Chapter 36: The Truth of the Matter [3]

I didn't even notice that Bai Zhi had investigated me and Ye Moben, which was actually a terrible thing. Because it was the young Bai Zhi who investigated the two of us, he didn't have any ill will towards us at that time, just to satisfy his curiosity. However, if it were someone else, it would be terrifying, if the other party was the one who had an intention on me and Ye Mochen at that time, then the two of us might have fallen into someone else's trap without knowing it.

When I thought of this, I unconsciously looked at Bai Zhi again, and was able to investigate the two of us without Ye Mochen and I noticing, but I can imagine how tough Bai Zhi's background is, at least it will not be worse than me and Ye Mochen's.

"This kind of stuff is like poppies, it's addictive, it's addictive. As I investigated the two of you, the more I was fascinated by your experiences. Of course, what attracted me more was you, I found that you are really sunny and confident, lively and cheerful, although these words are very ordinary, but it is actually difficult to really do these points. No matter what you encounter, you always seem to firmly believe in this, and you live a special life, which makes people can't help but admire it from the bottom of their hearts. "When Bai Zhi said this, I lowered my head, I think he knows the reason, and I know why.

At that time, I was indeed very confident and cheerful, but that was only at that time. Because, at that time, the difficulties I encountered were not difficult, there was nothing that could not be done, and I naturally did not have the need to be pessimistic and sad. However, now it is different, now I am running around for life every day and night, reasoning and deducing many times every day and night for revenge, and I am no longer the innocent and romantic me I used to be.

So, when Bai Zhi was praising me at that time, I felt that it was very far away from me, so far away that it seemed to be a century ago. I chose not to look directly at Bai Zhi's gaze, I was afraid of seeing the pity in Bai Zhi's eyes. I can accept Bai Zhi's disappointment in me, but I can't accept that kind of loving gaze, which is like a thorn in my heart, reminding me of that failed experience and that failed life all the time.

"Combined with the investigation of you, I thought carefully about what you suddenly appeared in front of me at that time and said something to me. You are using me as an excuse, no, more precisely, using me as a bargaining chip to threaten Ye Mochen. You and Ye Mochen had a big dispute over one thing, and what it was made me particularly curious, because according to my investigation results, Ye Mochen was humble and tolerant of you everywhere, and neither of you had ever quarreled, which was a very incredible thing, and at that time, there must have been more than one person who felt incredible about this matter, and everyone was very curious, how could you maintain this state of peace. Bai Zhi continued, but this time I couldn't help but interrupt Bai Zhi's narration.

"It's actually very simple to maintain this state of peace, as if you have been tolerating me for so many years, and we have not had the slightest quarrel in the past five years." When I said this, the corners of my mouth unconsciously rose, and my eyes drifted to Bai Zhi, and he and I understood the irony in my words.

Why can't we maintain a state of peace, of course, as long as there is something to try on you, how can I not bear this. At this time, I have already equated Bai Zhi with Ye Mochen, the young Bai Zhi has investigated so many things about me, I can choose to forgive him, because I am not as good as others, and I am being followed and investigated. And because at that time we were all prone to have doubts about the excellent opposite sex, it was normal to be curious.

However, now I can't forgive Hakuzhi. Because, Bai Zhi knows my past too well, he knows more than I expected, he knows far more about me than I thought. And this makes my performances even more ridiculous. What do I look like, I have a few pounds and a few taels, all of this has long been in the hands of Bai Zhi, but I am like a clown who jumps off the beam and performs what I think is the perfect drama.

All the good feelings I had for Bai Zhi, and the trust that I had rarely built between Bai Zhi, was burned here. Maybe this little thing is trivial in the eyes of others, and they may even think that I am hypocritical. However, even if people all over the world think that I am hypocritical, what can I do, of course, what I say is my own thoughts, and other people's thoughts are not mine, I am only loyal to my own heart. My heart now tells me that I can't and can't bear it more, so I turn away from him.

I'm like a little hedgehog who suddenly erects his thorns and protects himself tightly, and if anyone tries to touch me, then he has to pay the price of bloodshed.

