Ban Gu clearly realized that the young man in front of him was his former self, and the self next to him was his own in the present world, which was clearly to let him make a choice among them, Ban Gu hesitated, she thought of the self who once disliked being a daughter, but now when she had a choice, she hesitated, and her experience of more than 20 years came to mind. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

It was a winter that was about to enter midnight, she was wearing a black plain dress, practicing in the courtyard, repeatedly moving her body, her sweat was flowing down her cheeks into the corners of her eyes, tears mixed with sweat flowed into her mouth, the salty liquid kept reminding herself, if you can't be strong, you can't protect yourself, let alone protect your family, it is a once glorious and now declining family, relatives and friends are laughing at the ability of your parents, just one failure, and all the belongings in the family have been lost, and the parents who have suffered from cold eyes and ridicule do not want to continue to live there, but Bangu's studies still need to continue there, she can only leave Ban Gu with her grandfather, and she still remembers the scene when her mother left.

It was a calm morning, my mother got up very early, made breakfast for Ban Gu, reluctantly called Ban Gu, chose the clothes for Ban Gu for the day, helped her wash her face, and brushed her teeth, but that action and expression made Ban Gu feel that something was not right, but Ban Gu did not find any clues. Mom reminded Ban Gu to pay attention to his body during the meal, remember to eat more, arrange his life in an orderly and organized manner, and be careful when he goes out to play, don't come home too late, his family will be worried...

Ban Gu nodded silently, looking at her mother's eyes, she seemed to be able to feel that her mother was about to leave her, she suddenly hugged her mother, and her mother couldn't help but finally burst into tears, but she didn't tell herself that she was about to go away.

How many years later, every time Ban Gu remembers the morning of parting with his mother, he still can't forgive himself, if, if he asked more "Mom, why are you crying!", maybe, maybe his mother will not abandon himself because she can't bear it, many years later, a phone call from her parents told him that in a few years, business will improve and he will take him over, but at this time, Ban Gu has become accustomed to here, used to the days without parents, with friends and grandfather.

She hates herself, if she were a boy, maybe she wouldn't be abandoned at will, she hated that if she was a boy, maybe she wouldn't have a glass heart, she hated herself for not being able to cry and wipe her tears, nor standing up to the sky, so she began to advocate force, and her violent temper became her nature, she fought with the gangsters at school, combed her boy-like short hair, and exuded ruffianism, male classmates never showed mercy to her, and started to fight when she didn't agree with her, and she herself sometimes doubted herself, why she couldn't get the pain of the people around her, except for her grandfather, she didn't know what the meaning of her existence was。 Until the appearance of Xiao Yafeng and Zang Weituo, these two people did not need to adapt, and they seemed to be very able to accept their stinky temper from the beginning, and gradually, although Ban Gu was always angry on the surface, in fact, the friendship in his heart that was better than his relatives had already been rooted in his heart.

The friendship between Wei Tuo and Ya Feng towards him, her sensitive girl's heart, has actually long been understood, but no matter who these two are sad, she is unwilling, in order to let the three of them stay together for a longer time, she can only hide herself.

Thinking about the bits and pieces in the mortal world, it is too precious for Ban Gu, whether it is the powerlessness in the face of the world, or the firmness of every belief, every experience, is too precious, and the current self really wishes come true can choose whether it is a man or a woman, although the past will still be there, but I feel that many things are about to leave me・・・・・・

Just when Ban Gu hesitated in the face of the two bodies, Ban Gu suddenly remembered that the master had told him that if he awakened, it would mean fate, and now that he has recovered his memory, he has proved that he has awakened, if he is still Ban Gu's body, in the face of all kinds of problems that he will face in the future, I am afraid that he will not be able to deal with it, grandfather, father, and parents in the present world need themselves, thinking of this, Ban Gu's expression suddenly calmed and firm, she withdrew her arms, and stepped into the spirit body of St. Miro.

When he opened his eyes and found that the master in front of him was looking at him with an expectant look, he smiled slightly, and suddenly he jumped up and hugged the master he hadn't seen for a long time.

Hongtian Ancestor saw that St. Miro's coquettish affection, and gently patted St. Milo and said, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back!" But Miro, you have to be prepared, a new crisis is coming. “