In the past, anyone who experienced a certain event, with Du Xiaolei's character, had to broadcast it all over to be happy, but for entering Beijing to participate in the small party wedding, it was unusual, and he never mentioned it. For this reason, Bai Xiaoding specially called and asked, and Yan Xiaose also asked "casually", and Du Xiaolei always brought it with 'It's good, it's good, everything is going well'.

In the blink of an eye, the first snow has fallen in Danbei, and the minimum temperature in the morning has dropped to -10°C. On this day, Du Xiaolei had just had a morning meeting in the company and was chatting with a few colleagues, when Bai Xiaoding called and said that it was at the door of her company and asked her to go out. Du Xiaolei felt strange, went out to take a look, and saw Bai Xiaoding standing there, his face was red from the cold and he kept stamping his feet.

"Bai Xiaoding, why are you here on such a cold day? Why do you want to buy insurance? Du Xiaolei walked up to Bai Xiaoding and looked at him.

"No......" Bai Xiaoding looked a little entangled, "I have something I want to ask you......

"Ask what's the matter, it's a cold day." Du Xiaoleiha said.

“…… Xiaolei, I heard that something happened on the day of Xiaopai's wedding," Bai Xiaoding finally said, "You are a bridesmaid, you know the situation best at that time, what happened to her?" ”

This is when Bai Xiaoding and Bian Xiaoxuan chatted online last night, Xiaoxuan inadvertently said that he leaked his mouth, and then although he repeatedly denied it, saying that there was nothing, Bai Xiaoding always remembered, so he came to Du Xiaolei early in the morning for verification.

"Oh, this little Xuanzi, his mouth is too long!" Du Xiaolei was crazy when she heard this, "Let's talk about everything, he's still a man, and he doesn't have a city at all!" You can't tell him anything in the future! ”

"Xiaolei, what happened to Zhan Xiaopai's wedding? Tell me! Hearing Du Xiaolei say this, Bai Xiaoding became even more anxious.

"It's nothing...... Du Xiaolei blinked, "She's at the wedding...... I fell ......"

"Fell?" Bai Xiaoding frowned, "How can she still wrestle?" ”

She ...... The heel was too high and I accidentally tripped while walking......"

"Then she didn't have a broken foot? Did you fall somewhere? Bai Xiaoding believed it.

"Oh, Bai Xiaoding," Du Xiaolei was a little impatient, "Since you care about her so much, why don't you call her yourself?" ”

"I ...... Didn't I have her phone number? Bai Xiaoding was making excuses, and he could recite Zhan Xiaopai's phone number without even thinking about it.

"I'll give it to you now, you remember." Du Xiaolei said and took out her mobile phone to find the number.

"Forget it, I don't remember, since it's nothing, then I'll go......" Bai Xiaoding turned around and left.

"Bel Bai Xiaoding, don't go, when you come back, don't you want to ask Xiaopai? Or I'll hit you on my phone and tell her! Du Xiaolei shouted behind Bai Xiaoding.

"No......" Bai Xiaoding didn't reply.

"Don't go!"

Du Xiaolei laughed and deliberately shouted behind him, but Bai Xiaoding walked faster. The smile on Du Xiaolei's face disappeared little by little, "Xiaopai, this is the person who can really be good to you......"

Ideal lover, perfect marriage...... Everything that should have been close to each other was ruthlessly shattered by the ugly scene of the wedding, like a crack in a bright mirror, an extra scratch on a music master's record, and a pot of delicious soup with rat droppings...... For Zhan Xiaopai, who is "imperfect and can't survive", this is a great torture.

After getting married, Zhan Xiaopai never mentioned the wedding, worked and lived calmly, tried to treat Li Guoyu with a normal heart, and was a competent wife. Yes, now that she has decided to forgive, she will try to manage her marriage well. She thought about it, life is long, everything can't go well, she can only do her best, marriage can be imperfect, but she must live happily! This is not only her desire, but also the wish of those who love her, such as her parents, such as ...... Bai Xiaoding.

Zhan Xiaopai couldn't help but think about Bai Xiaoding. It was just the ancient city of Loulan that gradually deserted in her memory, but a wedding suddenly turned the desert of memory into a sea, and the ancient city of Loulan turned into a big ship full of giant sails, sailing through her heart again and again, from the tip of the wave to the trough, from time to time, ups and downs. She always unconsciously recalled the bits and pieces of being with Bai Xiaoding in high school, recalled Bai Xiaoding's dirty face when he worked in a barbecue restaurant, recalled the shocking burns on his arms and legs, and the pious eyes when he held the jade pendant in front of her with both hands......

Once misunderstood the reason why Bai Xiaoding refused to repeat the reading, although Zhan Xiaopai knew very well that he should not blame himself, he still couldn't help but feel guilty, recalling the conversation with Xiaoding when he was in Danbei before, especially after the unbearable wedding, she constantly blamed herself and regretted her self-righteousness. Yes, her married life is "happy", but there is one thing missing - happiness.

Gradually, the guilt, self-blame and remorse that Zhan Xiaopai mixed in his heart finally turned into something called "debt", which was the same as the process when Bai Xiaoding felt that she owed her, and she was also like Bai Xiaoding, deeply realized how heavy this "debt" was, which made her unable to sleep at night and unpleasant to eat, and she realized that she had to do something......