"Xiaomeng, I admit that I have investigated so many cases for you, and it is my fault to help you change your identity and pretend that you don't know. However, I just want you to let go of the past, and I don't want you to leave me out because I was one of those people in the past. I've waited too long for this opportunity to get closer to you. So, can you choose to forgive me this time, Little Dream? In your impression, I have never made a mistake with you, this is the first time I have made a mistake with you, and I promise that this is the last time, so can you give me another chance? Bai Zhi's words became a little anxious, and Bai Zhi, who has always been able to deal with many things calmly, couldn't help but panic at this moment.

When I saw this, I felt a little emotional. When I see Bai Zhi like this to me now, it reminds me of my original appearance towards Ye Mochen. However, this is not a trivial matter, and in my eyes it is enough to deceive me. Although, I didn't ask Bai Zhi about his purpose of approaching, and I didn't ask Bai Zhi about his background. Because, before this, I didn't think he had anything to do with me, and I even wishfully thought that Bai Zhi fell in love with me at first sight and helped me escape from the cage before.

But now it looks like I'm wrong. Maybe it can't be said that I was wrong, after all, it is undeniable that Bai Zhi fell in love with me at first sight, and the difference is only that it was thirteen years ago or eight years ago. However, these are nothing in my eyes. The only thing I cared about was that Bai Zhi had participated in my past life at a moment I didn't know, and even he knew the purpose of my coming to this city, and he pretended not to know anything about it.

When I think about his proposal to me, I think it's even more ridiculous. I really laughed out loud because I thought it was ridiculous.

"Xiaomeng, don't laugh, your smile makes me feel distressed." Bai Zhi looked at me, opened his mouth a few times and closed it again, and finally probably because he couldn't see my smile anymore, he finally opened his mouth to stop my exaggerated smile.

"I'm glad I am, Bai Zhi. It was you who pulled me out of hell, and just when I thought it was heaven, I realized that it was just hell with the cloak of heaven. You're not me, and you'll never understand how hopeless it is. You once confidently thought that even if you fell into the dust, you would still struggle to bloom again from the dust with your own strength, but in the end you found that all this was just a joke. Such a mood, Master Bai, you can't understand. You've redeemed me in some ways, but in other ways, you've pushed me into an even more horrible abyss. I really don't know if I should express my sincerest gratitude to you, or if it is better to have a grudge against you. I looked at Bai Zhi and said these very hurtful words one after another. I saw Bai Zhi's strong and regretful expression as I wished, and I was mentally satisfied. There has never been such a thing as regret medicine in the world, and some people encounter some things when they encounter them, and they have to bear the consequences for the choices they make.

"Bai Zhi, I want to think calmly and calmly about what our relationship is, and I need more time to sort out and speculate what is the most suitable mode for us to get along. So, you must have heard what I was saying when you were so smart, that is, you should go, and don't come to me anytime soon, I need some time alone to think. "I made a very decisive move, I bluntly stated all the possibilities, and rejected all these possibilities, in order not to let Bai Zhi have the slightest excuse to lobby me again. It's not that I'm afraid that my willpower will not be firm and I will surrender in an instant, but because I have my own plans.

"Xiaomeng, it's not that I don't want you to calm down, it's not that I'm overbearing and unwilling to let go of your departure. It's that I know in my heart that if you let yourself think, you'll largely think about an outcome that will be very unfavorable to me. Now that I can already predict this sad outcome, why shouldn't I be proactive in preventing this bad outcome? "Bai Zhi's trick is very beautiful, he doesn't advance but retreats, and all my high-sounding retreats have been cut off.

Now I have only two choices, either wait quietly and wait for things to develop in the future, or say goodbye to Bai Zhi now.

After all, I have been a free wind since many years ago, except for the baby and Sister Yi Yi, there is no one in this world who can compare with it, and it is even more impossible for you to replace this position.

Years ago, I lost everything and became a person who was not even as good as an ordinary person. Now I can be myself as I want, instead of being forcibly bound and confined to a narrow space.

So, my answer is also coming out.

I chose to turn around and leave coolly, leaving Bai Zhi with a free and easy figure.