Not..... I don't know how many people are still reading this book, but I can't help it, who called this book really badly written. Thanks to the people who have not given up this book so far, it is because of you that the author Jun and I have dispelled the idea of eunuchs countless times, insisted on writing, and finally came to this day.

This testimonial is divided into three parts, and those who want to know the future can skip to the last part.

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Before jumping to the chase,First of all, let's talk about the ending posted last night.,In fact,,Not many people should know that it's actually the last chapter of the book, right?

And it's no wonder.

Didn't you say that there was one of the biggest battles of all time? Why is it finished before the game is finished? The protagonist's side is cleaning up his old enemy.,But the righteous sister in charge of the command is still fighting.,Why is this over? And then because of this, I suspect that the author Jun I ended the plot in advance because I was too lazy to write.

———— it's impossible. As the postscript at the end of yesterday's chapter says, although it may not be very well written, the position of this ending has been set a long time ago.

Why, then, is there a situation where the story ends before the war ends?

That's because the positioning of the protagonist (Satsuki) was originally a character of the previous generation who had retired from the front line. The so-called predecessors, although they seem to be infinitely beautiful on the surface, and they still have the qualifications to struggle at the bottom, but their mentality can't keep up after all.

Probably everyone will have such a situation, after struggling for most of their lives, sweat has flowed, blood has flowed, and they are desperately climbing up every day, and slowly they begin to get tired of the environment they are in.

When people are alive, there will always be some reasons to support them to work hard, such as food, clothing, shelter and transportation, etc., which are all motivations for hard work. In the beginning, these motivations will fight against the boredom that springs up in their hearts, and under pressure, perhaps most people will choose to force themselves to look forward. But what if all that motivation is gone?

At the time of the initial (first volume) appearance, Satsuki's mentality was that of a retiree.

Every generation has its own time, and his time has long passed, and he himself recognizes this.

Most of the people who used to work together have retired, and naturally, there will be a sense of happiness in their hearts. Although because of hatred and obligation, he once again ignited his fighting spirit, shining on the earth like the afterglow of the setting sun. However, the sunset is a sunset after all, and sooner or later it will give way to the next generation.

Perhaps, at this moment, the radiance emanating from him is still in the forefront. However, even he himself knows that compared to the juniors who will be in the ascendant sooner or later, he does not have that tomorrow. With this in mind, he set out to nurture the next generation.

And in fact, by the end of the plot, these next generations have already reached the height of their peak.

It should be noted that even the juniors who were only in the middle of the middle have grown to a level where they can almost keep up with the division commander of the year, so the overall level can be imagined. It's no longer the same as in the past, the protagonist's participation in the war is just the icing on the cake, to put it bluntly, it is to deal with the mess that he didn't deal with back then.

During the period of nurturing the younger generations (skip the memories), his life wishes were fulfilled one after another——— the person he liked agreed to marry him, and the object of guilt also said to forgive himself, and in the end, the only remaining knot in his heart was unforgettable hatred.

Everything he longed for, he basically had already arrived. If it is said that the first retirement is mentally forced to the limit and forced to retire, now he wants to cherish everything now from the bottom of his heart, and the balance in his heart has unconsciously tilted towards the retirement side.

In the end, as the hatred faded, so did the last shred of motivation to struggle. So, although the war is not over, the protagonist has no regrets, and his personal biography ends here.

After all, the protagonist of this book is Satsuki, so there's no need to talk about what follows, that's what happened.

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Here are some testimonials about the book

Let's put aside things like intermittent updates due to illness and poor writing.

In retrospect, the story of Haizhai, from the perspective of the Internet, is definitely not a good work, and it even has to be marked with a big bad review. This is because the book (main line) of Kaitaku is not written to make the reader feel happy or thrilling, and there is no consideration of attraction at all, it is simply the psychological growth diary of the protagonist (Satsuki) himself.

The character of Satsuki is both strong and weak, smart and stupid, both genius and stupid, and in general an extremely contradictory character. Unlike those heroes/dragon aotian/avengers/second life travelers whose personalities have been formed, he is a person who starts from scratch in the true sense.

