Modern romance

Chapter 289: I'm so sad

Gu Changqing and Zhao Yi sat in the hospital's tea room.

Because Zhao Yi promised Li Jia that he would personally send Gu Changqing back to the room, Li Jia went back first, so that the two of them could talk alone.

Gu Changqing first greeted him and him, and learned about their current situation, Gu Changqing was surprised that Xie Fang had said that Zhao Yi would come back at the beginning of the year, but there was no news.

Zhao Yi said with a smile: "Because the academic exchange meeting has been postponed due to events, and Mr. Wilson went to Africa for free medical treatment during this time, I, as his assistant, of course have to follow." Therefore, I did not return to China until this month's academic exchange meeting. ”

He asked about her injuries again, and after Gu Changqing told him that he was fine, he asked about Feng Jue's situation, and Zhao Yi briefly explained.

When Gu Changqing heard that Feng Jue might become a vegetative person if he didn't wake up again, his eyes couldn't help but turn black for a while. Zhao Yi saw that her face was pale, and hurriedly comforted: "Actually, the chance of waking up is quite big, it's just a matter of time, I will persuade my cousin again and let her agree to you to see your cousin, which is also good for my cousin." ”

Gu Changqing was grateful: "Thank you." ”

Zhao Yi glanced at her, then lowered his head and stirred the drink in front of him, "My cousin has been under a lot of pressure recently, my cousin's grandfather was hospitalized because he heard that my cousin had an accident and had a heart attack, his grandmother has to take care of that side, my cousin's husband has a lot of work and can't help too much, my cousin has taken leave, she has to worry about everything, Beijing and Inner Mongolia are running on both sides, she is really sad during this time......"

Gu Changqing shook his head: "I don't blame her, I can understand her feelings." ”

She's just a sad mother

Chen Yi was right, from the beginning, she shouldn't have accepted him, and now that he has become like this, she can't say that this is his own volition, and it has nothing to do with her. She has a responsibility.

After chatting a few words, Zhao Yi considered that she had injuries on her body and needed a good rest, so he sent her back to the room.

Gu Changqing was in a wheelchair, and Zhao Yi pushed her. He looked ahead, step by step,

"Changqing, thank you back then......" he said softly.

When Gu Changqing heard it, she knew that he was talking about the million, she turned her head slightly and said, "Auntie is someone I respect very much......

"You...... Do you still blame me? When he faced her, he couldn't ask

Gu Changqing shook his head again: "I don't remember the past. ”

Zhao Yi's heart was gloomy, and he sighed softly.

When I walked to the door of the ward, I saw Huang Tao standing there with a cane.

He was wearing wide casual clothes, and his posture with a cane was a little funny, if it was usual, Gu Changqing would definitely seize the opportunity to laugh at him, but now, she was not in the mood.

After Zhao Yi sent her back to the room, he turned around and left.

Huang Tao watched Gu Changqing say goodbye to Zhao Yi familiarly, and couldn't help but glance at Zhao Yi a few more times, seeing that it was a personable man, he twisted his heart slightly.

"Who is this? You guys seem to know each other well? Huang Tao asked casually.

"Friend of the hour, I didn't expect to meet here." Gu Changqing walked to the bedside

"Childhood sweetheart?" Huang Tao asked jokingly, and then walked over on crutches, but when he heard Gu Changqing's "um", the crutches flicked slightly, and he sat down on the chair next to Gu Changqing's bed.

Gu Changqing asked about Li Jia, and Huang Tao said that she went out to call. Gu Changqing remembered that the recent things in the company were thanks to her, she had to take care of herself and look at the company, it must be very hard.

"Listen to Li Jia, you went to see Feng Jue just now......" Huang Tao had already learned everything from Li Jia's mouth, he looked at her face, and saw that there were still some red marks on her face, thinking that Feng Jue's mother's slap was not light, he couldn't help but feel a little distressed in his heart.

He leaned over and reached out to touch her face, as soon as the tips of his fingers touched her face, Gu Changqing wanted to avoid it, but when he raised his eyes and saw his eyes, the fluorescent light in the narrow phoenix eyes was flowing, full of worry and distress, Gu Changqing was slightly stunned and forgot to avoid it.

"Why bother ......," Huang Tao said softly.

Gu Changqing lowered his eyes, "I owe him ...... His anger, I should bear ......"

"Let's go when Feng Jue wakes up, you're just boring yourself."

Gu Changqing's heart was sour, "The doctor said that he may not wake up ......"

Gu Changqing's heart ached, but she didn't want to show it in front of him, she lay down, turned her back to him, and then covered her head with the quilt and cried silently.

Huang Tao looked at her trembling figure under the quilt, his heart was numb and painful, he sat next to her, through the quilt, and gently hugged her, wanting to give her comfort and warmth.

In the evening, Feng Jue's aunt suddenly came to find him.

When Gu Changqing saw her, he was startled: "But what happened to Feng Jue?" She was already asleep, and she got out of bed in shock.

Li Jia hurriedly helped her and stuffed a big pillow behind her to make her more comfortable.

Aunt Feng Jue made a reassuring gesture and said with a smile: "It's okay, Feng Jue is fine, you don't have to worry." ”

Gu Changqing's heart was relieved at this time.

