314. You, will you believe me once?
I sat in the carriage and found that my handkerchief had been soaked with sweat from my hands inadvertently---- and I remembered that I hadn't been nervous like this for a long time, even when Kangxi gave me poisoned wine. \\\\ But today is different, it was the seventeenth elder brother who had an accident, I don't think it's easy not to be nervous.
I still remember how shocked I was when I heard the news
"What are you talking about, you said that the seventeenth elder brother knelt outside the noon gate, begging the emperor to restore the clan status of the eighth elder brother and others?"
I stood up in a trance---- Seventeenth Elder Brother is so smart, it is impossible to do such a stupid thing!" He clearly knew that no one could change the ending of the eighth elder brother--- Yongzheng needed to use this way to block the mouths of the people, the source of his throne was originally illegitimate, if he regressed in this matter, it would cause more people to speculate unnecessarily about the past!
"He's crazy, he's going to die, Yongzheng is not ready to leave him behind, the remnant of the Eight Masters......"
Why, why would someone as smart as you make such a mistake when I am now competing with Nian Qianyao to the point of daylight?
Hate me? Hate me for not keeping my ways? Hate my ruthlessness?
As soon as the carriage arrived at the gate at noon, I saw the figure that haunted me, the words of "Ten ......" were almost stuck in my throat---- I couldn't shout, I was not qualified, and this place was full of Yongzheng's eyeliner, and he didn't want to kill my affection.
"King Guojun, now is not the time of the early dynasty, if there is anything to talk about tomorrow morning, you better go back first!" I sat in the carriage, I didn't want to come out because I didn't want him to see my embarrassment, I was getting harder and harder to act in front of him now, and the carriage was the safest distance for us.
"Today's business is done today." Looking at me through the carriage, a sarcastic smile curled into the corners of his mouth: "Tomorrow? You personally promised tomorrow, so can I still see the royal brother tomorrow? ”
You just can't. If you plan to send you to death tomorrow, I will definitely use all means to make Yongzheng unable to go to that early dynasty!
It's ironic. What will I use to keep the emperor think about my husband very long and clear. I couldn't have imagined that the two of us would discuss this restrictive topic in such a solemn and sacred place as the noon gate.
"What do you ask of your imperial brother. I can relay it on my behalf. "He's been trying to find an excuse to kill you. But I'm different. Even if I quarrel with him over the matter of the Eighth Elder Brother. At most, he was angry and changed to Nian Guifei. I have no losses---- and I have always experienced. He's always been quick to get angry.
"Conveyed?" Turn around and stand up. Although through the curtain. I can still feel the burning gaze: "That's just as well. Even if you say it wrong, it's not a big deal. The girl is very smart! ”
The originally pale face has now turned pale---- I can forgive Nian Guifei's gang of concubines for calling me a vixen. I don't care. But he couldn't. "King Guojun. This is the Forbidden City. It's not like you can say whatever you want. Please speak to me with respect. ”
Everybody in the world can say that about me. But you alone can't ---- if it's not your impulsiveness. If you're not so dissuaded. I have to make a bunch with the eighth brother. I wouldn't have gotten to where I am today. I don't hate you. I know why you insist on not returning to Yongzheng. I also know that none of us can tell the source of the contradiction. But you should at least understand me.
If not, it must not be. I'm not here for that right. Go have sex with your brother-in-law!
"Do you still know how to be respectful? I thought the dragon bed was so comfortable, and the prosperity of the Forbidden City made you forget all about it! ”
"In your heart, am I so vain?" Close your eyes, Brother Seventeen can't see me, that's fine. I could cry and say, "Well, even if I don't know how to respect myself, at least I respect you now." Go back, don't force me to send someone to press you back!" ”
Yongzheng didn't send someone to press you in because I came in time to send people out, but don't think that you can be so lucky to come back---- I'm not a god, even if I spread all directions, but I always have a time of negligence, I got you once, I can't save you n times......
To this day, do you still want to rely on your poor brotherhood of the royal family? Do you expect you to be special in Yongzheng's eyes?
"I'm not going back." The seventeenth elder brother's eyes are the perseverance I have never seen before: "Qiyun, you know in your heart, why the starling brother has come to this point---- he is just not as ruthless as the fourth brother, you look at the six counties in the south of the Yangtze River who does not praise him as a virtuous prince, I am not convinced, I am not convinced why such a humble gentleman dies and dies, why do you have to leave him with a stigma for the rest of his life!" ”
"What can you do if you don't accept it? If you are not convinced, you will only add another lifetime of stigma to the world. I excitedly lifted the curtain of the door--- where we are standing now is the Forbidden City, this place has always been only success or failure, there is no right or wrong: "You can't change anything, since ancient times, you have become a king and a loser." Success is always a hero. People will always only sing the praises of those who have succeeded. I think the eighth elder brother himself understands this very well. ”
What about the fourth elder brother's meanness and unkindness. What about being ruthless? He succeeded, so he was always the favorite, Chinese never accepted losers......
