How can you live without him?

Qi Yue thought about it.

Maybe she'll be guarding his grave for the rest of her life.

Every day I go to work alone, get off work alone, buy groceries and cook, chat with colleagues, tease the children in the village, Yanjing doesn't go back, buy a house here, she earns enough money to support herself, when she is older, she will raise a dog, and when she can't go to work, she will move a small horse, sit in front of his house, accompany his cemetery, and watch the sunrise and sunset.

Oh, by the way, you have to arrange the aftermath in advance, it is impossible to be buried with him, but they are national cultural relics, so set up a small tomb on the scenic spot or the nearest hill.

Or, after a while, she will forget, annoyed, tired, pack up her things, go back, go on a blind date, get married, have children, and live the life that a normal person should live.

Who knows, you have to live your life, don't you?

But it's always going to be affected in the short term, you see, it's not like everyone sees the man as he is...

Qi Yue lowered her head and walked forward around the man.

This stinky woman is scared!

Chang Yuncheng couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, surprise." He turned and shouted.

Qi Yue lowered her head and nose was sour, and tears fell down in large numbers.

Everyone is right, she is a person with self-control, she has to distinguish between reality and dreams.

She couldn't let dreams get in the way of her life.

She is Qi Yue, she can live well no matter what, and she can live a good Qi Yue.

She could raise her hand to wipe her tears, but she couldn't stop the more and more raging tears, and she couldn't control it. But he couldn't close his mouth.

Chang Yuncheng stopped laughing, he raised his heels, and silently looked at the woman who was crying silently as she walked, the woman who wiped her nose and tears with her sleeve like a naughty child.

"Yueniang, it's really me." He said, his voice a little astringent, "I'm here, if you don't come to me, I'll come to you." ”

Qi Yue cried through the back door, the corridor. Scares a lot of people along the way.

Those who knew and didn't know looked at it in amazement.

"Doctor Qi? What happened to you? Someone had the audacity to ask.

"I'm fine." Qi Yue cried and replied, "I'm just too tired, I'll just take a rest." It's fine, you don't have to worry about me..."

She cried and spoke, her feet kept stopping, as if she was answering someone else's words, and as if she was talking to herself. Walked into the dormitory under the amazed gaze of everyone.

This is her dormitory, and the county hospital originally wanted to keep her, but she insisted on going to Nanzhai Township, but considering the need for her to participate in the operation, the dormitory was still retained, and Qi Yue came to give a clinical lecture. So stayed here too.

She pushed the door open and went straight to the single bed.

"I'm just tired, just get some sleep." She said with tears still in her eyes.

Chang Yuncheng followed. But before he could go in, there was a noise of footsteps behind him.

"Hey, hey, who are you? What for? ”

It turned out that the dean and others in front of them hurriedly rushed over when they learned about Qi Yue's gaffe, and saw that this man was about to enter Qi Yue's house.

Who?

Chang Yuncheng stopped and turned around, took out something from his pocket and handed it over.

The dean took it a little stunned.

Identity card....

"It's not. I'm asking you, what are you doing? Doctor Qi, what's going on...", he hurriedly asked again.

"Oh. I'm her man. Chang Yuncheng replied.

Man?

The dean and the others were even more confused.

Doctor Qi, on file, is unmarried.

"Boyfriend?" The dean asked, with some caution.

A security guard next to him hurriedly whispered over.

"He was the one who stopped those people at the door last night... He was also the one who escorted Dr. Qi in..."He whispered.

The people present were a little stunned.

Dr. Yanjing suddenly wants to come to a small county town to be a doctor...

I cried out of gaffe when I saw him...

This man's protection...

"The people from the Public Security Bureau said that he was from the Central Guard Corps." The security guard added in a low voice.

Now no one doubted it.

It seems that the love and hatred between lovers are entangled...

"Okay." The dean stretched out his hand and glanced at the ID card handed over by Chang Yuncheng, "Comrade Chang, Dr. Qi has just finished surgery, let her take a good rest, and say something slowly." ”

Chang Yuncheng shook his hand and nodded.

The people by the door dispersed, and Chang Yuncheng entered the house and closed the door casually.

This woman's place has always been so shabby...

A table, a bed....

Simple seems to be leaving at any moment...

The simple seems to be just a passing passerby...

On the bed, the woman curled up in her clothes and shoes, hugging the quilt.

It seems that at this moment of breaking, he has fallen asleep.

Chang Yuncheng walked over.

The curled up woman faced inwards and sobbed twice from time to time.

"Yueniang." He shouted.

Qi Yue closed his eyes and trembled, tears already soaking through the pillow towel.

"I'm so tired, I'll just rest, just get some sleep...", she muttered, "I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine..." ”

Chang Yuncheng stopped talking, he lay down sideways, and reached out to hug the woman with the quilt in his arms.

"I'll be fine, I'll just get some sleep."

The woman in her arms refused to open her eyes, still muttering to herself.

