The disgust and fear of blood and corpses, which I don't know why, suddenly disappeared.

Lin Xi didn't know why.

When she got away from the task just now and calmed down, Lin Xi thought of one thing, her hands were also stained with blood and human life, even if it was because of the mission.

To be honest, Lin Xi never thought of such a day.

She remembers that more than four months ago, she was a confused senior in college, worried about finding a job, and would imagine what her future would be like, maybe a small clerk, a teacher, or a housewife.

But I never imagined that I was no longer ordinary, no longer an ordinary person.

When I first came to the base, I really thought I was a little detective, and my fate was really impermanent.

Lin Xi has always had a little problem, when she is upset, she likes to think nonsense, even if she thinks about meaningless things, she will vent her emotions through these nonsense, and then it is Lin Xi who has nothing to do with herself.

Lin Xi knew that although she occasionally yearned for the beauty of the world, she was an indifferent and indifferent person in her bones, and she would not easily give her sincerity, whether it was friendship or family affection. However, she will naturally abide by her duties and play her role well.

Yes, she's been acting.

From the beginning to the end, no one saw it, no relatives, teachers, classmates, friends, none of them. In their eyes, she has always been "perfect", a filial and obedient girl, a hard-working student, a classmate who helps each other, and an understanding friend, these are the perfect images she deliberately created for herself.

Lin Xi has always known himself very well, but he has also been suppressing himself.

She felt that life was boring, so she had no goal all the time, so she was at peace with what happened, so she was willing to fall.

Today, after this brief fight, looking at the bloody scene in front of her, she suddenly felt that her blood was about to boil, and she suddenly didn't want to hide it anymore, so let the wildness in her bones be released wantonly.

Maybe indifferent people are rational, even if Lin Xi no longer hides her true nature, she clearly knows what to do and what not to do.

Maybe Nuwa also saw the wildness and indifference in her bones, such a person probably has no heart, so she gave her this power that can destroy the world.

Lin Xi does not deny that she is a person with a strong desire to destroy, for example, she is not easy to get angry, but when she is angry, her favorite thing is to dismantle things, but she prefers to destroy them directly rather than demolishing them.

But because of that rationality, she wouldn't be like Professor Liu in her dreams.

Just like Jun Yue once told her, their identity is to maintain justice, and now that she has enough strength, she will also protect Huaxia, the family, and the small family of the base.

Lin Xi couldn't help but glance at Jun Yue.

Jun Yue felt Lin Xi's gaze, he was originally sleeping lightly with his head down, but he opened his eyes in an instant, raised his head and looked at Lin Xi suspiciously.

Lin Xi smiled slightly: "Are you okay?" ”

Jun Yue obviously didn't expect Lin Xi to ask like this, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "The loss of mental power is a bit large, just rest." ”

Jun Yue felt that she was a little different from before, was it her attitude towards him, or the aura around her? He couldn't even find out.