I sat on the ground for a long time, until the morning sun's face turned from red to white, until the night completely overwhelmed us, and for a long time I squeezed out a sentence from between my teeth: "When is it, how many months?" ”

Sitting on the ground just now, I thought a lot, maybe, between Chenxi and Seventeenth Elder Brother, I am the one who is not qualified to speak.

How many times have life and death been with each other, day and night, where am I? I've never even done anything for Brother Seventeen, and I haven't even given an explanation......

"It's been four or four months...... Chenxi sat up holding her stomach, stunned for a moment, and added: "Are you very unforgivable?" Tell you, this kid is what I deserve! At the beginning, the seventeenth elder brother promised me that as long as I could rescue you from the Zongren Mansion, he would give me a child. ”

Oh, it turns out that my survival can be exchanged for the right to live of another small life......

"That time I took poison, although I survived, but I had too many toxins in my body, so I raised it for a long time, and it wasn't until four months ago that the doctor said that I could conceive." Speaking of this, Chenxi's face was full of resentment: "There is only one night, the so-called promise is only one night, God is pitiful, I really have ......"

O iniquity!

Is it because of me, or because of me, why do we have to be entangled like this, and we can't even have a conclusion?

"Ilgen Kyoro. Chenxi, let me tell you, if I don't kill you today, it doesn't mean that I forgive you, and now you are just a fertility tool for me. xsψ。 As if I had made up my mind, I stood up abruptly: "Once you give birth to this child, you still have to die." If you dare to leave my sight and run for help, you yourself will kill the child of the seventeenth elder brother. ”

"You" didn't know how to describe me now, and Chenxi could only squeeze out one sentence after thinking about it for a long time: "You are so vicious." ”

"Thanks for the compliment, you're not bad." Dawn, you should understand. It is no longer a question of whether we are vicious or not, but natural selection can only live one, no matter which one survives, it will be happier, and even dying is a relief for our situation.

"You can choose to die with the child now, or give birth to the child and die later." Coldly dropping a sentence, I opened the door and walked away.

"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun. I hate you, you are not afraid of me"

"If you want your hard-working child to live a better life in the future, I advise you not to." I dropped this sentence in the snowstorm: "Remember, Dawn, this is not a threat in the first place, it is a fact. You know, I'm not a generous woman. ”

It's okay that the seventeenth elder brother is fine, I still have a lot of things to do that are much more important than this emotional entanglement, as long as the seventeenth elder brother is alive, as long as I am alive. I can't just get knocked out. Constantly encouraging myself in my heart, I staggered out of the Seventeenth Elder Brother's Mansion in the snow.

February 61 of Kangxi. Capital

"Come to this kind of Fengyue place, big brother, aren't you afraid that your newlywed wife will let you go around without food?" After taking a sip of tea, I casually made a joke.

"I really admire you. You can joke in this environment. Song Qingyun frowned: "If you still stay in the capital, you won't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid." calmly took a bite of the snack: "How much Kangxi trusts Li Dequan, how sure I am that I am already dead." ”

"What about the seventeenth elder brother?"

The teeth paused on the snack, and I returned to my normal words, "Dawn should tell him I'm not dead." ”

"Are you so sure?" Obviously, Song Qingyun didn't know much about women, and in his impression, he wished that his rivals in love were all dead, so how could he tell me the news that I was still alive.

I'm sure Dawn wants me to die, but she definitely doesn't want Seventeen Elder Brother and her child's father to go with me, so I'm sure she will, "What if she doesn't say it?" My husband is about to become a dad. It's just that the child is not in my womb, so I won't look for death and life! I used a sarcastic smile to hide the mixed feelings in my heart.

"Don't be sloppy with me, why don't you wait for him to wake up and tell him in person that you're not dead?"

Because I am going to do something and I am not dead, I will definitely not let Kangxi go. I read all the way to the literary network and the person I have to deal with is his father, and he will definitely stop me.

He and his sister are the only ones I care about in this world, and my sister and I have drifted apart due to the environment. I don't want to lose my only salvation in this world again.

