(Why are you coming back)
The baby rushed into the night, and the bright street lamp billboards made this summer but unusually cold night have a hint of warmth.
She looked at the succession of cars, hesitated for a few minutes and then hailed a taxi.
"Go...... The golden bar of Xintiandi. After sitting down, the baby hesitated. She didn't know if he would be there, but it was the only thing she could think of.
Because, that was the first time they met each other......
When Murong Jin returned home, Lan Chengzhe and his two children were still sitting at the dining table. However, his face was very bad, especially Lan Chengzhe, whose blue face made the two children dare not speak.
"What's going on??" Murong Jin walked up and asked. Lan Chengzhe rarely gets angry, if it is this kind of expression, then the matter must be very serious.
The taxi stopped in front of the golden bar, and the baby pushed the car door, clutching the edge of the window hesitantly and worriedly at the glittering sign of the golden bar.
"Miss, you can't get down?" The driver asked in the car, it was difficult for him to hold on to the window without closing the door like this!
"Oh, I'm sorry!" Baby gave him an apologetic look, closed the car door, took a few steps, and paused, finally making up his mind to push open the door of the bar.
She's only been to this bar once, that night six years ago.
After all this time, the bar is still the same as it was that night. The colored glass lights, the red table and the sofa, just a love song that I had never heard tonight, but the melody was still so sad.
She stepped into the dim light, and perhaps, unlike the music she had been six years ago, was the guest. Six years ago, bars and so many people were always going to be in this kind of place. But now, it's a lot more deserted.
Coldly, she found that person at a glance!
He was in a couch in the far corner, leaning limply to the side, and the table in front of him was filled with wine bottles. In his hand, he also holds a wine glass.
"Mo, Mo Xianan?" She hesitated over to it, unsure if he could still hear it.
Mo Xianan turned his head slowly, his half-drunk eyes were misty and distant. Dingding looked at her, his dark pupils flickering, and quickly dimmed.
The baby paused slightly, and crossed eyebrows to look at his tired face. "You, are you alright? Qin Yang is looking for you. She whispered, relieved to see that he seemed to have nothing to do but be drunk.
Mo Xianan turned around and put the wine glass to his lips again, the strong spicy spicy of vodka slid down his throat and into his stomach, and he couldn't help coughing a few times.
"Stop drinking!" Baby stepped forward and took his glass. Looking at the wine bottles, I wondered how much he had drunk and whether he was going to get drunk.
"Go away!" Mo Xianan suddenly waved her away, reached out and grabbed a wine bottle and put it to her lips.
"Don't drink it! Do you want to get drunk?!" Baby stepped forward and snatched his bottle. "Go away!" He yelled, snatched back the bottle, and took the vodka as if it were plain water.
Baby, looking at him giving up on himself, clenched his fist, snatched his bottle again, and threw it out and smashed it. "If you love her so much, go to her! What's the use of getting drunk here! It's just that I've been dumped, as for this? She growled.
If you love her so much, go to her! Just go find her!
She tilted her head slightly, suddenly realizing how superfluous her actions were.
Mo Xianan turned his head, his half-drunk eyes were sharp and indifferent, he got up and looked at her and said, "What did you just say?" He stepped forward, and the smell of wine made the baby feel nauseous. stepped back and said, "Qin Yang is looking for you, ...... you" "Blue baby, let me ask what you were talking about just now!" He snapped her off, his glaring eyes bloodshot.
The baby was stunned for a moment, looked at him and opened his mouth and said, "I said that if you love her so much, go find her!" Could she be wrong?
"Looking for her? And then get dumped again, so you're satisfied, aren't you? He asked again, his cold voice accumulating a touch of anger.
The contact lenses looked at him with doubts: "What am I satisfied with?" ”
"What? Don't you think so? He approached, dark pupils scribbling through a chill. The flirtatious corners of his mouth provoked a piercing smile.
"You think I'm here to laugh at you?" In his eyes, was she gloating?
"Isn't it?" He continued to ask rhetorically, "Blue Baby, why are you coming back?" If it weren't for you, maybe not! Why are you coming back? Why show up!" Mo Xianan pressed forward step by step, pushed her into the corner and pressed her hands against the wall, her breath burning and full of wine.
If you don't come back, probably, nothing will change.
"Why......" The cold indifference collapsed, he showed a painful look, the cold light in his eyes gradually faded and he lowered his head in fragments, his powerful body was no longer unattainable, and his weak shoulders trembled helplessly in the gray light.
This is the result of his single-minded desire to protect?
The woman he wanted to protect from childhood to adulthood stayed with him just for such a simple reason! You need someone to accompany you, and you need someone to help take care of the company! He ignored everything, ignored the real thoughts in his heart, made a decision without hesitation to protect the woman, and finally betrayed him just by giving such a simple reason!
Because she doesn't love him! Never Loved! What's even more ridiculous is that he never knew, never found out that she didn't love himself at all! Still stupid, always thinking that what I did was right!
"You really shouldn't have come back......" he whispered, all he could say was the words, but he didn't dare to look up at her face again.
Perhaps, compared to the pain of deception, what he really can't accept is to admit that he has been doing something wrong! Stupidly staying by the side of a woman who has always used herself, and then hurting the woman who will feel distressed, wiping out her love for herself with her own hands, and even now sending her into danger little by little.
He has no face to face the facts in front of him, so he covers it up with alcohol! But I can't help but think about her!
But when he missed her the most, she appeared, and even saw his most embarrassed appearance!
He gripped the wall, his white fingertips leaving clear marks on the wall.
The baby pursed the corners of his mouth, and the contact lenses immersed himself and said, "If you think that's the case, and it will be better, I have nothing to say." ”
He loves her a lot, right? So it's painful. But she really didn't expect such a result, let alone gloating!
"I'll go......" Holding back a trembling voice, his delicate hand pushed his arm away.
When she leaves, everything is fine!