Chapter 135: Confession
Under the sleeves, Chu Si's hands were clenched tightly into fists, and a thought that had flashed thousands of times in her heart lingered: Monogamy is where my bottom line lies. Even if he listens to my words and avoids me, even if I am alone in this world until I grow old, I will make it clear to him when I am not deeply in love with him now, and I can still withdraw from it!
Chu Si knows very well that Xie An has always been a real man who does what he says and does what he says. Therefore, she chose this moment to confess to him and seek a promise from him.
She tilted her head and looked at Xie An with bright eyes, only the tight lip line revealed the tension and fragility in her heart.
Xie An stared at Chu Si, his gaze swept over her pale lips, and the mist in her eyes, and the smile on her face widened and widened.
In Chu Si's restlessness, he flicked his robe, took his hands, and walked a few steps leisurely, looking up at the sky above his head.
Hey, why did he ignore me? What does that mean?
Chu Si blinked suspiciously, and then blinked again. After a while, she couldn't help but walk behind Xie An, her lips moved, and she took a few deep breaths before she said in a deep voice: "Xie An, don't you want to answer this question?" ”
She looked up at her little face, and on her little face, the initial panic, uneasiness, and shyness were quickly fading. With a slight smile, Chu Si said slowly: "The world is not as good as it should be, and there is a ** out of ten." In fact, I also know that if I go with the flow, I may be happier. However, having seen life, death, disasters and blood, I still can't let go of this. ”
Seeing Xie An turn around, looking at himself with bright eyes, Chu Siyan smiled, stretched out his arms and spun around on the flat ground, and tilted his head. == Spit out a breath of turbid air and said loudly: "Xie An, Chu Si doesn't want to get married, what Chu Si wants is to find a sweetheart who can walk together in this turbid world, and love with joy." However, it doesn't hurt if you don't, the beauty of this world is endless. I have kung fu and body, where in this world can I not go? A sword, a horse, even if there is wolf smoke everywhere, there will be a place for me to feel at ease. With beautiful scenery as a companion, why bother with others? ”
She said this in a crisp and pleasant voice.
After finishing speaking, Chu Si looked at Xie An with bright eyes, she smiled at the corner of her lips at this time, and her expression was leisurely, completely "I am lucky." I can't die".
Xie An lowered his head and met her sparkling eyes.
After a long time, Xie An stretched out his hand. Gently caress the green silk around her ear. A smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and Xie An said slowly: "An is the same." ”
Yes?
Chu Si almost cried out in surprise. She only felt that her heart, which had finally calmed down, was pounding. An indescribable joy welled up in my heart. Chu Si carefully held down the joy, careful not to let it overflow, and a thought welled up in the joy: Don't be happy yet, maybe he didn't mean that, maybe he wasn't at all.
Glancing at her trembling cherry lips with excitement, Xie An's palm slowly fell on top of it. Rub it gently.
Wumo's clear eyes looked at Chu Si with a smile, and Xie An said softly, "Yun'er, you heard it right. ”
A smile like spring water flowed on his face, and his eyes covered Chu Si with a gentle gaze: "An can get the sincere companionship of Wang Yunniang and Chu Si, how can he force anything else?" Yun'er, if I can be with you for a long time, An's heart will be infinitely happy! ”
He agreed? He agreed!
He actually agreed!
He. He actually agreed!
Boundless joy welled up in my heart. Welled up in his eyes, but what overflowed were tears. Chu Sidi's eyes were red. As soon as the tears came out, she quickly turned around and looked into the depths of the woods with trembling lips: Is God really kind to me? Can I trust, depend, fall in love with a man? And, can I also get his wholehearted approval and love?
Could it be that in this world, there will still be things as big as I want?
Could it be that it is not my destiny to be alone? Could it be that I have this blessing in my life, and I am so fortunate that I can get his whole heart?
It turns out that I can not be alone, right? I can actually be like the ** goose in the sky and the wild wolf on the earth, have a partner that only belongs to me, and go through the baptism of the years together? Through the impermanence of the world, through storms, through pain and happiness, and then to dust at the same time?
It turns out that I can have so much?
At first it was two drops, and gradually, more and more tears flowed down her cheeks. == Tears flowed like beads, knowing that Xie An was behind her, but she had no way to make herself take back her tears.
A pair of arms wrapped around her waist, and then, a gentle voice sounded in her ears: "Silly Yun'er, silly Yun'er.
Then, a slender hand touched her face and slowly wiped away the tears from her face.
But he wiped it quickly, and the tears flowed faster. Chu Si sobbed silently, and buried himself in Xie Andi's arms.
Xie An hugged her tightly and said in a low voice: "It turns out that I am strong, high-spirited, and elegant as a fairy Yun'er is so afraid of loneliness?" Walking alone in this world, singing and crying alone, walking alone is indeed very helpless. Yun'er, before I met you, Ann never knew what it meant to be worried about a woman, and after meeting you, Ann was always afraid that you would eventually leave me. Okay now, from now on, I will be Yun'er's Xie Lang, no matter what you encounter, let me share it for you. ”
Seeing that Chu Si's tears finally stopped flooding, he chuckled, clinging to Chu Si's chest and falling together in laughter, shocking.
In the laughter, Xie An suddenly brought up the old smile again, and said: "It turns out that my Yun'er is a jealous woman, and she has not entered the door of my Xie family, so she follows the three chapters of the covenant for her husband, and she is not allowed to take concubines or touch other women." Hehehehehe. ”
Chu Si couldn't help but get annoyed when he heard him laugh happily. She struggled to fight in Xie An's arms, but Xie An hugged her too tightly, and she didn't work a few times in a row.
Flattening his mouth, Chu Si said with sullen hatred: "What are you laughing at?" I'm a jealous woman! Hmph, if you dare to mess with you, I will leave you far away, never see you again, and I will live a very happy and free life in a place where you can't see. ”
Xie An raised his eyebrows and listened with relish. Hearing this, he stroked his chin and said, "I even thought about how to live after leaving to be a husband." It's really deserved! ”
Speaking of this, Xie An smiled bitterly: "My lady's heart for her husband is not pure, and this is not the only way to retreat, right?" ”
Chu Si, who was struggling, suddenly stiffened.
For a moment, neither of them spoke. Chu Si was suddenly awakened by Xie An's words, thinking that he only asked him to be dedicated to himself, and deep down in his heart, he couldn't fully trust him, let alone treat him as his only choice! Xie An is extremely smart, how could he not know about his own little thoughts?
In Chu Si's cranky thoughts, Xie An chuckled: "Yun'er, don't think cranky. Come, take off this mask of yours, and let me see what you really are. ”
With a flick of the sleeves of his robe, he turned around and led the horse towards the outside of the forest, as if he knew Chu Si's puzzlement, he smiled without looking back: "Don't stay, change your true face, it's time to go on the road." ”
"Oh."
Chu Si replied lightly, came to his dead horse, and took a pot of wine from his baggage. She knew that Xie An left at this time because she didn't want to interfere with her disguise. He was afraid of embarrassment.