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At a friend's birthday party, as soon as I entered the door of KTV, I recognized you at a glance, thanks to your embarrassing selfies and hypocritical captions before going out every day.

"Yo, what a coincidence, crazy girl." The mad girl was set up many years ago, and my biggest hobby at that time was to be different, so I went deep into the cave where I buried my love and killed Matt, and found this name as an ID, and then I thought of a lot of ways, and I never changed it. No matter how literary and fresh the nickname becomes, ID will always give others a head start. And you always called me that to provoke me, and then you explained that you were trying to cheat memes, and I knew that you had started to like me at that time.

I pretended not to hear, and walked straight up to the birthday girl with the cardboard crown, laughing loudly. You are also interested, and you will no longer be stubble. It wasn't until after three rounds of drinking and singing that he crept up to me and bumped me on the shoulder. A body of alcohol mixed with the smell of cologne, "Eh, don't know me anymore?" Jiang Yang. ”

When I turned around, I saw you squinting and smiling in the flickering purple light, and the collarbone exposed by the slightly open neckline made my eyes sink little by little, and at this point, I had an erotic affection for you for the first time.

You sang love songs with me in a soft tone, drank a glass of neon wine, lowered your head and stroked my head with your fingered hands. My cheeks were hot, staring straight at your dark pupils, and I just called your name softly, "Jiang Yang." ”

You embraced me, kissed my forehead with soft lips, and whispered in my ear, "Will you be with me?" ”

I don't know if it was the power of alcohol or the ferromones, but I jumped and jumped with joy, knocking over the cake left in the corner of the table, and the thick white cream was like the catkins in the spring season, leaving a strong and indelible trace.

4. I vaguely remember the rain that day, wet my clothes, and kissed you

Also, on that bike date, we encountered rain, and I sat with you on the wooden plank under the canopy, complaining about the weather here. You told me that the rain in the north is never so gloomy, and the cold wind is unceremoniously penetrating the bones, unlike the lingering drizzle in the south, which is so heartbreaking.

I laugh at your diction and ridicule you for pretending to be a false poet. You pursed your lips and chased after me in a rage, forcing me to the wall of the cloister, the ambiguous breath getting closer and closer, and the distance made my eyes blur with shyness.

You stretched out your hand and gently wrapped your arms around my waist, deep in the dripping bangs, those bright and dark pupils became closer and closer, soft lips and tongue.

That kiss is long.

I vaguely remember the rain that day, wet my clothes, and kissed you.

5. That is called a memorable word

I thought of you again, remembered the kiss that turned a thousand times, and I couldn't stop feeling uncomfortable, and I rolled over the quilt and covered my head. Tears spread from my eye sockets like sulfuric acid and corroded the whole cheek, I opened my mouth and sobbed hard, but because of the grief and bones, I couldn't breathe rhythmically, like a drowning dying man, burning with life, making the last hopeless struggle.

Jiang Yang, you shouldn't have met her in your life.

She appeared on the 42nd day after our wedding, in a car accident, an orphan girl.

Her name is Chen Jing, Jiang Yang's first love.

5 years ago, he broke up with his family for Jiang Yang, put on a helmet and sat on Jiang Yang's second-hand motorcycle seat, threw down a cruel sentence, don't overdo it, held back tears, leaned on Jiang Yang's shoulder and left his hometown and went to a distant place.

At that time, they lived in cramped rows, enduring the smell of decay at the bottom of life. Chen Jing works as a salesperson during the day and as a part-time customer service at home at night. Jiang Yang found a job in an insurance company, and often got drunk in the middle of the night for the sake of performance, and Chen Jing always gently helped him back to the small building.

They worked day and night, day and night reversed, when they snuggled often mixed with the smell of alcohol and gastric fermentation, they loved each other, hugged each other for warmth, and endured the hardships and depression that a true beginner in life should endure in the bitter winter.

You deliberately hid Chen Jing's skill in making noodle soup when your arm was injured, and I know that you are carefully taking care of my feelings. However, when I heard you accidentally describe that it was the most memorable noodle you have ever tasted, I pretended to smile, but I was actually angry.

Later, I secretly tried many times, and I started to like soaking in the kitchen, which I never used to cook. I have exhausted all my strength, and you have used up all the words that are delicious, perfect, and delicious. However, it still did not exchange for the word called unforgettable.

Jiang Yang, do you know, when you tell me that you are hiding in that small house because you have no money to pay the rent, hiding in a dark corner and pretending that there is no one in the house, how envious I am, envy that another woman has participated in so much of your life. You probably didn't know it yourself, but when you told me with great interest that there was a cockroach half the size of a fist behind the stove, the color of the light flashing in your eyes was something I had never seen before.

You described your love firmly and plainly, you said that you were very poor at that time, and your life was humble to the earth, but it was also a very interesting experience. You said that you had already let go of the girl named Chen Jing, and then softened your gaze and imprinted a kiss on my cheek. However, I still can't stop being jealous, jealous of the love you shared at that time. From that time on, I knew that I was really in love with you, so I had inexplicable efforts, paranoia and jealousy that did not fit my character.

As you talk, you come to the end.

You have been like this for a few years, you said that girls and boys have grown up, girls can't figure out why they are all the same age, but they live so hard, and the boy can't figure out why the little family and future he cares for have become an inexplicable laughing stock. When you said it, your eyes dimmed, and I felt a little distressed.

So the girl secretly moved away, changed her number, and there was no contact since. You said you were stupid at the time, the kind of innocent and hysterical stupid.

You hold the dark green bottle and pillow your guitar, crying and laughing for 3 whole nights in the bed where her temperature is still there. You smashed all the valuable things in the house, destroyed the small house behind the stove that was suspected of being a cockroach nest, and then was twisted by the landlord to the police station, lost almost all your savings, and then dragged the broken boxes and wandered into strange alleys, exchanging the rest of the money for meat and wine.

At last the wine was gone, the meat was gone, the tears were dry, and the dream was awake, and he left.

6. Walked 800 miles to the wind, regardless of the return date

Later, Chen Jing had a car accident, and the police found only Jiang Yang's phone number in her mobile phone, except for the messy phone book called the doctor.

It's still the cute nickname she gave you at that time - Jiangyang Thief.

I don't want to tell you that I once secretly met Chen Jing behind your back, on a snowy afternoon, we sat in a café, holding a latte in our hands and chatting from noon to the boss's proofing, the content is nothing more than you, and that young and helpless love.

I asked her why she left you, and she said that she had been defeated by providence in the end.

Chen Jing left because of illness, severe rheumatic heart disease, not only can not have children, but also will die soon. She knew that in Jiang Yang's dream, the appearance of happiness should be Cheng Huan's knees plus a hundred years of joy. "It's a pity that the person in the dream is not me. Because I love him, I don't want his happiness to be blemished. ”