At the beginning, as a child who was picked up, Xiaoyue dimly put the two righteous sisters into the role of parents, but at the same time, in real life, she was strongly aware that the identity of these two people was sisters after all, so while being attached to these two people, she secretly cultivated an intimacy beyond the boundary. In fact, it doesn't matter whether it's parents, sisters or stepsisters, these are just code names. For him, the only ones that matter most are the two of them anyway, and even if those two make him the queen, he will do it. At this time, Satsuki's world is only two older sisters, just like most of the well-behaved children in the world, just thinking about making their parents (sisters) happy, expecting to be praised, and following their example.

Later, all three of them were picked up by the old man. The circle of life expanded, and the two sisters did not accompany their brother-in-law as often as before, and in the midst of idleness, Xiaoyue ran into her future boss.

Originally, the child had to go through the storm after leaving the palm of his parents, and their world finally had a completely separated field that his parents could not interfere with, so the influence of his first friends was extremely important.

Because Miss Genius Boss is originally a person with a flawed personality and doesn't know how to communicate with others, the two hit it off——— which also led to a gap in Xiaoyue's growth period.

On the surface, as the adjutant of the genius boss, he handles the work in an orderly manner and even takes care of the life of the genius boss. However, these are just growth in capacity.

Humans are creatures that are afraid of loneliness and need to socialize. Once that minimum social need is met, it's easy to rest on your laurels, and Satsuki is no different.

Favored by many seniors, doted by the two sisters, and loved by the boss, Xiaoyue has been stagnant all these years. On the surface, he is content with his current life, constantly working hard to become stronger, and constantly learning new knowledge———— and his life is so full that he has no time to take care of other things, however, in fact, it is a blind belief in a closed world. Although the strength is getting stronger day by day, the growth in the bones is infinitely close to static.

Finally, one day, the tree that sheltered the wind fell. Under the pressure of reality, I had to stand up and assist the people I cherished to carry the banner. Because he has excellent talents, not many people but him can do it, so he does it with everyone's expectations. But in secret, I was confused and helpless in my heart.

His love for his two sisters, which was almost religious, led him to selectively ignore the confusion in life. It is human nature to blindly strive for a simple goal.

It's not that simplicity is bad, but if it goes too far, to the point of giving up thinking, then living is equivalent to a walking corpse, just an empty shell without a soul.

Then, finally, one day, he found that he was not as good as he imagined. His success was also the first real failure in his life.

If you are an ordinary person, it is not a big deal to fail, and if you fall, you will get up. However, his failure affected the people he cared about, and this irreparable fact made him regret it, and in the end, he left the scene in disgrace without a sense of mission and obligation.

The next thing, since it has already been mentioned above, will not be repeated.

All in all, this is the story of how an awkward genius spent years after a fall to get rid of his demons, and finally untied his knot, ran to the battlefield without authorization, and only to have his own honorable retirement after defeating the enemy. In terms of online articles, you can't see the attraction at all, right? I think so too.

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So, that's the end of the main story.

Regarding the shortcomings of this book, for example, the world map is too narrow, the world view setting is too concise and vague, the positioning of the villain is too pure to lead to no charm, and the description focuses too much on the inner world and emotional development (in fact, this is inevitable, because the theme of this book is inner growth), and so on, many people have mentioned it to me, and the author has also reviewed it myself.

In the future, the author will continue to write, although it cannot be said that the above lessons are 100% absorbed (this is also to avoid overcorrection of some of the shortcomings of the old version of the reboot of fate like this book), but will try to avoid repeating the mistakes of the past.

If it's a new book,If there's no accident, it should be posted on the side of the XXX guest who has recently changed its name.,In fact, there's a fandom writing there (rebooted fate remastered version.)。 The three X's, the first word is joy, the second word is music, and the third word is a book, no one should be able to understand where it is, right?

If you save the manuscript, there is no one at present, after all, the author Jun and I have been a real illness these days, not a fake disease. However,The world view setting and plot outline are far more complete than this book.,If there is no accident, it should be opened in 2 weeks.,As long as you search over there for the fate of the restart, you'll find the author's pen name.。

So, if you don't dislike it, let's see you over there.

Thank you to everyone who saw this, and thank you again to the author of this sick man and the readers of this broken book who have not given up on me until now.

September 3, 2018.