Chapter 2: Back to the Past
My head hurts! When he woke up, Zhang Yi only felt dizzy and looked at himself lying in a room that felt familiar and unfamiliar. The room is simple and tidy with a sewing machine, a wardrobe, a writing desk, and a brand new seventeen-inch black and white television.
"Where is this? By the way, I'm not fixing the fan," it seemed to be smashed on his head, and he only felt that there was a Venus orbit above his head, and then, there was no more、、、
Zhang Yi subconsciously touched his head, there was really gauze and a little pain, and he muttered unhappily for a while, and suddenly saw the head of a little boy in the mirror of the wardrobe, with thick eyebrows and clear eyes. I swore to Chairman Mao and his old man, and after 35 years in the mirror, I really felt as if I had seen this person there, looking at the photo frame opposite and the rows of awards on the wall. Slowly, Zhang Yi discovered, "Am I reborn?" Crossed? But how do I feel that this face is so familiar, as if I have seen it somewhere. ”
Zhang Yi looked up at the papier-mâché ceiling, then at his small body, stretched out his hand to look at it, and then at his small body. Touching the unfamiliar and familiar cheeks, suddenly there was a sharp pain in the head, and a series of chaotic memories emerged, Zhang Yi: Born in Longzhou, now thirteen years old, ready to enter the first grade of junior high school, there is a laid-off father, the mother is an authentic farmer, and there is a younger brother who is in elementary school、、、
"It seems to be really smaller, there is such a bloody thing, I always thought it was made up when I read novels before, but I didn't expect anyone to be able to realize these Internet legends." Zhang Yi's head is a little foggy, no matter what, this matter is indeed a good thing for himself, how many people regret doing stupid things, and if they have a chance to do it again, everyone will go crazy with joy.
Combing through his memories over and over again, Zhang Yi had to accept the fact that this was still the original earth, and it was his childhood memory. It's 1995 when Zhang Yi just graduated from elementary school, the sky here is very blue, the sun is very sunny, and the trees are screaming without a sound. It should be one or two o'clock in the afternoon, it is the hottest time of the day, lying at home does not feel so hot, and we have never blown a fan in our house in memory. In summer, the temperature is not so high in the shade of a tree or in the room, especially in the morning and evening, when the temperature is very low, and you have to cover yourself with a quilt when you sleep.
This is the Qinling Mountains, the mountains are the tall body of the Qinling Mountains, and the peaks are the backbone of the Qinling Mountains. Mountains are connected to each other, and ridges communicate with each other, forming the Qinling Mountains, which traverse the hinterland of China and are known as the "dragon veins of China". Walking all over the Qinling Mountains, from west to east are Taibai Mountain, Huashan Mountain, Zhongnan Mountain, Wudang Mountain and so on. It not only forms the main skeleton of the Qinling Mountains from the geological and geomorphological aspects, but also contains, develops and derives the Qinling Mountains in the historical and cultural sense from the spiritual level. There are abundant mineral resources and primeval forests, especially osmanthus trees, poplars, plane trees, locust trees, and willow trees、、、
Now you can still smell the smell of osmanthus in the air, which makes people feel very kind and familiar, but in winter, there is nothing to see here. There is only loess and dead branches on the mountain, and occasionally there is a cypress tree exuding a green breath on the grave, and when it snows, it is white all over the mountain, and it is particularly beautiful in silver.
?“ My son is eating, why are you in a daze? What's wrong, is there anything else uncomfortable? "My mother came over and touched Zhang Yi's head, fortunately there was no fever, so that Zhang Yi's head injury would be faster, and there would be no sequelae.
Zhang Yi got off the kang and saw the noodles on the table, the soup was oily, and there was an egg in it, and he couldn't help but feel a little sour, how many years had he not eaten the noodles made by his mother. After working outside for so many years, I went home for ten days and half a month during the Chinese New Year, and I didn't have a good meal cooked by my mother at all, and I didn't notice my parents' gray hair and wrinkled faces that were getting older and older.
Suddenly seeing that his mother was twenty years younger, Zhang Yi was still very shocked, Zhao Jun when he was young was also a beauty. Zhang Yi feels that it is much better to go back to his childhood and live again than to travel to the feudal society to live again, he is very self-aware. In the socialist environment, he wants nothing, if he goes to the feudal society, he will definitely be similar to a beggar, as the saying goes; "I'd rather be a peace dog than a troubled world!" He didn't want to go to that ancient world where his life was not guaranteed to be the king and hegemon!
That being said, seeing the black-and-white TV at home may be the most valuable household appliance at home, Zhang Yi, who has lived in the city for more than ten years, is still very unaccustomed to it. If you want to watch TV, you don't have a few channels, and if you want to play mobile phones, you don't need to mention those computer online games at all.
Zhao Jun looked at his son's somewhat sluggish appearance, he must have been frightened today, and said lovingly, "In the future, when my mother is not around, don't go to play alone, you know, it's not so lucky every time, if your mother didn't hear your cry today, you might never see your mother." When you were a child, your health was already poor, and you went to the hospital with you at two ends for three days, and sometimes you were sick in the middle of the night, and the hospital did not open, and no one paid attention to your mother's knocking. No way, my mother took you to run more than ten miles in the middle of the night, found the barefoot doctor's house, took injections and took medicine, and you got better. Zhao Jun fell into those memories, tears rolling in his eyes from time to time, but a smile appeared on Zhang Yi's face.
