Chapter 29: A Little More Trust
What could he have done if he had known? promised the Zhong family's parents to give her the best care, and couldn't tell her where their whereabouts were. What can he do?
"That night you were like crazy, and I beneath you beneath you and pleaded bitterly, from fear to despair. Lou Jin, do you care? Zhong Qi analyzed his heart and showed Lou Jin, wanting him to know how much pain he felt.
She was supposed to hate, but when she said this, all she had left was pain.
Lou Jin's right hand trembled uncontrollably, and the pain in his heart couldn't be suppressed and burst little by little.
How could he not know how much pain she had, he couldn't forgive him for doing such a thing to her, and when he came to his senses, he wished he could kill himself. So for the first time in his life, he didn't dare to face her, and when he woke up, he went directly to the company. He was afraid that he would see disgust and resentment in her eyes, and he would be crazy.
He's just a selfish ghost, locking her to himself under the guise of loving her, and hurting her in his own way all the time.
The guilt was overwhelming, and the whole heart was very distressed, and the upper and lower teeth were tightly glued together, lest I leak something after I spoke out.
Zhong Qi said these words and knew that this result was just a lose-lose situation, whether Lou Jin loved her or not, she didn't know, and she didn't want to know. The only thing she wanted to know was to hear the news of her parents from Lou Jin.
But now, she suddenly didn't want to do this anymore, and she didn't want the two of them to maintain a superficial calm anymore and pretend to be casual to get along.
The atmosphere in the room was somewhat oppressive, and the two people who were depressed were in pain.
Lou Jin whispered to himself, it's time to wake up from the dream. If he continues to do this, he will really be immersed in it and will not be able to get out.
Lou Jin returned to the bed from the door and sat next to Zhong Qi, his eyes were red and bloodshot, and he stretched out his hand to gently caress Zhong Qi's cheek, with an indescribable affection in his expression.
No matter what he looks like in the eyes of others, in Zhong Qi, he will never be able to suppress his love, and he will never be able to control his emotions.
Zhong Qi felt his gentleness, and he couldn't hold back his strength anymore, and threw himself into Lou Jin's arms crying bitterly.
Lou Jin hugged Zhong Qi tightly in a depressed manner, a tear slipped down from the corner of his eye, and disappeared into Zhong Qi's hair, as if it had never been.
"I want to hate you, but I can't help it. Lou Jin, do you know how much pain I have? Do you know? Zhong Qi buried his head in Lou Jinde's arms and told him how much pain he had.
How could he not know that every time he saw her uncomfortable, his heart was like being pricked by a needle, and he hated to be affected by her, and he was hurt by her.
He loves her, why does he hurt her every time?
"Don't cry, okay?" After so many days together, he would always make her cry. He really regretted it, regretted what he had done to her.
"It's not good, it's not good, woo woo... Why don't you let me cry every time you bully me, I just cry. Lou Jin, you are really a big villain, it's all because of you. Zhong Qi couldn't help but feel coquettish to the people who spoiled her.
"Okay, I'm the big bad." Lou Jin followed Zhong Qi's words, he didn't want her to cry like this anymore, no matter how she beat him and scolded him, as long as she didn't cry.
Zhong Qi cried for a while before he finally vented his emotions, looked at Lou Jin with swollen eyes and asked, "When will you tell me the news of my parents?"
Lou Jin looked at Zhong Qi in embarrassment, not knowing how to answer.
Zhong Qi looked at Lou Jin's embarrassed appearance, and no longer forced him, took a step back and said, "Then when do you think it's time to tell me and tell me again?" But don't make me wait too long, okay? I miss them and want to meet them. Zhong Qi nestled in Lou Jinde's arms and said compromisedly.
Lou Jin looked at Zhong Qi like this, his heart was soft, and he agreed softly, "Okay." ”
"You said, you can't lie to me." Zhong Qi raised his head and looked at Lou Jin and asked seriously.
"Okay." Lou Jin is still one word.
Zhong Qi was reassured, so he obediently went back to his arms and stayed honestly.
"You won't let me do anything I don't like in the future." Zhong Qi then carried the Overlord Treaty in Lou Jin's arms.
"Okay."
"Then can you stop hurting me?"
"Okay."
"Don't keep me waiting too long..."
"Okay."
The person in his arms finally fell asleep, Lou Jin looked at the sleeping face of the person in his arms, and carefully let her lie down.
"I agree to everything you say, but can you give me a little more trust when something happens in the future? I don't want much, just a little bit, okay? After muttering to himself, he lowered his head and kissed Zhong Qi. Turn off the light and cuddle the sleeping person to sleep.
Since then, the source of the pain that caused the two people has been temporarily suppressed. Buried in the depths of the heart, it is dormant, waiting for the next storm to come, to burst out again, and people are caught off guard.
On the second day, Zhong Qi woke up in Lou Jin's arms, looking at someone holding him, slightly embarrassed.
