When the decree came, Anzi was playing with the two children in the backyard. My brother is more noisy, Banxia calls him noisy, and my sister is quite quiet, and Anzi keeps calling her Jiaojiao. Both children can crawl now, but compared to the brother who can crawl everywhere, the younger sister is extremely immobile, unless Anzi teases her, she will show a very perfunctory crawling, and it seems that she has obsessive-compulsive disorder since she was a child.

Banxia always felt that her daughter was not normal, but the two men in the house didn't think it at all, but persuaded her that girls are quiet and quiet, and boys are tossed. Banxia reluctantly accepted this remark, and secretly observed Jiaojiao for a long time, and found that she was lazy if she didn't like to move, and she was completely fine. That's when I was relieved.

There is a champion father in the family, and the names of his two children have not been decided at all. Gan Sui and An Zi are about to turn out the raw edges of the dictionary, they are stunned that they haven't found a good name, they always feel that this is not enough to reflect the child's handsomeness, and that can not reflect the child's intelligence, if both can be reflected, and I feel that the child is under great pressure, this is not good, that is not good, the two often discuss and discuss The day passed.

Banxia is really sad, how to go on like this, the child's first impression is the deepest, and now he is still young and can be noisy and petite, if he really thinks that he is this name, it is not very good.

Anzi took the rattle and shook it in front of Jiaojiao's eyes, the rattle tinkled and dingdong, and the commotion quickly ran over and grabbed it with one hand. Anzi handed him the rattle, and then prepared the other thing for Jiaojiao to play with, and the noisy actually handed the rattle to his sister, and with a silly smile, while laughing, drooling, he has been teething lately.

Jiaojiao took the rattle in her brother's hand, smiled quietly at her brother, and then handed the rattle to Anzi.

"Jiaojiao likes her uncle." It's like the first thing a chick will be most attached to when it opens its eyes, and Jiaojiao sees Anzi for the first time, so she is particularly attached to Anzi. Banxia was a little worried, after all, Anzi seemed to be leaving.

As for the fact that Anzi was leaving, Banxia only found out half a month ago. Anzi has always liked to buy things for children, but recently it has become more and more rampant, especially delicate things, with jewelry, from head to toe There are many sets, you must know that Jiaojiao can bring jewelry in ten years.

Banxia began to educate him that if he has money, he can't be such a flower, this is purely blind buying, who knows if these jewelry can be worn out after ten years, and besides, the boundary of Liangzhou is not very good to buy.

"But sister, I'm leaving." Anzi told her very calmly that she was saying that the sun was so big today. Banxia couldn't calm down at all. Ever since she knew Anzi's identity, she knew that he would leave one day, but she would always deceive herself that Anzi was still young, and it would definitely not be so fast, but she didn't expect this day to come so soon.

Banxia's face turned pale all of a sudden, and he asked Anzi, "When are you leaving?" ”

"It's probably half a month later."

"So fast, but you're still so young......"

"Sister don't worry about me, I'm grown up and I can take care of myself. Sister, Brother Lin You is dead, I don't want more good people to lose their lives in the future because of the dirt of the world. I, the Lin family, and even you are all living in such a world, maybe one day, if we don't pay attention, we will be swallowed up by the troubled times, I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be a chess piece in the hands of others who can only be thrown away at will, I want to be a chess player, manipulate all this. But sister, you know, now I don't have enough ability and experience, I have to go back quickly and learn what I should know. ”

"But the palace is even more dangerous......"

"Back house means, if I can't even deal with these, how can I rule the world."

"Have you already decided?"

"Yes."

"No regrets."

"Seek kindness and never regret it."

"Good. Your brother-in-law and I said that no matter what your choice is in the future, he and I will definitely support you. Now that you have chosen your path, all we can do is to help you wholeheartedly and be your back. ”

"Sister......

"Anzi, you have to remember that no matter what happens in the future, don't forget the good thoughts of your heart, and don't forget that we will always be your relatives, and no matter what you do, we will definitely support you. You go out, I want to be quiet! ”

Anzi walked out the door, and when he went down the steps, he heard restrained sobs inside, he raised his eyes to look at the sky, the sun was so dazzling today, he felt like he was about to cry.

When Gan Sui came back in the evening, she saw Banxia's eyes red and swollen, and guessed that she already knew the news that Anzi was leaving.

Anzi was leaving, Banxia was preparing some things for him, what clothes, shoes and socks and the like, Gan Sui stopped her, "Don't prepare, Anzi can't bring these things into the palace." ”

Banxia thought about crying again, "I'm leaving, can't I leave some thoughts?" ”

"No, Banxia, you have to know that it is the palace, everything must be in accordance with the rules, and if these things are brought in, the rules will be broken, and it will be detrimental to Anzi himself."

