Chapter 117: The Lonely
In the dead of night, the sound of footsteps echoes in the silent corridors, making them particularly loud. Gu Xuan, who had just left to arrange a room for Jolly, knew who was chasing him without even thinking about it.
"What's the matter?" Gu Xuan took a deep breath and turned around to ask Sibia, who had caught up.
He knew what the girl meant, and he also sensed the girl's emotions. But this emotion doesn't have to be in love, right? Maybe it's worship, but it's also the thanksgiving of being saved.
Of course, the most important thing is Gu Xuan, he doesn't like Spiya.
The falling flowers are intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless.
"Do you have someone you like?" Sibia's pretty face was still low, but she wanted to know the specific reason why Gu Xuan rejected her.
Gu Xuan shook his head helplessly, he couldn't accept Sibia's intentions, and he didn't have the root point to take Sibia.
The messenger of the main god, shuttling through the various dungeon worlds, sounds very dreamy and beautiful, but is this really the case?
When you appear in a completely unfamiliar world, an unfamiliar street, you can be stunned for 10 minutes and don't know where to go. This sense of emptiness magnifies the loneliness in my heart countless times.
It was far more lonely than being an orphan in his previous life. Because even though he was alone, he was indeed born into the world.
But the identity of the main god's messenger means that he does not belong to any of the dungeon worlds at all, which also means that there is no place for him anywhere.
This is not a fact that can be changed by using the purchase identity of the main god paradise or by forging your own identity.
He can indeed make a big fuss in any dungeon world, regardless of doing whatever he wants, without thinking about the so-called consequences. But he's not that kind of person, and he can't do that kind of thing.
It's like those ghosts and ghosts who wear human skin, who have done all kinds of inhuman evil, and their hearts have long since fallen inhumanly into the abyss. If he did the above things, then what was the difference between him and these ghosts?
This is also the reason why Gu Xuan tried not to be emotionally involved with the original characters in the copy world of Scarlet Pupils.
He doesn't belong here, and he's going to leave after all.
"Spia!" Gu Xuan slowly exhaled the deep breath in his chest and said seriously: "I'm not from the Empire!" ”
"What?"
Although she couldn't see Spiya's pretty face in the dark night, she could feel the shocked look on the other party's face from this exclamation.
"Actually, I traveled from the East, which is quite far away from the Empire, so when the Empire is overthrown, I will also end my trip and return to the East."
Sibia's pupils contracted sharply, as if she was consuming the content of this passage, and even produced a lie that Gu Xuan had made up to reject her.
However, it was indeed as she guessed, this was a lie made up by Gu Xuan, but the ending was the same.
The level of technology of the Crimson Pupil is the ancient of the previous life, and it is unimaginable for ordinary people to be able to travel all over the territory of the empire, let alone go to another land far away from this land.
Therefore, after Gu Xuan overthrew the empire, he ended his travel and went to the East, which was equivalent to returning to the main god paradise, and he would never be able to return to the land of the empire.
"So, Sbia, can you give up everything you have and go with me to the East?" Gu Xuan snapped his fingers, and a faint fire lit up on his thumb, illuminating the faces of the two of them.
Sibiya looked at Gu Xuan's heavy and serious face, and knew that the other party was not speaking. She couldn't help the emotion in her heart and said, "I... I ......"
However, she only felt as if someone was pressing her throat with a fist, and she was so oppressed that she could not speak at all.
So Spiya lowered her head, her eyes darkened, and she stopped trembling and muttering. She was clearly aware of her own intentions, and she did not have the determination to give up everything!
This is a very normal situation, she has her own identity, status, friends, relatives, etc. It's like it's impossible for Gu Xuan to take her away, and he doesn't think about her own world at all. It's the same for Spiya, it's impossible for her to ignore her father and give up everything to follow Gu Xuan to the East.
Although Sibia is better than other noble ladies in all aspects, she doesn't know where to go, but going to a strange land, not to mention all the dangers on the way, just the scene of living in a strange land, she can't imagine it at all!
In the faint light of the fire, Spiya's appearance looked so quiet and beautiful. Her expression of pain overflowing, as long as she is not hard-hearted, she can't help but step forward to care for and comfort her.
But Gu Xuan just wanted her to thoroughly understand that the huge gap between the two people's situation would cut off all this possibility! Otherwise, when Sibia was really captured by him with all his heart, and he couldn't give the other party an explanation, he could only leave this copy world without hesitation.
He can't do this kind of behavior, so when he decides, he will decide, which is the best GE for the two of them.
Gu Xuan didn't say anything more, just like he had defeated Sibia a year ago, he didn't give any comfort to her in the face of her loss, and turned around and left directly.
As for the faint sound of Sbia sobbing in the cloister after he left, he could only sigh again.
The night is getting deeper and deeper, and many people are destined to be unable to sleep. Gu Xuan, who returned to his room, was lying on the soft bed, obviously his spirit was very tired after a day of fighting, but he didn't feel a trace of sleepiness.
"It's so lonely." Gu Xuan looked at the pitch-black ceiling and said stupidly.
In his previous life, he had always been alone, and he heard that loneliness is divided into ten levels, and when a person reaches the seventh level, there is no need for a woman at all.
In his previous life, once he was chopping vegetables, and he accidentally cut a large amount of blood on his finger.
Frowning, he simply stopped the bleeding by himself, went to the hospital to bandage by himself, and recuperated after returning. Go home by yourself and eat at the restaurant by yourself.
When I'm bored, I'm watching a movie alone, and when I want to go out, I'm shopping alone. This kind of life has been deeply imprinted in Gu Xuan's heart, in short:
He was a loner.
He has already built his inner world into only himself, and he doesn't even think it's bad to be alone. The same is true for Agulola. After all, the two are the same people, loners.
They can accept each other, probably because the two lick each other's wounds and dispel part of their loneliness, and this part is the mood of wanting to be with each other.
So it was the appearance of Agulola that changed him. Let Gu Xuan want to build a home for the two, and let him voluntarily want to expand the world that accommodates himself, to the extent that he can accommodate Agulola, and belong to the world of the two of them.
Not every man wants a harem life that embraces left and right, for Gu Xuan, having Agulola is enough. Therefore, for Gu Xuan's inner world, it is no longer possible to accommodate other women.
After all, people are upset, so:
"Agulola, I miss you......"