946 I Really Can Only Be Your Friend
Xiao Cheng just walked out of the door of the Tai Hospital when he saw Leng Xiao walking over, Xiao Cheng was happy in his heart, and he didn't have to run errands now.
"General Leng." Little Orange hurriedly saluted.
Leng Xiao nodded politely at Xiaocheng, and then stepped into the door of the Tai Hospital.
"You're here." said that he didn't care, but Xia Ye'er had already been waiting in the courtyard of the Tai Hospital, and in Xia Ye'er's heart, Leng Xiao was a special existence, and he was also a person he owed to.
"What are you going to do when you come out, stay good, it's cold outside." It's autumn now, and Leng Xiao himself is nothing, but I'm just worried that Xia Ye'er will be infected with the wind cold.
"It's not cold, it's fine." Xia Ye'er shook her head.
"Now that the wind chill is prevalent, let's go in quickly." Leng Xiao saw that Xia Ye'er was wearing such a thin dress, so he quickly took Xia Ye'er's hand and walked in.
"The meal is ready, sit down and eat, I'm worried that you won't get used to it." Xia Ye'er pointed to the food on the table just now and said.
Leng Xiao smiled:
"It doesn't have to be so grand, we are all acquaintances, just eat some home-cooked food, these days are outside, but I also miss the home-cooked food I usually eat." Leng Xiao remembered the days outside, he was nothing, and when he thought of his soldiers, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart.
But Xia Ye'er was still here, and she couldn't show that kind of feeling, so she quickly put away her sadness and smiled.
"Hurry up and sit down, Xiao Cheng was worried just now, the food will not taste good if it is cold." Xia Ye'er sat down, and Leng Xiao also sat down.
"Why did you suddenly think of inviting me to dinner, didn't you want to see me?" Leng Xiao's tone was sour.
"Why don't you want to see you, you are my friend, a very good friend, I naturally hope that you can be safe, well, and naturally I want to see you." Xia Ye'er knew that she was sorry for Leng Xiao, so she also blamed herself in her tone.
"I didn't want to set foot on the battlefield, I once thought I could live my life flat, but I found that I was wrong, some people have no meaning in living in this world, but after meeting another person, it has meaning, such as me, and then I figured it out, maybe I exist to know that it is to give you a fulfillment."
Leng Xiao's voice has changed a lot, after a long time on the battlefield, it is no longer the indulgent and relaxed voice it used to be, and any decision made by himself on the battlefield carries the lives of 60,000 people.
"I'm sorry, I forcibly changed your will and let you live in this world with a lifestyle you don't like, but I'm also helpless, if I were a man, I wouldn't let you fight for me."
Xia Ye'er often thinks that if she were a boy, she would definitely go to the battlefield by herself, and she wouldn't have to let Leng Xiao die and do things she didn't like.
"It's not necessary, you are a girl I have never seen, the girls around me in the past are like girls like Xu Meier, they always like to stick on me, I don't like it, but you are different, really different."
This is to confess his heart to himself, he has never spoken to himself like this before, and he has never said such a thing, Xia Ye'er knows that these are what Leng Xiao really thinks in his heart.
"I like you, Xia Ye'er, I also want you to be by my side, but I know that you are not the kind of person who is willing to be mediocre, nor is you the kind of person who is willing to stay by my side." Leng Xiao clearly knew that the person Xia Ye'er liked was not him at all, but he was really reluctant to leave.
"You've never said anything like that to me before." Xia Ye'er lowered her head.
Leng Xiao sneered:
"It doesn't matter if you say it or not, in the past, now, and in the future, you won't give me any chance, I understand this, so it doesn't matter if you don't say it."
In fact, Leng Xiao was right, even if he said it before, Xia Ye'er would not accept Leng Xiao, but now he suddenly heard what Leng Xiao hated himself, and he still felt a little sorry for him.
There is only one heart, and it cannot be divided into two parts, so when there is already someone in the heart, there will be no room for the second one, and the order of appearance is really important in the life of a person.
If Leng Xiao didn't have a favorite person when he appeared, he might really fall in love with him, after all, who doesn't like excellent people?
"Leng Xiao, I really appreciate everything you have done for me, however, I can really only be your friend." When Xia Ye'er said this, she was also very uncomfortable in her heart, but this is reality, there is no way to change it, and there is no ability to change it, people are emotional animals, you can have feelings, but you can't dominate feelings.
"I already know these things, why do you need to say it again, in fact, I led the soldiers to fight, and it was good, before that, I could not think about you, I have my soldiers in my heart, I know that I can't delay my life in the world because of my children's personal feelings, but you are the biggest motivation for me to persevere."
When Leng Xiao was in the barracks, he clearly knew that he couldn't think about Xia Ye'er, because he might make a slight mistake and cause everyone's death, and a little slack would wipe out the whole army.
It's been half a year, I've changed a lot, and when I saw Xia Ye'er again, I realized that if you really like someone, it's impossible to completely forget, you think you've forgotten, and when you meet again, you'll understand everything.
"We are very good friends, I owe you a favor, I know, maybe I can't change it in the future, I still want to see you, even if I feel sorry for you, because you are my friend, I treat you as a friend." Xia Ye'er is also talking about her inner thoughts now.
"I don't want to suddenly find you one day, that's really bad, but I know you'll still leave, so I don't expect anything from anyone, you can go wherever you want, just remember, I'm still thinking about you." Leng Xiao took a sip of wine, and his heart warmed a lot, but no matter how warm he was, he still felt sad.
"Eat more, these are all made for you, I asked Xiaocheng to tell the kitchen to make them for you, I don't know how to cook, I'm worried that it will burn down the hospital."
Xia Ye'er said embarrassedly.
"If it were you, you would really be able to do such a thing." Leng Xiao heard that Xia Ye'er could talk like a joke to herself, but her heart was much warmer, at least now they were talking and joking the same as before.
"Girl, this is warm wine."
At this time, Xiao Cheng walked in with a pot of warm wine, because he was worried that Leng Xiao's stomach would not be able to stand it if he was hungry and full on the battlefield, so Xia Ye'er specially ordered Xiao Cheng to warm the wine.
"You drink a warm bar, so your stomach won't be too uncomfortable."