All Chapters_Chapter 173 Like grass, lush and alive
Fang Xiaoliu watched his second uncle at home, I ran towards the mountain like a mad man, it rained for a while last night, and in the morning there was thin ice, and I skated so much that I couldn't remember how many falls I had, and when I ran to the mouth of the forest, I only found that the doors that had made me dizzy were gone.
Eight clouds of qi of different colors were all gone.
Uncle Uncle's house naturally no longer need to bother to find the door, at this time, don't say it's me, even any villager who goes up the mountain to chop firewood can find Uncle Uncle's house, push open the courtyard door and go straight into the house, looking at the person sitting on the kang instinctively happy, "Uncle ......"
Before the third word could be spoken, his legs bent and he knelt on the ground!
Even if I saw the crane, I didn't want to believe it, but at this moment, I had to tell myself that my master, the immortal had passed away.
Regarding the word 'immortal death', my first cognition was actually in my uncle's place, even if my grandmother, when I left, I remember that I went down first, and then went everywhere, but uncle, he drove the crane to the west, that is, ascended to immortal......
He sat cross-legged on the kang neatly, his eyes were closed, but the corners of his mouth were slightly leading, although his face had not changed, and he looked like he was closing his eyes to recuperate, but I knew in my heart that he was gone.
I was sad and powerless, but I clenched my fists tightly in my hands, looking at my uncle, wanting to touch him, but I had a feeling that I didn't want to disturb him.
Don't dare to cry loudly, for fear of disturbing him and waking him up......
He sat very steadily, his palms were flat on both sides of his knees, his fingertips were slightly bent, and there was a thick layer of dust on the shoulders of his dark blue shirt, and even on the kang, there was a thin layer of ash.
There are also handwritten calligraphy words on the wall, which are Wang Yangming's, and this heart is bright, and there is nothing to say.
With trembling hands, he picked up a piece of paper that his uncle placed on his lap, wiped his tears vigorously and saw clearly, "This time I have entered the meditation, or I will finally be liberated, and I will have no worries in my life.
After I leave, don't cry on a skin, just bury thinly, no inscription, no need to burn paper, take the sky as the quilt, take the earth as the bed, my heart is enough, I don't think there will be a disciple in this life, Bao Si is clever and intelligent, even win my heart, I will know......
I read it carefully, there is a large article, he warned me not to rush out of the mountain, I have to read the book in the room when I officially debut, and I must remain modest and cautious in the future.
This is not the character of my uncle, I know that he is worried about me, afraid that I will not be able to bear it, so he said it in such detail, but throughout the article, my uncle did not mention the slightest requirement that I must achieve a certain achievement.
As he said to me since I was a child, he couldn't help but suppress my thoughts, he just hoped that I could be a free and easy person, enter the right path, and be a good person.
After reading word by word, I raised my eyes to look at my uncle's still smiling face, he wrote this word should still be before entering the meditation, I didn't think that in the end I still couldn't rest assured, when I left, the Yuan Shen went back to see me, not only to help me make up for the congenital deficiency to give me enlightenment, but also to help me save my second uncle......
Teeth fighting, I kept telling myself not to cry, my uncle didn't like to see me crying, he fell on the ground and kowtowed to him three times, sniffed and spoke, "Uncle, I remember your words, I will never be presumptuous in the future, Bao Si, Bao Si will definitely work hard, I will definitely ......"
As soon as he finished speaking, he just listened to 'Tom! The sound sounded, and the sitting body of the uncle fell directly onto the kang, splashing dust overflowing, as if his wish had been fulfilled, and there were no regrets......
I got up with a sigh of relief, went outside and touched the shovel and went straight to the backyard, all the suppressed force was on the shovel, ahh
He's actually very light, really light, it stands to reason that I can't carry a completely unloaded adult man, but the back of my uncle is completely effortless, I think it's really as he said, he's gone, and now I'm carrying nothing more than a skin.
I grabbed the soil with my hand and buried him a little bit, the weather was cold, the soil was a little hard, and I didn't find that my fingers were bleeding until I finished filling the soil, there was no pain, it was very numb, I didn't know how much pain a heart could bear, but it was natural to think of what Haruki Murakami said...... I always thought that people grow old slowly, but in fact, they don't, people get old in an instant.
I think I can change it, people, is a moment to start growing, every moment of my grief, as if growing, forcing myself, to face, to accept.
I didn't go down the mountain that night, I sat stupidly for a long time on my uncle's simple grave, I didn't burn paper, and my uncle's realm didn't need it, I burned paper, but also added karma to him, lit three incense, talked about my heart, sat until midnight, and then moved the legs of the frozen wood back to the house, didn't sleep all night, stepped on the morning light, and began to go down the mountain again.