"Because I went to visit my uncle immediately after I left him."

"Roncodo?"

"Yes." I lowered my eyes. Carefully look at his delicate white matter, but I don't know how many people's blood will be stained with his hands: "Big brother." I have always respected you, and I have never even hidden such a big thing from you that I am not dead, because I know that you are genuinely willing to help me and give me advice. ”

Slowly looked into his eyes, as if to see through his heart: "It's just, big brother, you tell me, now I'm doing something wrong?" ”

My resentment, my helplessness, my struggle, in the end, can only be solved by killing? Whether voluntarily or forced, I inevitably got down the road I am today. Am I wrong? Should I stop at the precipice?

"No, you're not wrong." Looking me in the eye, he wanted to let me know that he wasn't lying: "No one has the right to demand that you have to go with the flow, is it good to accept all the unfair treatment?" ”

"Big brother really thinks so?" It's hard for me to be moved, but I'm really moved now, and now I know what it means to die as a confidant, and how difficult it is to find a confidant in the vast sea of people.

"I didn't think so." Disguised smiled: "I'm just thinking, as long as the righteous sister wants to do it, whether it's right or wrong, I will help you." ”

What is a confidant, this is called a confidant, even if I know that he loves his wife very much, even if he knows that I love and love Brother Seventeen, but we can still know what each other is thinking with just one look, and I know from today that there can really be pure friendship in this world that is beyond the supremacy of love.

"No matter what you want, big brother, I will do my best." Holding the cup in both hands, I said as if I were vowing.

"Your eldest brother and I don't have any big wishes in my life, I just like to fight grievances everywhere and avenge the people who were bullied by the official gentry and bullies."

"Big brother, if I succeed this time, I promise that from now on, the butcher's knife of the Eight Banners will be set up for corrupt officials and corrupt officials." Corruption**, since ancient times, has been repeatedly prohibited, repeatedly prohibited, and from now on, I will rewrite the pattern of history.

"My sister has always had great ambitions, and since I saw him in court, my eldest brother has believed that he is absolutely not wrong." Song Qingyun paused, and then asked again: "It's just that I can't figure it out, how did you convince Long Keduo?" As far as I know, this person is a grass on the wall, and several elder brothers take care of him, how can he be willing to help you do this kind of thing that will cost you your life? ”

"It's very simple, I told him that I was in the northwest, and the fourteenth elder brother hated him to death. Threatens to take someone's head one day. He also told him that His Majesty's holy will was very clear, and the throne belonged to the Fourteenth Elder Brother......"

"He couldn't have believed it so easily."

"Yes, so he specially prepared a generous gift to send to Xining, but it was all lost by the fourteenth elder brother." It's funny when I think about it.

"Why is that?" Song Qingyun has heard that the fourteenth elder brother has also worked hard over the years, and the important ministers of the court have also bought a lot, why don't he buy his own uncle's account?

"No why, providence." The fourteenth elder brother of Providence can't be the emperor, because I have intentionally or unintentionally mentioned many disadvantages of Long Keduo in front of him, in fact, I was not so sure at the beginning, after all, if you can't bear it, you will make a big plan, if it is really not pleasing to the eye, it is not too late to kill it when you become an emperor!

My expression turned to pity: "Fourteen, fourteenth elder brother, he may really not be suitable to be an emperor......"

"Do you know what you did, Fourth Elder Brother?"

"Maybe you know, maybe you don't." I shook my head and sighed, maybe he knew that I was trying to use me to make a big deal, maybe he didn't know, and when he could put all the blame on me: "There are so many princes, he is the only one who is difficult for me to guess, and in the future, he may also be the only one who is qualified to be my opponent." ”

"Are you afraid? Qiyun. ”

"I'm scared, I've been dead a few times." I smiled indifferently but firmly: "But I'm afraid that I will do it too, I want Kangxi to know that no one can control my fate, and neither can the emperor." ”

I also want the entire Qing Dynasty to know that I am not only a woman, but also a woman who can control her own destiny!