Chapter 34: The Truth of the Matter [1]
"I have to admit, you won. Maybe I was crazy infatuated with you at the beginning, but it was also because of your self-confidence. I'm glad and happy for you, and it's great to be able to maintain that confidence even though you've been through so much. Bai Zhi readily admitted that he was the real mastermind behind the scenes, and did not do too much struggle and quibble. I'm thinking that the reason why Bai Zhi would argue with himself at the beginning was because he was a little lucky.
However, this psychology does not occupy a lot of proportion, so when I questioned Bai Zhijin again, Bai Zhi generously admitted what he did. At this point, I still appreciate Bai Zhi. Not for anything else, just because I think that as a man, the courage to do and dare to be this characteristic is the most basic.
"Xiaomeng, since you already know that it was me who sent the stone to kidnap you, do you still have any interest or give me this opportunity to give me a reasonable explanation for these things I did to you. Of course, these explanations may not seem reasonable to you, but it doesn't matter, the key is whether you are willing to give me this opportunity to hear my reasons now. Bai Zhi still spoke slowly.
As a matter of common sense, I should be a person who likes this style of speaking. Because, most of the people who can express their emotions in this way are people with high emotional intelligence, and she can strictly control her emotions, so that she is in an elegant position, and no matter what happens, she will not be at a loss. This makes me feel comfortable that I don't feel like I'm in a relationship with someone with a nouveau riche personality, and I always feel like that's pulling down my taste.
Of course, there is no other deep meaning in my parable, nor does it mean to discriminate against certain types of people, just because the Tao is different. My personality doesn't fit in with that type of person, and if I don't get along, it makes me feel very tasteless. Arsenic of the first, honey of the past. Such a person is not to my liking, but it will definitely be in line with the other people's heart. Maybe they don't look down on my type of person, so what I'm trying to say is very simple. The way Bai Zhi spoke was so appealing to me that I decided to give him a chance to plead his case. It's as if criminals have the right to defend themselves. I also want to give Bai Zhi such a right to defend myself, so that I will not regret it in the future.
I nodded slightly, passing on a message to Hakuchi that he could continue.
And Bai Zhi also smiled, indicating that he knew the meaning of my nod.
"Little dream, this story is very long. If you want to trace back to the source, I am afraid that it will be a while away, and I hope you can listen patiently to my account in the meantime. I think the trust I have earned by getting along with you day and night in the past five years can be exchanged for this time. "I already know what Bai Zhi means, and I am also very sure that Bai Zhi's next words will definitely surprise me, so I have no reason to refuse, not to mention that Bai Zhi is very right, he has spent five years with me, and he has helped me take care of a lot of things. In the past five years, not to mention that I have just changed such a little time for talking, even if I am asked to do anything, I can afford it.
"Bai Zhi, grinding and chirping is not your character. I would agree that this is something that will not change, so please hurry up, I have been tossed several times today and need to get a break quickly. "I also sent such a message to Bai Zhi, I will definitely accept what you say, but that premise is that you hurry up and don't continue to talk nonsense.
"The story first happened 13 years ago, and I was surprised that it was 13 years ago. At that time, we were still in junior high school, just in time for the last year of junior high school. That year completely changed the course of my life. Bai Zhi opened his mouth and put forward a number that shocked me, thirteen years, what kind of concept is this, most of my more sensitive memories are five years ago, but suddenly such an era appeared, I am a little concerned. However, no matter how surprised and curious I was, I controlled my thoughts and mouth very well, and did not speculate or interrupt Bai Zhi loudly. I just chose to listen quietly and play the role of a good listener.
"At that time, I had just transferred from the children's school, well, I seem to have forgotten to tell you about my family." As soon as Bai Zhi opened his mouth, he suddenly thought of something and stopped. Then he looked at me and saw that I didn't really care, so he didn't care about it.
In the eyes of the two of us, things like the family environment and background don't play much role in this story. Moreover, even if Bai Zhi didn't confess his family background to me, I could guess that it was a military and political family, otherwise no matter how powerful a businessman or a wealthy family was, it would be impossible to easily help me change my identity.
