Extra-three: four or four monologues

On October 30, the 24th year of Kangxi, after a night of howling north wind, the temperature dropped sharply, and the outside world was already depressed and lonely.

However, the cold outside did not affect Yinzhen's uncontrollable excitement and pride, because today was his seventh birthday, and his emperor Ama, the Kangxi Emperor admired by the world, specially came to Chengqian Palace to celebrate his birthday. And the master of Chengqian Palace is also the most noble woman in the entire harem - Tong Jiashi, the imperial concubine of the dynasty, is his mother.

With these two places, he has become the envy of many brothers, and the master of the power palace people. Just imagine, he is the only prince who was personally taught by Emperor Kangxi except for the crown prince Yinren, and his mother is the deputy queen of the sixth palace. How should he not be proud of the envy and jealousy of others?

Thinking of this, Yinzhen was not afraid of the cold wind that poured into the placket of his clothes, and accelerated his steps to go back to Chengqian Palace. Before he got closer, he saw the bright yellow Luan Yu at the gate of the palace from a distance, and the palace guards with swords and halberds stood majestically outside, and it seemed that Emperor Kangxi's holy drive had arrived.

"Yuko-chan, let's go! Let's go through the back door and see what Huang Ama and Eniang are doing? Seeing that he was about to enter the palace gate, Yinzhen suddenly dodged and hid in the corner, gave an order to the personal little eunuch behind him, and walked around everyone's ears and eyes to the corner of the main hall.

“…… Thanks to Zhen'er for accompanying the concubines over the years, otherwise the concubines ...... It's just too embarrassing for Sister De, after all, she is Zhen'er's biological mother, but the palace people are strictly forbidden to mention this, let alone let her come to see Zhen'er, the concubine really can't stand her. A gentle female voice sobbed.

"Cousin, you don't need to blame yourself, Wu Yashi was only born in Baoyi, in order to compensate her, I didn't promote her to a concubine, and the year before last, I promoted her to the position of concubine...... Emperor Kangxi said softly.

……

Boom –

There was a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and at that moment, Yinzhen only felt that something was broken in his heart, it turned out that he was not the biological son of his mother's concubine, but the birth of Wu Ya, who was promoted from a palace maid to a concubine.

So, in the following days, he was entangled in it for a long time, and often sneaked away to Jingren Palace to see Wu Ya's family, and sometimes deliberately appeared in front of her. But she was always indifferent to herself, coupled with Tong Jia's love for herself, he gradually returned to his previous life over time, until Tong Jia's death in the twenty-eighth year of Kangxi and his whole world collapsed.

I still remember Tong Jia's death, and the day he returned to Wu Ya's side, he was only eleven years old and fell from a high place and tasted the warmth and coldness of the world. Emperor Kangxi no longer taught in person, so he returned to the upper study under the ridicule of his brothers; At the same time, the palace people who were respectful in the past have changed their faces, making him deeply understand that the palace is really a place to see high and low. However, he could still bear all this, but he couldn't accept Wu Ya's indifference alone, and he was only full of pain for Xiao Fourteen.

In this way, after two years of encountering walls everywhere, he respected the holy decree of Emperor Kangxi and married the Wulanala clan, the daughter of the Minister of the Interior Feiyangu, and then, he felt that the people around him were gradually enthusiastic about him again. For example, his bloodless uncle Long Keduo secretly helped him, and Wu Yashi would also ask a few questions from time to time.

Then, from then on, he understood one thing - rights! But at that time, he was still too weak, and only the very small help of Feiyangu and Roncodo was far from enough. Therefore, he began to consciously approach the big tree of Yinren, and slowly hid himself, even in front of his wife Wulanara, who had been with him for seven years, he did not want to show his true feelings.

But in his heart, he was sincerely grateful and respected the Ulanala clan! He will not forget that when his closest parents and brothers didn't care about him, only she paid silently for him, asking him if he was fed and clothed and other worthless trivial things in life. Later, he also wondered if if there was no "her", whether the Ulanala clan would become the woman who occupied the most weight in his heart. However, there is no ifs in this world, and "she" just naturally appears in his life.

In fact, "she" is really ordinary, at least among his relatively few women, "she" can be said to be ordinary, but she is the only woman who makes him feel warm - Huizhu.

Speaking of which, she was a thirteen-year-old girl when she married her, and he was a twenty-seven-year-old adult man. And married to her is also Nian Qianyao's sister Nian, a woman with rare beauty and talent.

Xu is out of the root of a man's inferiority, after he was infatuated with the coquettish and enthusiastic Li, the Nian who aroused the man's desire to protect came into his eyes. Therefore, Huizhu, who has no outstanding appearance and talent, was left behind by him. But in the relationship with each other only once a month, she won his satisfaction bit by bit, and even gained his trust without his knowledge. Finally, the trip to Rehe in the forty-ninth year of Kangxi made him face up to this woman who made him relax for the first time, and was surprised to find that she not only had the side of letting him take what he wanted, but also the other side of shocking everyone.

This discovery made him curious to see what other faces she had hidden in that breezy face. So, in the years that followed, he spent nearly twenty years observing her, paying attention to her, and discovering her. In the end, he cocooned himself and fell into her densely woven net, unable to break free again.

But despite this, the most sorry person in his life is also her! In the eighteen years of King Yong's mansion, she gave birth to a son and a daughter for him, but he couldn't protect the three of them, so they were framed. Even when Baolian was one year old, she knew that Nian's poisonous hands were grounded in her for the sake of the overall situation; Later, in the matter of Baolian's cripplement, he couldn't punish it, so he only found someone else to vent his anger.

In fact, there are many more incidents such as the above, and he has no way to start it, so he simply deliberately buries it and does not mention it. But beyond that, there was one thing he owed her forever—to leave her alone!

On the last day of his fifty-eight years of life, she was by his side, and through the distracted gaze, her eyes full of pain fell into his eyes. At that moment, he asked himself if he knew that there would be a day when they would not be able to stay together, if he would still throw his feelings without hesitation and let her reciprocate - his answer was yes!

So please forgive him for being selfish, for his domineering! If there is an afterlife, he will return it!

……

After the past scenes were replayed one by one in Yinzhen's mind, he took his last breath, stretched out his gradually heavy eyes, and glanced at Huizhu who was guarding beside him again, and he closed his eyes with satisfaction - this life is enough.

(It's really not extra.,This chapter is still tangled for a long time.。。。。 I think,The rest of the fan may be very problematic ps, maybe stop writing.。 Goo~~(╯_╰)b,I really don't know what the concept is.。。。。 ）

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