"I understand." He looked at me, his eyes were like a sharp sword that could shoot straight into my heart: "But I'm not as ruthless as you, I just can't get used to it, I'm not as heartless as you." People like you are destined to succeed, yes, but is success that good? Won't you have a troubled conscience? ”
"Conscience? Hum! "Can conscience save you? But I've saved you many times, if it weren't for me, would you, the Eight Masters with good roots, still be standing here and shouting to me?
"Qiyun, have you thought about the fourteenth elder brother? I have respected your choice, because I think at least Brother Fourteen is worth it, and he is sincere to you. His hand trembled and pointed at me, "But what about you?" Just because he failed, because he couldn't give you anything more, you actually sent him to guard the mausoleum, do you know that it is a place for people to stay? ”
No, I knew when I liked Brother Fourteen that he was destined not to succeed, and I would give up on him, and it was all because of you!
"Seventeen, you listen to me......"
"I don't want to listen anymore, I don't want to be deceived by you again!" He looked at me, and for the first time I saw disappointment in his eyes: "Don't you want to admit it to this day?" The fourteenth elder brother and the emperor are brothers, and the emperor will not be so ruthless. It's you, and the person who pressured him to go to the imperial tomb is you at all! ”
It's me, it's me who did it---- because although he is a brother to the fourteenth elder brother, he is very suspicious and sick. At that time, the situation was chaotic, and the individual stock forces were tilting against each other, and the embarrassing identity of the fourteenth elder brother and the problem of Kangxi's edict were easily used as excuses by those forces. Once the fourteenth elder brother was pushed out by someone with ulterior motives. will become the target of everyone, and even if Yongzheng wants to miss his brotherhood, it will be too late.
The only way to save him is to cut off his wings, only in this way can he survive the Yongzheng Dynasty safely, he is the king of generals, and he will come out again sooner or later to be active in history......
"I've been to see Brother Fourteen, and even after this downfall, he still misses you. He said that you have been very difficult all these years, and told me to take good care of you, and I didn't even dare to tell him in the end. The person who caused him to be like this is not his brother whom he hates---- it's you, it's you, a ruthless woman! ”
So you saw him because you suddenly felt that you were in the same sickness?
I suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Brother Ba, ---- it turned out that I was the same as him. No matter what you do, you are destined to leave a lifetime of infamy, whether it is right or wrong, whether it is compromise or strong, whether it is to save people or harm people......
Unwilling to compromise with fate, unwilling to go with the flow, they are all sad backwaters......
is destined to be scolded and can't hide......
He was fortunate that there was at least one Beatitude by his side who supported him all the time, until the moment of his final death---- and me. But he is truly alone......
"Then why don't you expose me in front of him?" Seventeenth brother, you hate me so much now, but you still can't bear it?
"I can't bear it, I can't bear to hurt such a fragile man again, I'm afraid he will go crazy when he finds out!"
It wasn't for me......
Zhang Xiaoying, you fool, where are you standing now? This is the Forbidden City, this is not a place where you should have illusions---- you are destined not to be understood, destined!
"Seventeen elder brother. Would you like to believe me one more time? I don't want to explain anymore, this explanation involves too much, and if you know too much, Brother Seventeen will only die faster: "You shouldn't stay here for a long time, come with me." ”
I can only get rid of Yongzheng for a moment, as long as the seventeenth elder brother says what he just said to me in front of Yongzheng, he will definitely die.
"Okay." Hop on the car and turn the horse's head when I wonder how he is so obedient: "Let's go." ”
I looked at the driver who was in a hurry and motioned for him to get out of the car: "Where are you going to take me?" ”
"To a place where we can have a good conversation."
"Didn't you say no in the carriage?" I'm a little wondering---- could it be that my previous guesses were wrong? The purpose of his coming today was not to send Yongzheng to death in anger---- with his ingenuity. If he really does that, I'm going to do that.
I suddenly felt like I had fallen into a trap---- since the target was not Yongzheng. That's me. Since the death of the eighth elder brother, I haven't been out of the palace for a long time. And now. I actually went out alone, and there was not a single guard around me---- in order to avoid the rumors that the seventeenth elder brother was against the emperor from leaking, I had only one coachman when I came.
If......
"You're bringing me out?" With yourself, with my concern for you......
I can't believe I've taken advantage of other people's feelings so many times, and I can't believe that I will end up in this way......
"I'm not like this, to make you believe that I really don't want to live anymore, are you willing to come out to see me?" With a wry smile, "I've been waiting in the house for so long, and I always tell myself that you're as playful as ever, and you'll be back late at night." ”
Is it really that simple?
I carefully studied his expression and told me that I had gotten along with Yongzheng a lot, and you had become suspicious? He's the seventeenth elder brother! He would never ......
Before I could finish my life, I heard a familiar voice---- it was the sound of a sharp arrow breaking through the air, and it pierced all the persistence in my heart like a sharp thorn. I hate, I hate it! I don't hate Brother Seventeen. I hate this place of power and depravity---- what the hell have we done to end up killing each other......
The next moment, the arrow pierced through the carriage and landed less than a foot away from me.
I didn't panic, and I didn't want to dodge, I turned my head to the seventeenth elder brother beside me. His face was as bloodless as I am now, and I showed a pale and feeble smile at him: "Seventeenth elder brother, my husband, finally, you can't help but make a move on me?" ”