Chapter 222 is just in vain

"Bianshui flows, Surabaya flows, flows to Guazhou Gudutou. Wu Shan was a little worried. Thinking about it, hating it, hating it until it is time to return. The moonlight people leaned on the building. ”

Do you think that Brother Jiu bothered so much to grasp my handle back then, is it also because he took a fancy to me? Everyone says that I feel like Empress Hyo Zhaoren back then, but I'm not sure about this kind of ethereal thing - which aspect am I like? Why am I like?

Isn't my crossing and all my experiences a coincidence, or is there a providence in the dark that makes me inextricably linked to the bright and dark of this Niu Co Lu family?

"The flowers are deep. Willow Yin Yin. The willow wears flowers to find the letter. The gentleman's heart bears the concubine's heart. Whining harp. Hate the lonely. Where to find the Oath Alliance? Who would have thought it would be now. ”

Sure enough, there was a low chant behind him - the favorite "Sauvignon Blanc" of Empress Xiao Zhaoren, which was rumored by the Niu family, really had the next paragraph.

For the first time, I dared to stand so close, to look face to face at this Emperor of the ages, a man who was no longer young, but still full of ambition—a man with amorous eyes, but the most heartless man in the world.

"Don't you have to pay a salute when you see me?" Kangxi seemed to be very funny to me staring at him, although it was a question, but when he said it, he didn't have a tone of accusation for a long time, but it seemed like he was joking.

"It turns out that the last part of the poem has such a meaning." His tone encouraged me to be bold, and I also learned from him to put his hands behind his back, pacing, and reciting word by word: "The gentleman's heart bears the concubine's heart." Where to find the Oath Alliance? Who would have thought it would be now. ”

Hate? Hate his affection, or hate him for being born in the emperor's family?

"I failed her...... Kangxi sighed: "At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand the value of true feelings, I thought that your aunt planted this piece of peony with her own hands that year, and said that she was waiting for the victory in the coming year, and she came to see it with me." But now, the more this flower blooms, her person is long gone......"

It turns out that this peony flower garden was planted by my aunt back then, no wonder I heard the news that Kangxi loved to stop here when he was fine, it turned out to be such a relationship, it seems that I read this poem here this time, it is really a treasure.

"It's not like this, it's not like this!" This large piece of fiery peony, as red as blood, is it a buried youth? "Peony is also called Jiangli, it represents the meaning of relying on other - I think my aunt probably knew that she would die soon, but she is the queen, she has to take care of the overall situation...... "I can't say, even if I am about to die, even if I have no chance - so, she planted this large peony flower, planted her last hope - the meaning behind this flower, her husband will understand......

It's a pity that more than 20 years have passed, and her exquisite heart has been let down after all......

"So that's ......" Kangxi's already old face instantly aged a lot: "It turns out that I still don't understand, I still don't understand - I have established three queens, and all three have failed ......"

"The emperor mourns, now I understand, my aunt is finally okay, but this is a worry." If a woman's lifelong wish can only be expectation, it is too sad and boring: "Can Qiyun boldly ask the emperor's cousin a question?" ”

Without waiting for Kangxi to answer, I already asked like a prelude: "Many people have already told me that I am very similar to my aunt, and I am very puzzled - because the two of us are not very similar in appearance." Your Majesty, can you tell me, what is it about us that makes people feel so similar? "Since Kangxi is here to remember my aunt, of course he won't be harsh on me here, so my courage has become bigger.

"You feel very similar to ......" Kangxi couldn't find a good adjective for a while, and after thinking for a long time, he said again: "You are the same as her, when you stand alone in a place, it gives people a feeling of loneliness - the flowers have become lonely, the grass has become lonely, and even the surrounding air has been lonely......"

My aunt is lonely because she falls in love with someone she shouldn't love and is in a place where she shouldn't be, but what about my loneliness? Is it because I am in this strange time, because I have too much helplessness in my life?

"That kind of loneliness will make people's hearts ache at first sight......"

"Qiyun, the second time I saw you, it was you standing alone in the rain - just like that, alone, as if the whole world had turned its back on you......" There was a mournful voice like a fawn in my ears: "Woo- do you know? At that moment, I cried, and by the cover of the rain, I deceived you—and it has been in my dreams ever since. And I've been heartbroken for this for a long, long time......"

Is that so? The feeling that makes people feel heartache at first sight, Seventeen also describes it like this, is it really so?

"I'd rather not have this resemblance!" Loneliness, and then a silent death - all that is left is a few words in the history books, I don't want it, I don't want it!

I, Zhang Xiaoying, don't need sympathy, I don't need others to feel sorry for me - the road is my choice, whether it's right or wrong, whether it's success or failure, I can afford to lose, I can bear it myself. Save this little bit of sympathy for you when you fail!

"I don't want you either!" Kangxi suddenly flew out of the sky and said: "Although you are very similar to your aunt, I know very well, you are not your aunt after all, I don't want you to go down the same path as your aunt, your aunt must also hope that the girl of the Niu family can be happy, not ......"

fell victim to politics, became a pawn of the family, carried too many things, and finally had to choose to die in a dilemma......

It seems that I haven't realized the purpose behind Mrs. Tong, but this great emperor has already smelled the smell of conspiracy, so he pointed me out to marry the seventeenth elder brother, Kangxi had a plan - leaving me in the palace for two years, is it waiting for the seventeenth to grow up?

Stay away from strife, stay away from politics......

Tears crossed - Kangxi, it turns out that you have a good intention, but I have to live up to your kindness......

You don't know, I have long been reduced to someone else's pawn, and I have already involuntarily embarked on this period of no return, and there is no turning back......