Although the matter between the two of them last night was temporarily discussed, she was still not used to the intimacy with Lou Jin. Although the two of them are husband and wife, everything that should have happened has already happened, but she still feels very awkward.
Maybe she still didn't fall in love with Lou Jin in her heart, so she felt that all this made her feel very difficult to accept.
Lou Jin had already woken up and had a full view of Zhong Qi's appearance. Knowing that she can't stand this intimacy very well. Silently took herself back and gave her the space she wanted.
Zhong Qi quietly breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that it was not bad for the two of them to get along slowly like this first. Let's take one step at a time, and let's talk about where the two of them can go.
The two of them got up and cleaned up themselves, and Lou Jin took Zhong Qi to breakfast.
After breakfast, Lou Jin took Zhong Qi to the largest gallery here. He always remembered that Zhong Qi liked a painter named Yifan, and when he came yesterday, he inquired, and when he got the news that he happened to hold an art exhibition here today, he hurriedly brought Zhong Qi over.
Zhong Qi likes to paint, and occasionally likes to sit there and paint two pictures in his spare time. In the past, her parents spoiled her and knew that she liked to draw, so they hired someone to teach her.
Her other things are just three minutes of heat, but she somehow persevered in painting, and she hasn't lost it until now. It's just that her parents are not around now, and she has no desire to paint.
When I entered the gallery, there were a dazzling array of works painted by various artists. In the middle of the most conspicuous place hangs a painting of the painter Yifan who was seen this time.
The main focus of the gallery is Yifan's works, and the others cannot be said to be not famous, but the popularity is not as good as Yifan's, so other paintings have become a foil here.
When Zhong Qi came in, he saw the works of his favorite painter at a glance, looked back at Lou Jin in surprise and asked softly, "How do you know that I like his paintings?"
"I heard you talk about it when I visited your house in the past." Lou Jin was here with Zhong Qi, and he couldn't help but talk more. However, no matter how many there are, there are still no more than two sentences.
Zhong Qi silently put this emotion in his heart, and decided that if he had the opportunity, he would definitely surprise Lou Jin.
The two of them slowly admired Yifan's painting hand in hand.
Zhong Qi looked at his idol's paintings, and couldn't hide the excitement in his heart, and after carefully reading one painting after another, he finally followed Lou Jin away with satisfaction.
In this exhibition, Yifan himself did not come, because he had something to do, so he asked his friends to come and help. Zhong Qi didn't see the idol himself, and he felt a little lost in his heart. But it's good enough to see the idol's painting today, and she can't be greedy too much.
The two of them walked around again, Lou Jin took Zhong Qi to a very delicious restaurant that he had eaten before, the two of them had lunch, and then drove back.
After going back and resting for a while, the two of them changed into convenient clothes and went for a walk on the beach.
I've been here for two days, and I've been living by the sea, but I haven't walked to the beach, which is really a bit unreasonable.
As soon as he left the house, Jin would take Zhong Qi's hand, and he always felt that Zhong Qi would disappear after going out in a blink of an eye.
Although it was early autumn and the sun was shining overhead, the beach was quite cool.
Zhong Qi always wanted to go into the water to play, but Lou Jin always pulled her and didn't let her pass. The reason given was that the sea was too cold and he was afraid that she would catch a cold.
Zhong Qi walked in front a little unhappily, thinking about the overlord treaty that someone promised her yesterday, and suddenly turned around and asked, "Have you forgotten what you promised me yesterday?"
Lou Jin thought about what he promised yesterday, and looked at the sea water next to him with some anxiety.
"I don't go deep, I'm just playing in the shallow place for a while, are you waiting for me here?" Zhong Qi saw that Lou Jin was loose, and begged.
Lou Jin was defeated again in the hands of Zhong Qi, so he could only nod helplessly in agreement.
Zhong Qi happily ran to the beach, feeling the caress of the sea breeze.
A person dripped for a while, looking at the shells hidden in the sand under his feet, and couldn't help but dig them out with his hands and shine in the sun.
happily put it in the small bag he was carrying, and began to look for the shells under his feet.
She wanted to pick up lots and lots of shells and make a picture out of them.
Just like a treasure hunt, every time he saw one, Zhong Qi's heart was very surprised. This kind of thing was so surprising to her, she had never had a time to play alone when she was so old.
Picking it up, I forgot Lou Jin's advice, and involuntarily walked to a slightly deeper place.
Lou Jin has been paying attention to Zhong Qi's every move, and when he saw her disobedient walking alone, he wanted to grab her and press her on the leg and beat her.
After all, I couldn't let go of my worries, and as soon as I took off my shoes and got my trouser legs up, I went to find the disobedient little woman.
Zhong Qi walked for a while and didn't find it for a long time, before he finally realized that something was wrong.
Just now, I just looked down and didn't notice when the water was indifferent to my waist.
When I remembered someone's advice, I suddenly felt that I was finished.
I wanted to walk to the shore when I raised my legs, but I was in a hurry and planted directly in the water, choking on a mouthful of water.