Aunt Feng Jue sat down on the chair prepared by Li Jia, and she looked at Gu Changqing, "My surname is Ma, and my name is Ma Qinghong." You can call me Aunt Ma. ”

Gu Changqing knew that she wouldn't come over for no reason, so he asked, "Aunt Ma, do you have anything to do with me?" ”

Li Jia served tea to the guests and went out, leaving the space for them.

Ma Qinghong sat upright, she looked at Gu Changqing and said, "I came this time to invite you to see Feng Jue, I think what Dr. Zhao said is very reasonable." Feng Jue can not even care about your life for you, which shows your status in his heart. Chen Yi is angry, but as long as she is angry, she will understand this truth. ”

"But if I go over, will my aunt be angry again?"

Ma Qinghong shook her head and sighed, "She has had many accidents at home during this time, she is exhausted, but she is working hard for her son, she may have been stimulated just now and fainted, I have already asked someone to send her back to the hotel to rest, she will not come over tonight." ”

Ma Qinghong paused and said: "The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear." I always feel that you will be able to wake up Feng Jue. Seriously, my husband blamed himself for this incident, saying that he shouldn't have let Feng Jue come with him at all, and he also had a lot of responsibility if he had an accident. Therefore, I really hope that Feng Jue can wake up soon and recover as soon as possible. ”

Ma Qinghong held her hand: "Miss Gu, can you go now?" ”

Gu Changqing didn't agree, she had been waiting for this opportunity, at that moment, she got dressed, walked out with Ma Qinghong, saw Li Jia, and said to Li Jia, Li Jia was not at ease, and wanted to follow, afraid that he would be bullied by Chen Yi again

Gu Changqing held her hand and said, "It's okay, don't worry, you have worked hard during this time, you have a good rest, don't be tired"

After speaking, he insisted on letting Li Jia rest earlier, and he and Ma Qinghong walked towards Feng Jue's ward.

Coming to Feng Jue's ward, Ma Qinghong pushed open the door of the ward and said, "I have sent the nurse away, you can stay alone with him." ”

"Thank you." Gu Changqing said

Ma Qinghong looked at the ward and sighed: "It's all for Feng Jue......" turned his head and looked at her again: "Go in, or he has been waiting for you for a long time." ”

Gu Changqing walked in

The room was very dimly lit, except for a small wall lamp on the wall, which emitted a faint light.

Feng Jue was lying on the hospital bed, with a lot of tubes inserted in his body, a thick head bag, and a lot of instruments placed beside him. There was a strong smell of disinfectant in the air.

Gu Changqing walked over and looked at Feng Jue through the faint light. suddenly understood why Chen Yi was so angry

Is this still Feng Jue?

Feng Jue in his memory is always in high spirits, with thick eyebrows flying, blazing eyes, and a kind of vitality all over his body, and he is the focus of the crowd wherever he goes

But now he was lying motionless on the hospital bed, his face was white and blue, and his face was as stiff as a sculpture. Lifeless, lifeless

Gu Changqing felt sad in her heart, tears flowed down unconsciously, she covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.

She sat down beside him and held his hand, his hand has always been scorching, even on a cold day, there will be a bubbling temperature flowing out, which seems to warm people's hearts, but now it is a little cold, Gu Changqing covered his hand vigorously, and sobbed silently

"Feng Jue, are you punishing me? So you did it, I'm really sad now, even when I knew that my biological father was going to kill me, I wasn't so sad, you did it, don't you see it with your own eyes? ”

Gu Changqing buried his face in his hands, and tears slipped into his palms drop by drop

"I know, you blame me, blame me for not persevering, but Feng Jue, from the beginning I was so scared, I pretended to be strong, pretended to be brave, but I was always afraid, I was trembling, cautious, to achieve my goals one after another, many times, I was so tired, so cold, so lonely...... I know I shouldn't accept you, I know we're not suitable, and I know that no matter how close you get, I should not hesitate to push you away...... But, but, you are so warm, so that I can't help but want to get closer, you have such reliable shoulders, I can't help but want to rely on when I'm tired, so, I selfishly approached you, I ignored everything, and deceived myself to find a lot of reasons, I grasped the only warmth, the only true feeling, thinking, one day, I can have my own happiness and joy like other girls......"

Tears flowed all over his palms, drop by drop, scorching hot, every tear was her helplessness, every tear was her heartache

"But reality is reality, and there is no fluke. God let me be reborn, not for me to selfishly find happiness and joy, I have my mission, how can I only think about making myself happy before the mission is completed...... All the insuitability is revealed, I have affected you again and again, what I have done will be difficult for others to accept, how can I completely blame your family? But I have put you in a dilemma, you have been blamed by your family, you have been ridiculed by those around you, and your future has been hindered...... Feng Jue, it is precisely because I love you that I don't want to embarrass you anymore, why can't you understand? Feng Jue, now that you have become like this because of me, do you know how uncomfortable I am, Feng Jue, I had known that this was the case, I would rather be shot to death at that time......"

Gu Changqing lay on the side of his bed, lowered his voice and cried bitterly, out of breath, in a short period of time, he almost shed a lifetime of tears

"Feng Jue, you wake up, I want you to be well...... Feng Jue, are you okay when you wake up? I'm so sad, you know, I'm so sad......"

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