Chapter 120: Am I Dreaming?
I can't get up, I can't get up!
Xue Qin, who was weak, stretched out her arm to touch the other side of the bed, and where her fingers touched, there was no familiar skin touch, and she couldn't help but wake up. When I turned my head, I saw that it was empty.
She endured her tiredness, lifted the cloud quilt, and was about to get out of bed, but the door suddenly opened, and the beam of light was too strong to drill in, stabbing her so that she couldn't help but raise her arm and protect her eyes.
"Little demon, are you awake?"
Si Ye walked in with snowflake porridge.
It turned out that he didn't get up early to cook porridge for her, and a warm current filled the ravine in her heart, which made her confused.
"You ...... last night"
Thinking of the lingering resistance to death in the past few nights, she couldn't help but burn her face red, her eyes swept to Si Ye, who was approaching her, only to see him laughing silently, the corners of his mouth and his eyes were very gentle.
He put the porridge on the low table, sat down on the edge of the bed, and hooked her light nose with his hand, with a doting face.
When she saw that he wanted to speak, she was afraid that he would say something that would make her blush, so she pointed to the snowflake porridge on the low table and said:
"I'm hungry, you feed me!"
"Yes!"
He smiled slightly, turned around and took the porridge bowl, and carefully blew it cold, Xue Qin was stunned for a few seconds, these days, she felt like she was in a dream.
Si Ye's glacial face is gone, he will smile at her, he will smooth her messy hair on her forehead, he will break away from his embrace, even if he is asleep, he will subconsciously pull her back into his arms and protect her.
Her hand was raised unconsciously, trying to reach over and touch his face, but he was a little stunned, and she hurriedly withdrew her hand. Bowing his head, he muttered:
"I, am I dreaming?"
Hearing her words, he laughed dumbly. Ask:
"Why do you feel that?"
"Because, you used to always have an ice face, unchanged for thousands of years, and always far and near, I ......"
Before she could finish her sentence, she was suddenly embraced, his face against her smooth and bare neck, and the air he exhaled was like a soft breeze on her neck, behind her ears, and she couldn't help but feel a little itchy.
"Never again. Come, drink the porridge, and when we are done, we will leave. ”
"Let's go?"
Si Ye scooped a spoonful of porridge and put it into her mouth.
"Well, you forgot, we said we were going to be a pair of retired scattered immortals. ”
She shook her head, she hadn't forgotten, she still remembered it a few days ago, but the husband in front of her who made her unable to get up from the morning court made her stay out of bed for a long time, and after a long time, she left the matter of retirement behind.
"You finish the porridge, clean up and we'll go." Your Father, I have been waiting for you for a long time. ”
"Father, is my Father withdrawing with us?"
Si Ye suddenly felt a little funny. She was concerned about whether her father would retire with them, not her father, who was worried about her safety, who was thinking about her and thinking about her.
"He didn't retreat with us, but he wanted to see you, don't you want to see your Father?"
Xue Qin did not answer for a while.
"Do you remember that before we went to the Xi Palace, your father went to the Nine Heavens to avenge you?"
She nodded.
"He and Emperor Yan fought fiercely on the edge of Yaochi, and when he heard that the gods and demons were at war, he and Emperor Yan went to the West Sea, but they arrived too late, you had been robbed at that time, and we were also busy going to the Demon Realm to find you, and we had no time to explain to him, as a result, he and Emperor Yan returned to Yaochi, and then fought fiercely. ”
Xue Qin was dumbfounded after hearing this, and she asked in disbelief:
"What do you mean, my father is still on the edge of Yao Chi because I had a big fight with Emperor Yan?"
"There's a lot you don't know, hurry up and finish the porridge! I'll take you to see him when you're done, he's worried about you. ”
She nodded obediently.
"Si Ye ......"
"Huh?"
She looked at him, and she looked like she wanted to say something.
"My father, he didn't hurt Lizhu, did he?"
Si Ye's hand holding the soup spoon stiffened for a few seconds before retracting the bowl.
"No, I didn't. ”
"Oh!"
Embarrassed twice, Xue Qin only felt that she had picked a bad topic, but she didn't know how to end it at the moment. She moved, rolled over and got out of bed, picked up her shoes and socks, and put them on her feet.
Si Ye put the bowl down and hugged her from behind.
"I know everything, I've heard it all in the Demon Realm. ”
"Hear what?"
His hands tightened again, and he wrapped his arms around her waist.
"She did hurt you, I was in the Demon Realm at the time, and I didn't find you, so I was afraid of startling the snake, so I didn't reveal my whereabouts. My mother goddess, because of your mother, has always been suspicious of you, so she will put Li Zhu by my side, that night you went to Yu Yuan, although I know that you and Xuanji owe our child a life, even if your father really killed her, she also deserves it. You are too kind, kind to a certain extent, you are cowardly. ”
"So you know it all?"
