According to my speculation, Bai Xinghua must have hated the pine to death, so the death of the pine tree, if nothing else, must be her masterpiece, and I believe she definitely has this ability.

However, what I didn't expect was that in the face of my question, Bai Xinghua slowly shook her head.

I'm really puzzled now.

Could it be that the pine was not killed by her, but really died by accident?

"You don't have to be curious, I really didn't kill you pine, it's all at this time, I don't need to hide anything, if it was really me who did it, I will never deny it." Bai Xinghua smiled bitterly.

"Well, since you hate him so much, why don't you kill him?"

Bai Xinghua's words reminded me of what happened after she and Yaumatsu got married. I remember that the pine died more than a year after they got married, judging from this time, it is really possible that the pine was not killed by Bai Xinghua, after all, she wants to kill the pine tree, it can be said that it is as easy as a hand, since she has not killed the pine for more than a year, it means that she doesn't want to do it, she doesn't want to kill the pine tree.

However, since Bai Xinghua hates the pine so much, or the pine is so hateful, why didn't Bai Xinghua want to kill him later? What's going on?

"There's nothing strange about this," seeing my puzzled look, Bai Xinghua couldn't help but sigh helplessly, and then said something that made me even more puzzled, "Actually, there is nothing bad about Yabulipine, if it weren't for his bad life and going too early, maybe I would really follow him to live a life in peace." ”

"Sister-in-law?"

I was completely confused, a little incomprehensible, I don't know what Bai Xinghua thinks, didn't she swear an alliance with the blood flame sea, and even eloped? Why did he succumb to such an ordinary peasant as the pine so quickly? What is good about Pinus tabuliformis? Can it be compared to blood inflammation? I'm just too baffled.

"You will be confused, and that's because you don't understand women, especially Miao women."

Bai Xinghua smiled a little shyly, and then explained to me: "In your opinion, I do this, I have a feeling of empathy, and even watery poplars, but if you stand in my position and think about it, you will be able to understand the reason." First of all, my body has been occupied by Yau Song, and I am already an unclean woman, in this case, no matter how much I love Xueyan, it is impossible for me to be with him, even if he can accept me, I can't accept myself, the only thing I can do is to leave him, and take this love as a memory, hidden deep in my heart. ”

Bai Xinghua's words made me understand a little, and I couldn't help but sympathize with her.

"Generally speaking, after a woman is forcibly occupied, there are two paths to take, one is to resist to the death and defend her dignity, and the other is to obey. I have one more choice than ordinary women, and that is to kill the tabulichi silently and make him pay for it. When Bai Xinghua said this, she took a deep breath, her brows furrowed deeply, as if she was thinking about something, and only after a long time did she continue: "I didn't resist, I didn't kill Yausong, I chose to obey." Don't look down on me, I do it for a good reason. For one, I can't be with Xueyan anymore, so it doesn't matter to me who I'm with. Both, this person is not bad, on the contrary, he is very good to me, very good, so good that you can't imagine it. To be honest, I hated him at first, rejected him, and looked down on him completely, but he proved a lot to me with his practical actions, he may not really know what it is*, but he did his best to be good to me, making me feel warm, down-to-earth, and at ease. You also know that Yausong's parents died when he was a child, and he grew up eating hundreds of meals, and his family was so poor that his family was very poor, but he was very kind-hearted, very good to people, and more importantly, he was also wholeheartedly good to me. ”

"I remember when I first arrived at his house, his injuries were not completely healed, and it took a lot of money to treat them, and he happened to have no money at that time, because he had already spent all his savings to buy me. At that time, in order to make money to treat my injuries, he worked in the kiln until late at night every day, and in just two months, the whole person lost a whole circle and walked swaying. At the end of the first year, we couldn't even open the pot, and our relatives and friends borrowed almost everything they could, and when we saw him, we bombarded him, and even the neighbors didn't want to pay attention to him, and he was worried that I was hungry, so he secretly ran to the town, and when he came back, he carried a bag of rice on his shoulder, and when he entered the door, he passed out on the ground. It was that sack of rice that kept us through that winter, and when I asked where I got the rice, he told me that he had sold blood. ”

"There are many more things like that, and the other thing is that he knows I don't like him, so he hasn't forced me since I came to my senses, even though I was too weak to resist him. He has always taken good care of me, although the starting point is to move me and tie me up, but it is not easy to do what he did. It is precisely for this reason that I slowly softened my heart later, and I felt that it was not a good thing to live with him for the rest of my life, at least I would not suffer any grievances. ”

Bai Xinghua said this, paused and said: "Another thing is that after I experienced these things, I also saw a little openly, and began to get tired of this selfish and barbaric lifestyle of Miao Village, I really want to leave here, and living with the pine is undoubtedly a good way to hide and escape, so I finally accepted him." ”

"It's just that I didn't expect to kill him indirectly because of this, hey-" Bai Xinghua spoke, and the words suddenly changed, making me fall into confusion again.

Didn't she say she didn't kill the pine of the oil? But why do you say that you indirectly killed Pinus tabuliformis?

Just when I was curious, Bai Xinghua said with a sigh: "You are still young and have not experienced the affairs of men and women, so you don't know the doorway here." Let me tell you this, the matter of men and women is a very draining thing for men, and it should not be too much. It's just that I didn't control my proportions, and after accepting him, I gave him too much at once, and his vitality was greatly damaged, and his physical strength and spirit were a little unable to keep up, and it was for this reason that when he was working on the kiln, he would lose his physical strength and fall from a height, otherwise, he would not have died. ”

Hearing this, I kind of understood what was going on. The reason why the dare to love the pine died was caused by excess.

This matter is actually easy to understand, after all, the person who guards such a shallot-like character as Bai Xinghua has been thirsty for a whole year, and it is estimated that he has long been suffocated, so he suddenly got Bai Xinghua's permission and can make a difference, so he naturally spared no effort and wished to die on Bai Xinghua's body.

It's a pity that he didn't die on Bai Xinghua's body, but died on the kiln, which is really a sad thing.!! Important notice of this site: The free APP of this site, no ads, no errors, fast updates, member synchronization bookshelf, text size adjustment, reading brightness adjustment, better reading experience, please pay attention to the WeChat public account appxsyd (press and hold three seconds to copy) Download the free reader!