"Yes, you'll be fine, just get some sleep..."Chang Yuncheng whispered behind her, hugging her tightly again, "You sleep, sleep well, isn't it, I haven't slept well for a long time, sleep well..."

When Qi Yue woke up, the room was pitch black.

She opened her eyes in the darkness and was momentarily confused.

"Aru?" She opened her mouth and made a slight sound.

No one answered.

She opened her mouth again, but couldn't finally call out the name.

The eyes adjusted to the darkness, but it was not even darkness, and the room became brighter with light through the cracks in the windows and doors.

This brightness also made her sober up.

There won't be those people anymore...

She sat up, feeling the coldness in her neck, and she reached out and touched it. The pillow towel and quilt are soaked again.

"Let's wash it when we leave." She muttered to herself, her hand resting on the light switch next to the bed, but she didn't press it.

Her gaze looked out of the bed, which was empty... Continue... And it will be so for a long time...

So... Just get some sleep.

With a bend of her wrist, there was a soft snap, and the light came on.

The light dispelled the darkness, and the air in the room flowed.

Qi Yue exhaled and stood up from the bed waving his arms.

"What time is it?" She muttered to herself, looking at the watch on her wrist.

Ten past seven.

"I guess there's no more food in the cafeteria, let's go out and eat." She said. Simply went to the faucet and washed your face.

In the mirror, the woman's face turned pale, and her eyes became more and more red and swollen, because of the surgical curls. It doesn't spread out before going to bed, and it becomes messy at this time.

Qi Yue grimaced at the person in the mirror.

"It's going to scare people out like this." She said.

Because I came in a hurry, I didn't bring toiletries and cosmetics, so I had to wet my hair slightly with water and reach out to make a shape.

"Okay, I'll be able to watch it." She looked at it for a moment and said, "Just ask if there's a car." Let's go back to the health center overnight. ”

With this decision, she opened the door and walked out.

The door opened, and the bustle outside.

I just woke up, and the night wind blew a little cold.

She couldn't help but hug her arms.

"Doctor Qi." There are people who know her who come in and out, and they greet her with a smile.

Qi Yue nodded and smiled in return.

"Is Director Wang still there?" She asked.

The man thought for a moment.

"It's still there, the people from the Public Security Bureau just left." She said.

Qi Yue thanked him and walked forward quickly.

Although it was night, the hospital was still lively. People come and go constantly.

As he was about to make his way through the hallway, a voice came from the front.

"Qi Yueniang." The man shouted.

Qi Yue suddenly retracted his feet, closed his eyes and trembled. Then open your eyes again.

A man in the crowd across from him strode up, carrying a lunch box wrapped in a plastic bag.

"Awake? I've bought my food, let's go back to the house and eat. Chang Yuncheng said, holding up the lunch box in his hand.

Qi Yue took a deep breath and street lights. The exterior lights of the outpatient building make everything around them a little unreal.

She lifted her feet and walked on.

Chang Yuncheng greeted him with a smile. But the woman brushed past her and walked briskly.

This stinky woman... And for what?

He was stunned and turned around, seeing that Qi Yue had already entered the outpatient building.

Is....

Chang Yuncheng shook his head and turned to follow.

Qi Yue had already entered the administrative duty room.

"Director Wang." She shouted with a smile.

Director Wang, who was bending over to make tea from the water dispenser, hurriedly stood up.

"Doctor Qi, you're awake, there's dinner in the cafeteria, go and eat." He said.

Before Qi Yue could open his mouth, a man behind him had already spoken.

"No need, I've bought food."

Qi Yue paused slightly, didn't look back, and still looked at Director Wang with a slight smile.

Director Wang sighed.

"Director, do you still have a car? I want to rush back to the health center. Qi Yue continued.

"Hey, what's going on, it's so late, stay and stay." Director Wang hurriedly shook his head and said.

Qi Yue was about to speak again, but the man behind him spoke first.

"It's okay, she can go back if she wants to, I'll come with a car." He said.

Qi Yue took a deep breath and looked at Director Wang.

"I," she said.

Director Wang was already looking behind her.

"Comrade Chang, it's dark this day, and the mountain road is not easy to walk, wait for tomorrow." He said to Chang Yuncheng with a smile, "Besides, thanks to you today, we have said it all, we must express the friendship of the landlord, tomorrow's dinner, the people from the county party committee and county government Public Security Bureau have all said it, Comrade Chang, you can't push..."

As he spoke, he put down his teacup and walked over to express his sincerity.

Qi Yue reached out and grabbed him.

"Director Wang." She looked at him and shouted.

Her expression was pale, and her eyes were frightened.

Director Wang was taken aback.

"What's wrong?" He asked busily.

"You... You..."Qi Yue said in a trembling voice, turning his head slowly and stiffly, looking behind him, ". . . You.. You can see it. My hallucinations... Someone who came out? ”

The man behind him has the same face, the same voice, and the same momentum as that man, but the man with different clothes is not the person she hallucinated?

Others, how can they see it? (To be continued)