"Thinking about the kind of place he's going to eat people doesn't make me feel sure. If you look at those palace fighting dramas, you can poison them casually and push them into the water......"

"Half summer, half summer...... It's not as terrifying as you think, since Your Majesty can let Anzi go back, he must have worked hard, and the people around Gan Sui are definitely his people. ”

"In case, which spy gets in, or which one is upside down, the bad guy won't have words engraved on his face, and people's hearts are separated from his belly, who can guarantee that Sui will be absolutely loyal."

"Banxia, you don't understand the feeling of losing and regaining, that feeling will make you use all your mental strength to make sure that something will never be lost again, it should be because you know that pain very well, you will not be willing to experience it a second time. His Majesty is Anzi's biological father, and there is a constant blood and family relationship between them, and there are also inexhaustible debts, so you can rest assured, Your Majesty's love for Anzi will definitely not be less than ours. Banxia, you have to understand that when the child grows up, he will eventually have his own belonging, Anzi has begun to grow up, we can't use feelings to restrain him, let him feel that leaving is a hurt, so that he will be even more sad. ”

Banxia spent half a month doing psychological construction, so that at the moment of receiving the holy decree, she felt extremely calm, the dust settled, and it was finally separation.

Anzi did not leave on the same day, because along with the holy decree came an order, which was for Gan Sui to be transferred to Jiangnan. In fact, Gansui's term of office has not yet arrived, but the saint mentioned that Gansui defended the city, and the case of reporting the military quartermaster should be meritorious, and he was exceptionally promoted to the prefect of Yangzhou. Anzi is going to go on the road with them. The people who came to deliver the message were all Qi Nanxing's henchmen, so naturally they didn't dare to say half a word, so they chose the post station to rest and just waited for the road.

When I first came to Liangzhou, I didn't like the weather here very much in the middle of summer, the summer and autumn were dry, the wind and sand were big, and the winter was cold and drier, but I felt a little reluctant to live for more than a year. Gan Sui built a small greenhouse for her to grow vegetables, last year the snow was too big, and nothing could be hit, and Banxia still thought that there would be a good harvest this year. The osmanthus transplanted in the yard is still fragrant, and many things here are purchased in the middle of the summer, and every bit of it has her hard work, and now she can't take it away, it's really distressing, but there is no way.

On the day I arrived in Yangzhou, there was a drizzle on the sky, the weather in the Central Plains was completely different from the outside, even the wind was moist, and the ears were all Wu Nong's soft words, and Banxia felt that people were soft. Gan Sui and Banxia arrived at the mansion, handled the handover, and lived in this courtyard. The courtyard is very Jiangnan characteristics, the covered bridge is flowing water, one step at a time, but Banxia is not happy at all, because Anzi is going to leave tomorrow, this time, there will be very few days to meet in the future, and maybe even meet again Everyone is no longer what they are now.

Anzi left early the next morning, and Banxia and Gansui took the children to send them out of the city. The rest of the things can't be taken, Banxia personally made a bag for Anzi, and the bag is a peace charm, which Banxia asked for a few days ago in a temple on the road that is said to be very spiritual. The temple is on the top of the mountain, there are ninety-nine steps, just say one step and one kneeling, the most sincere, can make all wishes come true.

Banxia secretly came to the foot of the mountain without Gan Sui and Anzi, and really knelt to the top of the mountain step by step, begging for this peace charm, feeling that her legs were going to be wasted, when Gan Sui found her, she was in a daze on the top stone steps, and Gan Sui carried her all the way down.

"Gansui, I heard that this temple is very spiritual?"

"Yes."

"Then I'm asking for a peace charm now, and Anzi will be safe."

"Yes, definitely."

Banxia lay on his back and didn't speak again.

An Zizhen put the bag on his chest seriously, "Sister, I'm leaving!" ”

"Okay." Banxia was holding Jiaojiao in her hands, and Jiaojiao was still asleep, as if she didn't know how to part. Lin Tianyu stood behind Anzi, who entered Beijing to listen to the seal, and escorted Anzi back to Beijing all the way. It's comforting along the way, but the peace doesn't always feel real.

Anzi stretched out her hand and gently touched her delicate little face, "Don't let the child forget that there is my uncle." ”

"Okay."

"Sister, I'm really leaving." Anzi seemed to know that he was reluctant, so he turned over and got on the horse directly.

Jiaojiao seemed to be aware of it, woke up suddenly, and cried instantly, Anzi looked back and saw that she was looking at him. But he couldn't go back, he had to move on. Anzi looked away, and directly tapped it on the horse's hips, and the horse neighed and began to run forward.

Jiaojiao cried even more, heartbreaking, Banxia was already sad, and the two mothers and sons hugged each other and cried bitterly.

Gan Sui never looked back, and the tears on his face couldn't be stopped.

Parting comes with pain, and after the pain grows. There is never a feast in the world that never ends.