"I know Mom, don't worry, I'll be careful in the future." Zhang Yi looked at his little arms and legs, revealing a smiling face, but there were tears flashing in his eyes.
"Okay, my son must be frightened today, so don't talk about it." Zhang Tianyuan spoils children very much, but it is very terrifying to educate, Zhang Tianyuan's education method is: "Filial piety comes out under the stick." "As long as they are disobedient, do something wrong, have poor academic performance, etc., what awaits their brother is one word: "Hit!" Sometimes it's a bamboo pimple, sometimes it's an iron shovel handle, at that time Zhang Yi felt that this was not his father at all, and later became a father to know that this is a kind of "hatred of iron does not make steel" venting. It's just that it's already a thing, and that strong father is already old and has been bent by life、、、
Zhang Yi immediately showed a flattering smile at Zhang Tianyuan, he was very naughty in his childhood, and he broke his head more than once in his memory, either falling from the house or being smashed by a stone, and every time he was rescued by a fortune teller. I didn't expect to die unexpectedly this time, he was a little confused when he said it, it felt like a dream, and his memory was like this when he was a child, but it didn't take long for him to be alive.
Forget it, let it be, this is Zhang Yi's most powerful inner portrayal when he grows up, after thinking about it for a while, he will no longer be entangled in why such a thing happened, as long as he is alive and the whole family is together, Zhang Yi feels that it is the greatest happiness.
"Xiao Yi, let's eat more." Zhang Tianyuan served the only dish, sat next to Zhang Yi, and put a large chopstick dish into Zhang Yi's bowl. Zhang Yi looked at his father with vicissitudes on his face, and then looked at the plate of scrambled eggs on the table, although it was simple, he was extremely kind in his heart. In his memory, at this time the poorest period of the family, this egg is also rare to eat, although the family has a few chickens, but the eggs are sold, the family rarely eats.
Zhang Yi felt sad, no matter how poor the family was, his parents would try their best to give him good food and clothes, and his younger brother wore clothes that he couldn't wear, and he never bought new clothes for his younger brother. When I grew up, my brothers didn't get along much, and I usually made a phone call to greet him, and my feelings were very light, I don't know if my brother already had a trace of dissatisfaction with himself in his heart、、、
But I still have to thank God for giving me a chance to do it again, Zhang Yi vowed that this time he must live a famous life and be filial to his parents in the future.
Putting chopsticks and eggs in his parents' bowls, Zhang Yi wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Mom and Dad, you eat too." ”
Zhang Tianyuan looked at his son with some surprise, "Yo, my son is sensible, he can actually pick up vegetables for his parents." ”
Zhang Yi smiled, "Mom and Dad, I will be a good boy, and let you be proud of me in the future." ”
Although Zhang Tianyuan and Zhao Jun didn't understand what confidence their son had when he suddenly said such a thing, these words undoubtedly made them very happy. The two of them kept serving Zhang Yi vegetables, Zhang Yi watched the eggs go into his bowl little by little, and looked at the younger brother next to him pouting, looking aggrieved. hurriedly stopped, "Parents, don't clip me, I can't eat so much, let's let my brother eat more." ”
"It seems that our son is sensible!" Zhang Tianyuan nodded.
"yes."
Zhang Yi was afraid of his parents' suspicions, so he didn't dare to say more, but he just ate with his head bored, and after eating, Zhang Tianyuan and Zhao Jun asked him to rest, and looked at his younger brother by the way, don't run around, and told them to go to work in the field. Now farming basically relies on manual labor, there are no machines, even if there is Zhang Yi's family, they can't afford it, so many things can only rely on manpower.
In Zhang Yi's memory, his grandfather passed away very early, when Zhang Yi was only four years old, his grandfather was very kind, he lived in the former cave, and the delicious food that his father bought for his grandfather was basically eaten by Zhang Yi. In Zhang Yi's vague memory, he was the best grandfather in the world, but God didn't have long eyes, so such a good grandfather passed away early. I remember putting on my grandfather's shroud and putting it in the hall, Zhang Yi also went to ask his grandfather to get up and play with him, maybe in his heart he always thought that his grandfather was just asleep、、、
Grandma passed away in 2006, and when she was examined, she was already in the advanced stage of stomach cancer, and people in rural areas were saving, and they didn't go to the doctor for any illness. When I saw my grandmother for the last time, this strong woman had been tortured by illness, and there were only bones all over her body, and she couldn't see a few catties of flesh.
My younger brother and I were brought up by my grandmother since we were children, although we are not grandparents' own grandchildren, my mother was a young man who stayed when she returned to Beijing, and my grandmother already had 2 children at that time, but she has always brought up my mother as her own. My uncle's health was not good, he didn't grow taller, and he couldn't do farm work, so my father became a son-in-law and supported the whole family until my uncle married a wife and had children. Grandma brought up the children one by one with hard work, and brought up the children one by one, and she has never had a good life, worn new clothes, or eaten delicious food in her life、、、