try to sip and swallow, although she was vaguely surprised that her swollen and stinging throat could swallow something.
Liu Xuemei said to her soothingly: "You will be much better if you sleep for a while!" And she miraculously fell into a stupor.
Liu Xuemei silently cleaned up everything in the room, so as not to hurt Jiang Xiaoqiao, at this time she could no longer withstand any injuries.
Jiang Xiaoqiao slept for a few hours! Then she woke up, blinking her eyes and the sudden memory made her think about everything, and then all the pain appeared.
She lay silently on the quilt on the bed and sobbed until she fell asleep again exhausted, and so on.
When she woke up again, she didn't want to cry, her eyes were so swollen and sore that she didn't want to cry anymore. She remembered yesterday's explosive destruction, and she was willing to accept almost any form of destruction, but she also knew that she would never commit suicide as Liu Xuemei feared, and it was not her nature to give in.
If it were, she wouldn't have held on to her resolve for so many years in this strange world. How could someone who had already died once choose to die, it was just that her grief needed a window to vent, and now but when Xiao Zhan was taken from her arms, she became a stronger, more resolute, and braver woman.
She also has a mother and sister, as well as her two children.
She couldn't fall like this, and she couldn't fall like this.
So when dawn came again, Jiang Xiaoqiao got up to wash and clean herself, tied up her long hair, changed into a light coat, it was the autumn season, and she packed all her luggage.
In Liu Xuemei's stunned gaze, she quickly went through the discharge procedures, she didn't want to stay here to mourn her lost happiness, she still had more things to do, more relatives to take care of, and there was no time to continue to bury her feelings here.
After doing so much, she was finally able to smile. The pain can never be removed, but it becomes manageable and becomes more manageable in the years to come.
Liu Xuemei and Jiang Xiaoqiao were discharged from the hospital, at this time Jiang Xiaoqiao realized that she was in a hospital in Kyoto, it turned out that such a big thing happened, they were picked up by diplomatic means, and Jiang Xiaoqiao was the first patient to be taken seriously, so she stayed in Kyoto as a matter of course, and in order to take care of her here, Liu Xuemei had already bought a house here, a three-bedroom house.
That's where they lived all this time.
Hospitalized today, the first place they came back to was here.
Jiang Mai was actually admitted to Kyoto University, and Jiang Mi and Jiang Xiaogu had already returned to the provincial capital to go to school, so they couldn't delay their schooling.
Jiang Xiaoqiao got out of a car, looked at the house, and whispered to Liu Xuemei: "Mom, I'm sorry, I've worried you during this time, don't worry, I have recovered, I will live well, tomorrow I will go back and bring Dabao Xiaobao back, no matter what Xiao Zhan's parents think and hate me, but that is my son, I must let them grow up by my side." Once she started to return to normal, Jiang Xiaoqiao knew what she was going to do.
Liu Xuemei sighed, opened the door, and let Jiang Xiaoqiao in, "You are mentally prepared, I saw Xiao Mei once when you were unconscious, she wanted to kill you, thinking that it was because you had to go to the air show, if it weren't for you, Xiao Zhan would not have been ordered to rescue at that time, and it would have been impossible to die in an accident." She said she would never see you again, and she would never give the baby back to you! Liu Xuemei can see and feel the pain of a mother's loss of her child, but she can't let others hurt her child because of this.
"I see!" Jiang Xiaoqiao replied very calmly.
"I want to see Xiao Zhan!" She knew that Xiao Zhan must be in Kyoto, and Xiao Mei would not let her son be too far away from them.
"Okay!" Liu Xuemei wiped her eyes.
Jiang Xiaoqiao stayed in front of Xiao Zhan's mother for a whole day, Liu Xuemei looked at her daughter's sad back from a distance, and silently gritted her teeth, it will pass, everything will pass, no one will die if they leave their relatives, what is needed is time to heal the wound.
It's been a week, and the hardest time has passed.