Chapter 232: I Have My Persistence

"Seventeen, do you know how worried I would be if I did this?" Although Chenxi is not sober-minded now, one thing is right, and that is - when I am heavily guarded, and with the insignificance of Seventeen, his assassination would have been an outrageous thing. And the only thing that can be explained is this answer.

"Do you know that Chenxi heard that you were stabbed and fainted on the spot, you are not a child, how can you make such a rash move?" Is it just trying to get angry with me? Just because my indifferent attitude hurt him, so I had to make such a reckless move?

"Don't talk to me about the dawn!" The seventeenth elder brother excitedly stood up, but fell down because of excessive blood loss and was too weak: "Qiyun, I know that you are a heroine among women, and many of my methods may be naïve in your eyes, but I also have my insistence, I only do what I think is right." ”

It turned out to be exactly what I thought, I closed my eyes and stopped the tears that were about to roll down - Seventeen, why be so stupid? Can't you see my indifference? Between my feelings for you and the overall situation, I chose to maintain the overall situation - I'm not an infatuated woman, and I can't give you such crazy feelings.

You understand all this, why do you still commit such stupidity?

"What can't you change with your persistence? You should already know my character well after being with me for so long, and I will not change because of your persistence, and the reality will not. "Your persistence is torture for me, and a woman with a history like me who has such a high-level luxury is no longer worthy of enjoyment:" Why do you insist when you know that there is no result? I know that Dawn loves you more than me, why do you insist so much? You already hate me, so why are you still loyal to your original promise, is it because it was just a promise? ”

"Qiyun, can you tell me, why do you insist on never wearing an umbrella on a rainy day?"

Why?

Because of my failed love? Because I still won't let myself go?

No way, I've been in love with Brother Seventeen a long time ago, and what happened before can't hurt me anymore.

Why is that?

"Maybe I'm used to it!" I don't want to mention that past to anyone, even if I tell Brother Seventeen, I guess he won't understand.

"I'm used to it, too." Loving you has become a habit - the habit of rejecting the good of others; Get used to being hurt by you constantly, and then wipe away your tears and say to yourself it's okay; Get used to finding the courage to continue in your eyes every time you evade: "I have become accustomed to continuing to persevere, forever without any reason, that is, persisting has no result." ”

"Fool! Fool! Fool! "It seems that every time I meet the seventeenth elder brother, I can only say this one sentence. Yes, I'm smarter than him, I know more about current affairs than him, but I'm not cute at all: "You can hide this time, so what about next time?" Dawn is already married to you, how do you hide? Where can you hide? ”

This time, you escaped the cave room, and the price you paid was a serious injury, so what about next time? I don't want you to do any more harm, I'd rather you accept the dawn - this is a war between our women, and it should not be up to you to take part in it.

If your focus is completely biased towards me, then Chenxi is really pitiful, and such a poor woman, I really can't make a move, I will lose, I am not easy to be soft-hearted, but I have been soft on Chenxi again and again.

"Qiyun, seeing me like this, do you regret saving Chenxi?"

"No regrets!" I hate Chenxi very much now, I hate why she inexplicably fell in love with someone who didn't have her in her heart at all, but I don't like to kill her, and I must not let her die in the hands of the seventeenth elder brother. "Seventeenth elder brother, do you regret framing a woman who died for you like this?"

Brother Seventeen originally heard me resolutely say that he didn't regret it, and he almost couldn't support it, but when he heard my question later, he said calmly: "I don't regret it, especially when I saw the tears in your eyes last night, I won't regret it!" Qiyun, do you think you're hiding it well, I can't see that you're going to be sad in your heart? I hate now and only hate, I was still soft-hearted at the beginning, otherwise that woman would never have been able to hold you up to save her! ”

"But you can still feel guilty, and this feeling will follow you even for the rest of your life." This feeling, like I personally gave the fourth elder brother an aphrodisiac, just like I can't protect the stupid eldest sister - this feeling will gnaw at your heart like a poisonous snake, and make you unable to feel at ease for the rest of your life: "I will never let you become a devil, even if you become like that for me, I will not allow it!" ”

My seventeen should always be the carefree look I saw in the Imperial Garden, it should be so simple that I just want me to be happy, not because of me, involved in this world of deceit, conspiracy and calculation.

"That's what you think, I just want to be with you, just with you." Brother Seventeen's tears fell on the pillow, dizzying the pillow with a deep water trace: "I'm not afraid of becoming a devil, as long as the devil can be with you forever." But why, why is it that you can finally accept me, and finally I can get close to you, but you push me away for all kinds of reasons? You never tell me what you're thinking, you're used to keeping any secrets in your stomach, you're used to choosing for me, even if you know I won't choose that way......"

"Qiyun, you tell me, can I really be happy if you do this?"

"I'm sorry!" It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's that I can't tell you that many of my secrets can't see the light of day at all—and I, a false being with a pile of lies, have encountered true feelings, and I am destined to be retributed, destined to have this day: "With me, you have never been happy!" ”

"Don't say you're sorry to me, and don't try to leave me. Qiyun, you can't choose for me, just like I can't choose for you! ”

Seventeenth brother, I said I'm sorry, I want to end this pain of being together but not being able to confide in each other, I want no obstacles between us in the future, for this, I can also become a devil: "Wait for me, give me another chance, I will solve it, we will definitely have a future!" "Brother Jiu must die, no matter who it is for, if he doesn't die again, I will die with him!

"Promise me not to hurt myself again," I said, holding his face, "but you said you would follow me, how can the people who want to protect me always get hurt?" Please cherish it for me as much as I treasure it for you! ”

I'm sorry, Brother Seventeen, I lied to you again this time - I can't value myself anymore for the sake of our future. It's a game of life and death, and your wife, has become the stake......