"It wasn't until he said those words to me that I realized that he wasn't going to give in to me anyway, and he just made up his mind to take revenge on my family and my parents for what they had done to him in the first place. So, I won't ask him, because I know that no matter how much I say, it's all clouds and nonsense to him, but it will bring him a greater sense of accomplishment. At that time, my heart was not shocked, why? Because the heart is like ashes, and there is no greater grief than the death of the heart. I don't know what I can do but cry. Actually, I don't want to shed tears, because it looks too cowardly, not to mention that I don't want to show that man such a sad side of me, I don't want him to feel happy. Even though I was already lying like this in the hospital, I was still unwilling to compromise with him and make a little concession to him. I kept getting a lot of tears out of my eyes, and I don't know why. You say I'm sad and desperate, but it doesn't count. Because, I have already learned about that man's skills and style, and I look down on everything. You say I'm not sad, I'm not desperate, and it's not accurate. Because, aren't these tears just sad for my baby who has not yet come and is about to say goodbye to this world at a glance at this prosperous world. Anyway, no matter what I say, I'm still there, just crying. ”

"My body is getting tired and my signs of life seem to be getting weaker and weaker. At that time, the spiritual pillar that supported me to live for so long was to protect my baby, but now I can't protect my baby. I've lost even the last of my spiritual support, so what else do I have to be nostalgic for? Is there anything in this world that I can't let go, no. I thought a lot, but I really didn't, so why do I still have to live in this world so painfully? Why don't I end my life as soon as possible so that I can be with my parents, so that I can see my baby, what my unborn baby looks like? With this thought, I gave up my desire to live. I was a little confused, and all I could hear was the man anxiously calling out to the doctor, asking the doctor what was wrong with me? Why don't you answer his words now, why don't you shed tears, why do you feel like I'm going to leave this world at any moment? The doctor was also frightened by this man's tone, who said no, no one would think how important I was to this man, if I was really important to that man, he would not force me into this desperate situation, because he was reluctant. However, this man has pushed me into a situation where I have to give up my existence, so that no one will feel that I have any influence on him. Therefore, when the man questioned the doctor like that, I could only slightly sense that the doctor was a little flustered and a little nervous. In this regard, that doctor really won the title of a miracle doctor for nothing, his medical skills are really not very good, or his medical skills are very good, but compared to Bai Zhi, it is still very different. Bai Zhi, whether he is in medical skills or in terms of behavior, he can do it without changing his face or heartbeat, and he can calmly analyze and judge the situation in front of him. ”

The doctor's flustered tone angered the man even more. I rarely see this man get angry, and he thinks it's a particularly tasteless thing to do. According to his character, if he is really angry, then the more evil and presumptuous he will laugh, and the more people who provoke him, the more he will suffer. I thought that he was so uncontrollably uncontrollable because I didn't listen to him and chose to end my life before he could achieve the effect he wanted. Because, there are really many things in the world that cannot be controlled, but in his eyes, there are none. I've always been the one who understands him the most and the one who doesn't understand him the most. I can easily see through his real anger, but I haven't seen his ambitious heart for more than ten years. It doesn't matter if he is a master of disguise, or if I don't know how to look at people, the results are already there, and I don't have the ability to do anything more. What if I do more than that? My parents are still away from me forever, they will never talk and laugh at me again like I did when I was a child, loss is loss, and eternal loss cannot come back. ”

"I wanted to laugh at the man, I wanted to laugh at his naivety and stupidity, I wanted to laugh at his hubris. He always thinks that as long as he wants to do something, as long as he wants to do something, he will definitely achieve the effect he wants. It's ridiculous, who am I? I'm a night snow, he's forgotten my character. The reason why I want to put away my hedgehog is simply because I love him. Because I love him, I am willing to put away all my sharpness and all my minions for him. However, at that time, I couldn't say that I didn't love him anymore, but I would never do that kind of thing that I would be willing to give everything for him again. People, sometimes it's enough to be really stupid once, and it is something that cannot be forgiven if you are stupid again. ”

"I just want to use my life to fight back against that man, I don't believe that in our two relationships of more than ten years, there is only use and use, and there are no other superfluous emotions at all. If we met in adulthood, I may think that it is still a correct inference, that there is almost no emotion in adult affairs, because their purest and most sincere emotions are dedicated to their youth at that time, and they are so high-spirited. Therefore, I dare to say that I am sure that there is still some affection between that man and me, this is something I can rely on, I also want to see his painful appearance, I also want to see his mood that he can't ask for, he just wants to see that everything about me is in his expectation, then I am not as good as he wants, that is, I can't cheapen him, let him think that everything is under his control. ”

"When I heard the doctor say that I might not be able to save it, the man was silent for a long time, not answering a word. I started to lose my mind later in life. I thought I was reunited with my baby, I thought I could be reunited with my parents. I didn't want to end up and found out that everything was just a dream.

"When I became conscious again, I realized that I had woken up in a completely unfamiliar environment. I didn't have the slightest familiarity with the scene, and I couldn't see it with my eyes at the time, so I could only judge my situation by other senses, and I couldn't make an accurate judgment about where I was. The only thing I sensed was silence around me, so quiet that I thought I was really dead. However, I was confused again, if I really died, why didn't I see my parents? Why didn't I see my poor baby? Why can't I see anything? When I asked myself three questions in a row, the answers gradually emerged. Quite simply, I'm not dead. It is precisely because I am not dead that the answers to the first three questions seem logical. ”

"Are you awake? At that time, I was still thinking about why I was still living in this world, when a gentle voice sounded in my ears. I have heard the man's voice when he speaks to me gently, and when the man says these words, his voice is gentle but always wears an evil aura, which makes people more attracted to it, and it is easy to fall into the love network he has compiled and lose his way. However, this voice sounds very clean and clear, without a drop of impurities, and it is not an exaggeration to describe his voice as an angel. Even if I have not seen what a real angel looks like, the sound of his voice does not delay my analogy, because everyone has a certain impression of angels in their hearts. I didn't immediately answer something to the man who sounded like an angel because what could I do if I woke up, and what could I change if I didn't wake up. Whether I wake up or not, I can't do anything, I really hate, I hate why I'm so bad, I can't change anything. When the angelic man saw that I was slow to answer his question, he had to go on to say something to me. ”

"You can rest assured that your child is healthy, safe and beautiful. Your body also needs to be well cultivated, as long as you can guarantee that you will not harm your body within three to five years, you will have no problem restoring your previous level of health. ”

"What did you say?" I had some suspicions that I was hallucinating, otherwise how could I have heard him say that my baby was beautiful?

"I said, you have successfully given birth to a lovely boy who is very healthy. There is nothing wrong with your body, as long as you cultivate well, your body will be back to normal after three or five years. ”

"Where is this?" I didn't ask to see my baby right away, because I wanted to find out where it was and if he was cheating on me. If I really believed him, and went to him with joy to ask him about my baby, then I would have been even worse if the man had arranged the trap. After burning infinite expectations in my heart, I was crushed and destroyed again, and I didn't want to suffer such a blow again. So, I'd rather investigate where this is and what's going on here.