14. You can't just force me to die

As soon as Yan Xiaose got home, he saw his father Yan Chenglin sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face, and Cheng Fangyan next to him saw him enter the door, beckoned to him, motioned him over, and made a look at him at the same time, meaning to tell him that Yan Chenglin was angry. Xiao Se knew that the next ruthless meal was inevitable.

"Dad, Aunt Cheng." Xiao Se walked over with his hands down.

"Ziming, the list is released today, how are your results? How many points did you get? Yan Chenglin's tone seemed very peaceful, but Xiao Se knew that this was just the calm before the storm, according to the rich experience of struggle he had accumulated in the past, at this time, the best way to deal with it was to lie on the ground honestly, so as not to let the wind blow apart.

"Dad, I didn't do well in the exam......" Yan Xiaose lowered his head and whispered.

"Whoa!" Yan Chenglin seemed to be seductive, "No matter how bad you are in the exam, you have to have a score!" ”

“…… 222。 Yan Xiaose's voice was so small that it was almost inaudible.

"How much? 222 ah......" Yan Chenglin pretended to be surprised and turned his head to look at Cheng Fangyan, "This number is good!" If this is replaced by a license plate number or a phone number or something, it will be worth a lot of money! ”

Cheng Fangyan didn't know how to answer this, and glanced at Yan Xiaose, who was bowing her head worriedly.

"I've worked hard for three years in high school, and now I've got such a result, what do you think, let's talk about it."

"Dad, I'm sorry......"

"Whoa!" Yan Chenglin shook his hand, "Don't say I'm sorry, I'm not asking you to say I'm sorry, I'm letting you say what you think in the face of this achievement!" ”

Yan Ziming lowered his head and looked at his toes intently, as if it was heaven.

"You're talking!" Yan Chenglin finally couldn't help but raise his voice.

"Chenglin!" Cheng Fangyan's hand touched Yan Chenglin's shoulder, reminding him to control his anger.

"Dad, although I didn't do well in the exam, I have tried my best......" Yan Xiaose looked innocent and whispered this line that had been prepared for a long time.

"You're trying your best!" Lao Yan burst into a foul language, pointing at Yan Xiaose and glaring at him, "Just say that on the day you sent someone to the hospital, did you not finish the question?" ”

"I've answered everything that I can answer......" Yan Xiaose still hung her head.

"You've answered all the answers? Then let me ask you, when you take the math test, are you the first to hand in the whole examination room? If I hadn't warned you not to turn in your papers early, you would have been able to grab the first place in any subject, wouldn't you?! ”

"Cheng Lin, if you have something to say, tell Ziming, don't be angry, beware of blood pressure." Seeing that Yan Chenglin became more and more angry the more he spoke, Cheng Fangyan hurriedly came to him and sat down, holding his hand and trying her best to comfort him.

Yan Xiaose kept his head down and was silent, because he knew that the test score was not a problem, his father would slap him twice in anger at most, and the pain would be over after a while, and the next arrangement that Lao Yan wanted to make for him was the most critical and important.

Seeing that Yan Xiaose kept his head down and didn't speak, Yan Chenglin's anger turned into a targetless, facing the son in front of him, who was already a lot taller than himself, he couldn't add punches and kicks to him like he did back then, but he was really angry that he was too angry! Hate iron does not become steel, Yan Chenglin raised his hand to pinch the throbbing forehead of the blood vessels, closed his eyes slightly, and his voice softened, "Forget it, since this is already the case, I don't bother to talk about the past." I've already said hello to the school about your repetition, so you should be ready to prepare. ”

"Dad, I won't repeat it." Yan Xiaose said slowly but firmly.

The most important battle has begun, how to say this sentence to Lao Yan I don't know how many times it has been rehearsed in Yan Xiaose's heart, when you say it, you can't hesitate, you can't stutter, your voice can't be too loud or too small, you can't say, 'I don't want to repeat it', because it's not a matter of thinking about it or not, but his decision, and he can't give a reason for not repeating it immediately after finishing speaking, which will make this sentence weightless, and the reason will become pale and weak.

"What did you say?" Lao Yan's eyes suddenly opened and glared at his son, he didn't expect him to say such a thing.

"I don't repeat it." Yan Xiaose lowered her head and repeated it clearly in her voice.

"How dare you say it again!" Yan Chenglin was finally furious, he stood up suddenly, took a step forward and shouted angrily at Yan Xiaose.

Yan Xiaose closed her eyes and gritted her teeth, waiting for the big slap.

"Chenglin! Don't be angry, if you have something to say, talk to Ziming slowly, sit down and sit down. Cheng Fangyan tried her best to dissuade her, she used a lot of effort, and finally pulled Yan Chenglin in anger to sit on the sofa. Yan Xiaose opened her eyes slightly, saw Lao Yan sit down, and silently accepted the favor of this young stepmother in her heart.

