At the end of July last year, Mangkhut opened this new book in a desperate way, determined that if the new book did not come out, he would never write it again, so he just concentrated on reading it.

In August, Mangosteen's grandfather was diagnosed with cancer and died that month, and in those days, Mangosteen thought countless times that the eunuch would not write, but in the end he persevered.

After such a long time, this book went all the way to the shelves smoothly, and achieved a good and not bad result.

Then Mangosteen because of work and some other reasons, interrupted for a period of time, in December when I picked it up, obviously a little inadequate, some of the previous brain holes and ideas are not connected, so the code code is very hard;

But despite this, Mangkhut still didn't think about the eunuch book, because the mentality of breaking the kettle was still vivid at that time, so no matter how difficult it was, Mangosteen would insist on writing it;

In mid-November, Mangosteen received news that his grandmother was sick and hospitalized, but he didn't take it to heart at that time, because Mangkhut's grandmother had always been in good health, and she would have colds, but she had never had any serious illnesses.

In mid-December, Mangkhut went home for something and heard that my grandmother was still in the hospital, and I felt that something was wrong.

It happened that the family said that they would arrange for their grandmother to go to Kunming for treatment, so Mangkhut took a few days off at that time to follow the family to take care of her grandmother.

A few days later, the doctor said that Mangkhut's grandmother's condition had improved and that she could take her home to recuperate for a few days......

After returning home for less than three days, Mangkhut's grandmother's condition worsened again, and she was sent back to Kunming again the night before Mangkhut asked for leave;

At that time, Mangkhut hurriedly rushed over and saw that it was more than nine o'clock in the evening, because he had to go to work the next day, and several of Mangkhut's uncles and aunts were there, so Mangosteen rushed back and never thought about it......

This time it's goodbye......

Mangosteen was brought up by his grandparents because he was in business since he was a child, because he was young at the time, and he forgot many things, but all the time, his grandparents were very good to Mangosteen.

When my grandfather was treated for cancer in Kunming, Mangosteen was ignorant and rarely went to visit, missing the opportunity to see him for the last time;

This time, my grandmother was sick, and Mangosteen tried her best to take care of her, but in my heart, I just thought that she was in good health and would be able to recover soon, but I didn't think about it......

This happened very suddenly, and suddenly Mangosteen couldn't accept it.

But what if you can't accept it, life still has to go on, Mangosteen doesn't dare to show a trace of weakness, because she still has to comfort her mother;

After all, from today on, I still have my parents, but she has no mother, only a son and a partner.

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I don't say this to make excuses for my own breaks, but I want to tell everyone with my own experience that I cherish the people in front of you and those who are good to you and you want to be good to her......

I have a lot of words in my heart, and I really want to find someone to talk to, but as a man, many things can only be held in my heart.