In the blink of an eye, November is coming, and autumn is getting stronger in Beijing. In the evening of that day, Yan Xiaose wore a black jacket with a silver zipper embedded in it, stepped on the colorful Luoying on the campus of Peking University, and walked on the road to Zhan Xiaopai's dormitory building with a bouquet of roses in hand. Although he has a fashionable hairstyle and bright clothes, his mood seems a little low, and so far, his "posthumous plan" has not been going well.

Since the first time I met Zhan Xiaopai in Beijing, the two went out to play together, and when Yan Xiaose called again, Zhan Xiaopai politely refused in the name of being busy with study. Yan Xiaose persistently called for a week, and Zhan Xiaopai agreed to meet again, and insisted on going to a small restaurant outside the school gate to eat.

After eating, she declined Xiaose's invitation to go to the bar again, and solemnly told him that she was very busy with her homework now, and asked him not to call for the time being, let alone come to the school to find it. Xiaopai's tone was unquestionable, Xiao Se had no choice but to agree, thinking that he had a lot of time anyway, and it was a big deal to play around in this prosperous imperial capital first, and then ask her to be appointed after a month and a half and twenty days. But when he made another appointment half a month later, Xiaopai still said that he was very busy and still didn't have time to see him, and Yan Xiaose realized that Zhan Xiaopai was probably deliberately avoiding him.

With this thought, Yan Xiaose suddenly felt discouraged, thinking, could it be that Xiaopai told Bai Xiaoding about his coming to Beijing, what did the two of them say, so Xiaopai deliberately avoided him? In order to find out the situation, he called Bai Xiaoding, and after chatting casually, he casually mentioned that he came to Beijing to find Zhan Xiaopai, Bai Xiaoding said that Xiaopai did say this in the letter, but he neither replied to her nor spoke to her on the phone.

Yan Xiaose believed that Bai Xiaoding would not fool herself, so now there was only one possibility: Zhan Xiaopai had no feelings for herself. If this is the case, it is impossible for him to be pestered by Xiaopai, after all, he has self-esteem, but he is not willing to return like this...... What to do? Yan Xiaose thought, let's try harder, what if I think too much and think wrong? What if it succeeds this time?

Coming to the downstairs of the Zhan Xiaopai dormitory, Yan Xiaose was thinking about how to find the Xiaopai, a girl walked out of the dormitory, came to him and said, "Hello, you are here to find Zhan Xiaopai, right?" ”

"That's right," Yan Xiaose was happy in her heart, "You are ......"

"Oh, I'm Zhan Xiaopai's roommate......"

"Oops, that's great!" Yan Xiaose said happily: "Why hasn't she come down yet, it's already time to eat?" ”

"Oh, Pie isn't in the dormitory," the girl said, "She's been participating in club activities recently, and she doesn't know when she'll be back, so she may have eaten outside." ”

"Oh......" Yan Xiaose was disappointed.

"Why don't you go back first? When she came back, I told her that you had come to her. ”

"That's right...... Okay, thank you, classmate, I'll go first......"

Yan Xiaose nodded to the girl, turned around and walked two steps, suddenly remembered something and turned back, and handed the flower in her hand to the girl, "Classmate, please bring this bouquet of flowers to her, thank you." ”

While Yan Xiaose spoke, she glanced upstairs, was slightly stunned, and then turned around and left.

Back in the apartment, Yan Xiaose felt weak, and she didn't take off her coat and lay on her back on the bed, thinking about her thoughts blankly. Downstairs in Pie's dormitory, he casually glanced at Pie's face as if he saw Pie's face flash through the window. He thought that if Pie was in the dormitory, then the girl was deliberately arranged by her to send him away...... Yan Xiaose suddenly had a strong feeling, that is, Xiaopai didn't go to participate in any club activities, but didn't want to see herself, the reason why she used this way should be because she didn't want to stiffen the relationship......

The invitation was repeatedly rejected, Yan Xiaose's original full confidence was gradually exhausted, replaced by disappointment and discouragement, he thought of giving up, but he was unwilling!

Yan Xiaose couldn't help but recall the situation when she first met Zhan Xiaopai, when she was thinner than now, wearing a fat school uniform, with a ponytail tied high on the top of her head, and her long soft hair was always thrown away; Sometimes she wears a white Kitty hairpin that looks kawaii; She always spoke politely, and he was fascinated by her serious appearance...... Later, the 83 small group was established, and when the students studied and played together, the small party counted him down at every turn, but he just loved to listen; Just a month ago, he took this cute girl to dance at the Di Bar, and the two of them laughed and shouted how much fun they had......

In the end, Yan Xiaose made a decision, he had to see Xiaopai again, he wanted to tell her what he was thinking about directly, even if he was explicitly rejected, it would be better than regretting it in the future!