Why did he say that he was cowardly? He also had a share in the child, she wanted to take revenge, and he was the one who stopped her in the first place. She angrily pushed him by the arm, and stood up to walk out.
"Are you blaming me? are you blaming me for stopping you from killing Lizhu that night?"
She doesn't speak. Yes, she blamed him! Her heart was full of hatred, and her body trembled with anger, and she turned around and walked quickly to him.
"You can't bear her in your heart, right? You just want our child? Si Ye, I hate you?"
He grabbed her hand and took her into his arms, and she struggled desperately, like a fawn rampaging around in his arms, and she tried to break free from his embrace.
In a hurry, he picked up her face and kissed it, fierce, domineering, not giving her a chance to escape, she wanted to bring thousands of troops to crusade against him, but was defeated by his sudden tenderness.
She had mixed feelings in her heart, more of a kind of sadness. The sad thing is that from the first time I saw Si Ye, I fell into his eyes, and I never recovered.
Committing the taboo of the Xigong Palace, violating the rules of heaven, committing the anger of the public, disobeying his father, and destroying the flesh and blood in his womb that have not yet taken shape...... Shouldn't she have a sense of shame, a sense of anger, a monstrous hatred?
No, as soon as she approached him, she could not help but be seduced by him, fall into his eyes, fall into the gentle trap he had weaved, indulge, sink, and forget everything in those days of indistinguishable twilight.
"Little demon, I don't care about you, I don't care about our children, it's just that if you hurt Zhu, the mother god will definitely protect her. If I help you, how should my Mother Goddess feel in her heart?"
Xue Qin instantly sobered up when she heard the last sentence, she bit him the chin, Si Ye endured the pain and didn't let her go, she wanted to step on his foot but was picked up by him in the air.
"You let me down! You say you care! You care about your mother goddess's feelings! But if you think more for me, you won't say such words to hurt me! I shouldn't have come back with you that night, I regret it, I really regret it!"
Her legs kicked wildly in the air, and she shouted as she did:
"I knew this was the case, even if I died in the Demon Realm, I wouldn't come back with you, these days, what are you doing with me?"
"No, little demon, I care about my mother goddess, and I care more about you. Mother God has been depressed for most of her life because of your mother, and the death of her brother has hit her too hard, I am her only remaining son, I should not have fallen in love with the daughter of her rival, can you understand?"
Xue Qin shook her head, she didn't want to hear it, she just felt tired.
"Go back and live according to the will of your mother. ”
"I don't kill Zhu, it's better than killing Zhu, do you understand?"
When Xue Qin heard this, she cried and laughed. What a ridiculous reason in her eyes.
"Yes, of course, she is the favorite of your mother goddess, and the moon goddess you will never forget. How could you be reluctant, such a lively beauty, I overestimated you. ”
"I don't kill her, firstly, because she was invited by the mother goddess, I want to save enough face for my mother goddess, and secondly, let the mother goddess see how vicious the heart of Lizhu under the gentle appearance is, will she rest assured that such a vicious woman will stay with her son? And if we kill Lizhu and she doesn't threaten her, she'll still find other women for me, you understand?"
Xue Qin was silent after hearing this, Si Ye took a deep breath, picked her up and carried her back to the bed. Just now she was struggling and making trouble, and he was tired half to death.
She didn't speak again, her eyes seemed to be looking far away, as if they were looking at something, but in fact they weren't looking at anything. This kind of Xue Qin made Si Ye feel a little uneasy, how could she know how careful she was?
"Little demon, do you remember that you went to the Heavenly Palace to be the Siyun Fairy and I stopped you? Do you remember that you came to worship me as a teacher, but I refused and then I agreed? And later I told you not to participate in the fairy art competition, you think in your heart I am very cold, I am very ruthless, right?"
He took her hand and forcefully spread her palm and placed it on his chest.
"Listen, this heart that beats for you is so careful that it beats. You are a Siyun fairy, I object, it is because I have had something strange in my heart since then, but I didn't know what love was at that time. You wanted to worship me as a teacher, and I already liked you at that time, so I refused, and I was afraid that you would be included in Duchen's discipleship, so I later agreed to your apprenticeship. I don't want you to participate in the immortal arts competition, because I found out the secret that the power in your body is sealed, and I am afraid that you will show a fishtail after being injured, and the result will be ......"
"Little demon, I've always had you in my heart, do you understand?"
The moment he closed his eyes and sighed, Xue Qin suddenly felt a little distressed. If he hadn't said it, she would never have thought that he had thought so hard for her. She thought he didn't have a heart.
She withdrew her hand and wrapped it around his neck, and he stiffened.