After entering the village, the villagers who got up early looked at me puzzled, probably to see the weird I was wearing, a simple vest made of white cloth, who saw it, everyone felt that it was Dai Xiao, but they didn't hear my family's funeral, there was no suona sound, and they didn't ask much, until I stepped into the courtyard door, Xiaoliu ran out with a smile to report the good news, "Fourth sister, my dad ......"
The smile froze, "Grandpa, he's really...... Let's go? ”
I nodded dumbly, "Let's go, didn't I tell you that he drove Hexi." ”
Xiaoliu looked at me, so he had to move carefully in front of me, and gently pulled my arm with his hand, "Fourth sister, you mourn." ”
He has never seen his uncle, but he just knows that there is such a person, in other words, his uncle and Xiaoliu are strangers who know their names.
"That, my dad is fine, after you left yesterday, my dad had a stomachache and couldn't resist it after a while, and then, I went to pull it out...... The fish was still alive, alive, and it was brought out and raised. ”
I understand what Xiaoliu wants to say, but this thing can't be good, the moment this fish enters from the second uncle's mouth, I know where it has to come out, if the mouth is the door of death, then the corresponding must be the door of life, the door of death in, the door of life out, not from the anus from where to come out.
"That fish should be well raised, it is not an ordinary fish, it is immortal, and if you raise it at home, you will protect your second uncle."
Xiaoliu nodded again and again, "The fish must be not ordinary, then it is okay to swim in the intestines, and finally I was stunned to pull out the fishing line to eat in my stomach, I watched the fishing line retract back into my father's mouth, the combat effectiveness is amazing, last night my father was fine, and eaten, asked where you went, I said you went up the mountain, but I didn't dare to say anything about a grandfather driving a crane to the west, didn't you say it before, I'm not sure." ”
I nodded expressionlessly, "Now it's confirmed...... the corners of my mouth smiled bitterly, "Second uncle is fine." ”
If something happens to my second uncle, I think, I'll go crazy.
"Four Treasures?!"
The second uncle came out with the support of that bright moon, and looked at me with a shocked face, "Why are you wearing this...... What's wrong with your uncle......"
"He's gone."
I opened my mouth numbly, "Before he left, he also came on a special trip, and the fish was given to me by him, and he drove to the west." ”
The real crane went west, not the funeral eulogy, I saw it with my own eyes.
The second uncle's leg softened, "You didn't lie to me?" ”
I stood still, I really wanted to deceive, and raised my fingers, which were still stained with blood and mud, and rushed to my second uncle, "It's me...... Buried ...... myself"
The second uncle didn't react for a long time, and the clothes he was wearing fell off.
The second aunt was the first to cry, "Uncle is a good person, I've seen him once, but it's okay, why don't you just leave, Bao Si, where are you buried, the coffin has not been ordered, you have to enter the ancestral grave of the Xue family." ”
I still didn't react and shook my head, "Uncle said no, he has been free and easy all his life, and the rest of this body is just a skin, he is not rare, just bury it casually......"
"You can't just do it!"
Na Mingyue stomped her feet, "You kid, hurry up and say where you are buried, I can buy some paper to see him!" ”
The second uncle seemed to have just reacted, and took a few steps over and grabbed my shoulder, "I have to go and see, I have to go and see...... Sibao, you take me to see, as soon as my uncle leaves, my mother-in-law will be gone......"
I knew that I couldn't resist them, so I took my second uncle up the mountain, and by the way, I also went to inform Grandpa Chen Li that in the village, in addition to our own family, the uncle I was most worried about was these two elders.
They haven't spoken to their uncle for most of their lives, and when they heard the news that my uncle had passed away, they first cried bitterly, and then smiled and said okay, Mr. has learned too little, and my uncle can pass away and ascend to heaven, which really makes them look up.
Fortunately, Grandpa Chen Li understands the importance here, although the group is sad, but they did not let the second aunt bring the burning paper, saying that the uncle does not need to burn the paper, he will not accept it, don't cry, on the pillar incense, the heart is good.
I stood far away, watching the second uncle and second aunt kneeling in front of the grave of the uncle and kept crying, Chen Li was blind and said that he was not crying and was secretly wiping his tears, my eyes were very sour, very swollen, there was liquid flowing out, and I was soon eaten by the cold wind, my face seemed to be dark, the wind swept by, and the knife cut the pain.
The body seemed to be hollowed out, unconscious, ignorant of heat and cold, looking at everything that was happening in front of him stupidly, only mechanically telling himself to be strong, like grass, lush and alive.
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