"Ziming, why don't you want to repeat it? Do you have any ideas to talk to your dad? After appeasing Yan Chenglin, Cheng Fangyan got up and walked to Xiao Se's side and whispered: "Ziming, you know your father's temper, you have to speak softly!" Besides, he has high blood pressure, don't make him angry, huh? ”

"Dad, I know what you expect from me, but I'm just not interested in studying...... Yan Xiaose brewed her emotions for a while, and said in a very aggrieved tone: "Not only is I not interested, but I'm annoyed!" Actually, you know, I didn't want to miss it when I graduated from junior high school, but you didn't agree, so I had to go to high school, okay, I went to high school for three years, and it was all to obey your will! Now that high school is over, you want me to study again, I ...... How can I read well? Not to mention going to university! ”

"Then you said you didn't study, why did you go?" Yan Chenglin sat on the sofa panting, "Clubbing and playing games all day long, wandering around and causing trouble?" ”

"Why am I getting into trouble?"

"Still say no? Wasn't you the one who got caught fighting with someone in the disco and was taken to the police station that day? ”

"That's them bullying, I can't let others bully, right?"

"Of course you can't let others bully, you can beat whoever bullies you!"

“…… Since you say so, that's okay," Yan Xiaose scowled his neck very unconvinced, "I won't fight back whoever bullies me in the future, let them bully me to death!" ”

Cheng Fangyan hurriedly explained for Yan Chenglin when she heard this, "Ziming, your father didn't mean that!" ”

"That's what I meant!" Yan Xiaose's confrontation once again aroused Yan Chenglin's anger, he suddenly stood up and pointed at Yan Xiaose and shouted: "Yan Ziming, let me tell you, if you still want to be in this family and are willing to be my son of Yan Chenglin, then you can repeat it to me, otherwise you will leave this home and fend for yourself, I don't care about you!" ”

"Dad!" Yan Xiaose screamed, feeling that there was nowhere to complain about the grievances in her heart, and she was about to cry, "You want me to study hard and be admitted to university, I know this better than anyone else!" You can also see what I have been like in the past three years of high school, I didn't arrive late, didn't leave early, didn't skip class! I have also worked hard, in order to study well, I also formed a study group of students who studied well in our class, and let them take me to learn! But I just can't learn well, I'm not born to study! You can't just force me to die! ”

"You ......" Yan Chenglin was speechless for a while, "You are still reasonable!" ”

"Dad, I know you forced me to study for my own good, but I'm over 18 years old and now an adult, I hope you can occasionally respect my opinion and my choice!"

"Your choice! Is your choice not to study and go out into society? ”

"Dad, I really don't want to go to society and fool around, I just don't want to study anymore......"

"No! You have to go to school, it's up to you! Yan Chenglin said undoubtedly.

"Dad......" Yan Xiaose choked up, tears finally flowed, and anyone who saw that kind of sadness would be moved, "Have you forgotten what my mother told you when she left?" She asked you to take good care of me...... I dreamed of my mom last night...... If she were alive now, she wouldn't make me so tired and unhappy......"

Yan Chenglin was stunned, his son's words and tears hit the softest part of his heart, for many years, he has been blaming himself for not being a qualified father, and at the same time, he feels guilty about the original partner who passed away because of the continuation of the string, at this moment he is like a Monkey King who has been put under a tight spell, in pain but powerless to resist. After a few moments, he sat down on the couch, closed his eyes again, and put his hand on his forehead and stopped talking.

"Ziming, you go up first, go up quickly!" Cheng Fangyan walked to Yan Ziming's side and gently pushed him, Yan Xiaose glanced at Yan Chenglin, lowered his head and turned to go upstairs.

"Cheng Lin, Ziming really doesn't want to repeat it, don't force him." Cheng Fangyan returned to Yan Chenglin's side and sat down and persuaded, "The old saying is right, 'children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren', when the child grows up and has his own ideas, if we are parents, we will help him arrange everything, if he is unhappy in the future, don't you have to complain about us?" So I said, as long as he is okay and doesn't cause trouble and follows the right path, let him go, what do you say? ”

"Alas......" Yan Chenglin sighed, "Our ancestor of the Yan family, Yan Hui, is the most proud disciple of Sage Kong!" How much does that have to be! I don't read much, that's because I didn't catch up with the good times, and there are no conditions. When I got to Ziming, how good the conditions were! His learning environment is the best, I want to make up the class, I will hire the best teacher for him, I want to train him to be a learned person, let's not talk about master's and doctorate, at least you have to go to university, right? But you see, if you let him read a book, it will kill him! Alas, I'm ashamed of the ancestors of our Lao Yan family......"

"Cheng Lin, in all fairness, Ziming is also an obedient child, as a father, you have done everything you should do, even if you have fulfilled your responsibilities, besides, doesn't Ziming just don't want to go to college? It's not a big deal, how many billionaires in the world have never gone to college, haven't they all succeeded? That's why I said that whether a child will have a future or not and whether he can have a career depends not on whether he has gone to college or not......"

Yan Xiaose hid at the corner of the stairs at this time, listening quietly to the conversation between her father and Aunt Cheng downstairs, and a sly smile gradually hung on the corner of her mouth. Hearing that there was nothing new downstairs, Xiao Se turned around and tiptoed upstairs into his room, closed the door gently, he relaxed and sat on the chair and turned around freely, and then put his feet on the desk, and said proudly: "Old face, fight with me, you are still a little tender!" ”