"Because of my family, I changed schools. Although, I have been the darling of the family since I was a child, everyone is centered on me, and they have spared no effort to cultivate me. However, I really don't like to follow the path they have walked, and I don't like to be arranged to live. So, taking advantage of this transfer, I was also a relief. I thought I couldn't completely break free from this cage, even if it looked like a gorgeous palace in the eyes of others, but in my eyes it was an invisible prison, and I couldn't breathe when I was depressed. However, in the year I transferred, all the trajectories changed, and I didn't get out of that circle because I didn't know what I liked. Bai Zhi didn't finish in one breath, but would take a break in the middle, maybe to give me time to think, maybe to give him time to reminisce.
"I'm not even sure what my preferences are, so what's the point of me getting out of that place. So, despite my inner resistance to my environment, I didn't actually behave in a way that revealed the slightest sense of dissatisfaction. That's it, a bit like the walking dead. The turning point at that time was that I met you, Little Dream. Bai Zhi deliberately paused at this time and looked at me.
And when Bai Zhi looked at me, I also thought of one thing, that is, Bai Zhi knew my true identity.
"I don't like to call you Night Snow, because that's all in the past. However, it was the night snow that gave me a belief that I had a purpose to escape from. You definitely don't remember what happened so many years ago, not to mention that there was already Ye Mochen by your side at that time, even if you didn't, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave a deep impression in your heart. Bai Zhi said such things in a somewhat helpless tone.
That's true, even though I was very lively and cheerful back then, and I made countless friends. However, I am actually a very careless person, and I can't remember everything around me very well. Especially, at that time, I was still devoting myself to Ye Mochen's body, how could I have other energy to share with others.
"At that time, I was really not brilliant enough. Of course, I don't admit it's my own, just because I don't want to be good. I'm tired of being watched all the time, and I'm tired of the feeling of having the aura of the protagonist. I chose to be low-key, at that time it was not difficult for me to be low-key, I had just undergone a training session, my complexion was normal, I would not stand out from the envy of my fair complexion, and I would not be black to impress, it was the kind of color that I would not remember when I put it in the crowd. At that time, I always had a face on my face, and no one else was interested in approaching me and understanding me. So, thankfully, I had a very ordinary life at that time. I think part of the reason is that you and Ye Mochen, Li Xin, and Yin Yao are too famous, and everyone likes to talk about you and observe you. Other than that, don't bother to pay attention to other people. When Bai Zhi said this, it had already begun to gradually bring back my memories.
At least, at that time, these memories were still beautiful and moving, and I don't regret having those memories of that year, after all, these are an indispensable part of my life, and it is with these experiences that I have become the unique person I am today, and no one can copy and paste.
"On that day, I remember that I was still quite normal and ready to go to the cafeteria to eat. However, you didn't go with Ye Mochen that day, even if I didn't deliberately pay attention to you, in that environment, I was forced to know your existence, your appearance, and your inseparability. However, I am not curious about this, because how you have nothing to do with me. I was a little surprised when Bai Zhi said this, I knew that Bai Zhi was not keen on gossip, but it really surprised me to say such indifferent words.
"It's amazing that you may have been in adolescence at that time, and I don't know why you suddenly caught you passing by me. Ignoring Li Xin and Yin Yao's nervous expressions, you and the two of them said with a very arrogant attitude If Ye Mochen disagrees with your dream, then you will change to a man who can accept your dream. You put your arm around me as you say this. A smile appeared on the corner of Bai Zhi's mouth as he recalled.
I do have such a thing in my impression, but the boy was not like this at the beginning, it seems that not only the female college has changed eighteen, but the male college has also changed eighteen.
"To tell you the truth, I was scared by you, and I forgot that I had a habit of cleanliness because of your inexplicable behavior. At that time, no matter how mature our minds were, after all, we were only junior high school students, and many things were not very clear. Especially for me, I have very few girls I have come into contact with, and I was so impressed by your actions