Chapter 26: Faith?
Dear Friends and Family,
By the time you read this message, I had already left where I was. Forgive me for using this age-old method of communication to inform you that I just don't know how to say something, and I don't have the means to talk in person or have the courage to contact you by phone. Perhaps, I am just a person who is not good at words. It's good to communicate in words, actually.
I don't have a destination for the time being, I'm just tired of the ordinary life now, I used to be hot-blooded, but now, that warrior has been locked into a 9-to-5, three-day, three-day routine, I may be a coward, but now, I decided to make some changes.
I'm only 25 years old, and I've not even reached half of my life until now, but I can already foresee my future, maybe I'll be here for a long time, my future, my everything, will be locked in this small city, is that fair? If my life really goes according to the plan of ordinary people, in fact, the long life is just a simple period of time, and I am repeating the repetition of countless people, then what is the meaning of my own existence?
I don't want a different life, and I have never had the luxury of a rich and powerful life, I'm just an ordinary being, everyone should have their own wonderful, but what I have in front of me is only endless data, maybe in front of this pile of data, I am the king, I am the king, I can write at will, I can also tamper with it wantonly, this may be full of infinite possibilities, but if you really try to live such a life, daily life will become the biggest horror.
I'm not a warrior, so I didn't face it, I was just a cowardly deserter, and in the end I chose to leave, I don't know if my choice was right or wrong, but at the very least, I still have time to make a change.
I have no goal or destination for the time being, and although I have never experienced such a life, I can feel freedom for the first time. If I think about it carefully, it seems that I have never been free in my current life, and when I was ignorant and ignorant in life, I began an endless journey of studying, shouldering the tasks and missions of grades every day.
By the time the road to study is over, I have already entered the society, but the burden on my shoulders has not decreased in the slightest, but has become heavier, that is, my career in the workplace. But an adult has a lot to shoulder, and the professional career is actually the road to study, which has not yet been exhausted, and there is also a family that needs to be considered. I don't know how long this and that has been on my shoulders, but it seems that even when I reach the age of admiration, I will not get any relief.
Is this life? Is this life?
My experience is still lacking, all I can see is this one after another endless path, which is the right path under the framework of morality and ethics, but I refuse! Even if I know that this is the only way to go.
Out of the framework that should be, I will be completely free.
I'm going to go out for a walk and fulfill my childhood dream, the world is so big, why can't I walk around? I will walk through the sea of people, step on the great rivers, I will appreciate the different customs and landforms, and I will also measure the world with my eyes with my feet.
Never like this, forgetting everything, everything in the real life and the world has nothing to do with me, a trip, there is no need to think about the destination, where to go, travel before the sun rises, look for a place to stay when the sun sets, I feel that nature has cultivated me, then I don't have to think about other things.
Okay, at this point, it's time for me to stop writing, after all, the sun has risen, it's time for me to travel, I just chose to relax myself, but I don't want to be decadent, I don't think I'm going to waste this time, and when I get tired of this kind of life, I will naturally choose a place and continue with my previous life.
Please don't worry about me, don't call me, I've decided to ditch all electronics and go back to my original self. So, so be it, goodbye, my friends and family.
Sincerely, don't miss it
Ren Chujiu August 18, 2017
Ren Chujiu stopped the pen in his hand, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Yes, all the past can be discarded, so now, you can travel well and taste the mountains and rivers.
However, Ren Chujiu's smile can be said to have no trace of harmony compared to the current environment.
The dawn is rising, the morning star has not yet faded, and it is only five o'clock in the morning, it is still too early, but the old town, the dawn of the newborn, the lonely traveler, there is also a poetry in it. But the road is under your feet, so you have to go on.
Ren Chujiu took out his mobile phone and key from his body, and put it into the courier bill that was being filled, although he was writing a letter, but in modern life, after all, he still used a little more courier.
Put the mailed money under the courier, Ren Chujiu is ready to travel with simple luggage, the courier naturally does not need to worry, and when the landlord can't contact him, he will naturally open the door to check, and it is estimated that the courier will be mailed by the way. As for the delay in between, there is no need to consider it now.
Now that you have decided to live a little more freely, let's be free and easy for a long time. It's like yesterday, he decided to leave in the last second, and he was already packing his luggage in the next second, Ren Chujiu thinks that he is a person who can do whatever he wants, leaving this room, there is no need to go to the station, Ren Chujiu, who grew up in the mountains since he was a child, has a special feeling for the mountain, since there is a mountain in front of him, then go through the mountain.
Finally, I checked my luggage again, a change of clothes, a folding knife, a small bottle of salt, a lighter, a pack of cigarettes, an ID card, a bank card, two credit cards, a notebook, a pen, a towel, a toothbrush, and a few coins, a backpack that can hold these things, this is all the luggage prepared.
Although he thought about a lot of things when he started to prepare, in the end, all the cumbersome things were abandoned, and the suitcase with wheels was finally abandoned because it was too heavy, and Ren Chujiu shouldered these things on his body, which was not heavy, at least much lighter than all the things he had shouldered before.
These are just some of the weights, and before, it was life on the shoulders.
On the country road, Ren Chujiu's figure gradually faded away, but the story of Ren Chujiu has just begun.
Memories are recalled in my mind, and Brother Jiu finally remembered that it seems that he seems to have a glorious past, but more, but are these things useful? A little bit of once useless memories began to gather, and Brother Jiu looked at the cat demon in front of him and smiled.