Chapter 449: Obsession (I)
Chapter 449: Obsession (I)
Xu Siyu looked at Aunt Qin, who was smiling, and only felt that her heart was beating hard.
When he was very young, he heard people sigh that if Aunt Tong's child did not die, the one who was born would be the eldest son...... But he never doubted that Aunt Qin lit a long-life lamp for Aunt Tong, and would do a ritual for her every year. He also asked Aunt Qin who Aunt Tong was. Aunt Qin said that Aunt Tong was her best sister, and also talked about how beautiful Aunt Tong looked, how good the needle and thread were, how gentle her temperament was, and how generous she was to others...... To this day, he still remembers Aunt Qin's gentle look of remembrance at that time.
Can ...... now
He felt a chill in his heart, and couldn't help grabbing Aunt Qin's arm and shouting "Auntie", wanting to ask something, but he didn't know how to ask.
Aunt Qin turned a deaf ear to Xu Siyu's actions.
She laughed to herself for a while, then suddenly her face sank, and she muttered, "I envy Sister Biyu so much." Whatever she sees, she will see, and what words come out of her mouth are softer than mine. Mrs. Tai likes it, Mrs. II likes it, and Master Hou also likes it. When I heard my wife say that she had a pointed belly and was pregnant with a son, I thought to myself, how can someone's life be so good that she can take the lead in everything.
When she returned to the house, she said that she was a little uncomfortable, and asked the little maid to fetch water for her to soak her feet. Those little maids are all new to the house, and they are very stupid. Every time I asked them to fetch water, it was either too hot or too cold, and I had to teach them. And I can't teach it a few times. I was also very tired that day, and I didn't want to help her fetch water, so I served her to soak her feet like a little maid. I went to Aunt Wen's. ”
She leaned back, leaned back on the bed, and then squirmed around the quilt and put it on top of her.
"As a result,......" Aunt Qin's voice lowered, "When I returned to the house, her lower body was already covered in blood...... The mother sent by Madame was not a mother who served pregnant women at all, but a mother who was in charge of affairs. She didn't know how to save people at all, she only knew to call the maids and mother-in-law in the house to discuss how to return to her wife so that she could shirk the punishment...... I had to go to the main house with my stomach up......
"Madame ignored me at all, and the little maid pushed me to Mother Tao...... That night, there was no moon, only a few stars in the sky, and it was pitch black. I am also pregnant, and I am afraid that there will be three long and two short...... I begged the maid to tell her wife...... She taunted me, saying that I had lived in the same courtyard with two aunts for a long time, thinking that I was also an aunt, and I couldn't stop calling someone...... I was so angry that I cried...... While crying, I went to Tao's mother's house...... I felt very aggrieved in my heart...... Aunt Wen, I can't compare...... I am indeed inferior to Aunt Tong. But no matter what, after all, I am pregnant with the heir of the Hou Ye. What's more, when the three of them are together, I always do something, how can I learn my aunt's style......
"I thought, I've got to have a son. gave birth to a son, and Mrs. Tai will definitely raise me as an aunt for the sake of her grandson. When the time comes, let those people see that I am also a serious aunt, not a person who is Zhang and Qiao and arrogant just because I am pregnant. It's better to be the eldest son......"
At this, she paused.
Xu Siyu only felt that his throat and eyes were dry like smoke, his voice was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.
"The road to Tao's mother is dark and long." Aunt Qin said authentically, "I held my stomach in one hand and the green brick next to the road in the other, and walked forward cautiously. It was silent, only the sound of my footsteps. She was a little emotional. The more I walked, the more scared I became, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became. Aunt Tong was red, and it wasn't me who was involved, I kindly came to report the news, but I suffered such a row from the little maid in vain, knowing that I was pregnant, and instructed me to find Tao's mother. If it was Aunt Wen who went to report the letter, would Mrs. ignore it? Does that little girl dare to teach such a lesson? After all, it's just bullying me for being a roommate...... Besides, if something happens to Aunt Tong, it's not my fault. As a housewife, isn't there anything wrong with the lady? As little maids on duty, are they not wrong? They are not in a hurry, what am I anxious about? Since I was asked to find Mother Tao, I'll go to Mother Tao......" Aunt Qin said and paused again.
This time, her pause was longer, her mouth tightly pursed into a slit, and there was a bit of stubbornness between her eyebrows.
Xu Siyu looked at it and trembled in his heart. His intuition told him that the next step would definitely not be a good thing, and that he should just stop and stop listening. But the curiosity that couldn't stop popping up in my heart hid my intuition like a stormy wave.
He heard his voice hoarse, "So, what happened?" ”
"Later......" The corners of Aunt Qin's mouth curled slightly, revealing a thoughtful smile, "I'm a pregnant woman, and it's the dead of night, so naturally I can only hold on to the wall and walk forward slowly......"
That smile was so dazzling that Xu Siyu only felt that his eyes were stabbed. He couldn't help but snap out, "How can you do this? ”
The stern tone made Aunt Qin's expression change. She replied loudly: "I didn't, I didn't kill Sister Biyu!" It's the lady, it's the jasper that the lady killed. I just don't want her to have a firstborn. She said, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows showed a little stubbornness, "And Madame also said that even if the doctor is found, the child will not be saved." It was Madame who killed Jasper. Madame saw that Sister Biyu was bleeding all over the bed, and she didn't even call a doctor. After Mrs. Tai and Mrs. II rushed over, they asked people to call the doctor. ”
Xu Siyu looked at the panicked woman in front of him complicatedly, and slowly lowered his head.
For a while, the room was quiet, only Aunt Qin's tight panting.
Xiao Luzi and Lianjiao, who were hiding behind the curtain of the falling flowers, trembled, and did not dare to come out of the atmosphere.
The silent air made Aunt Qin panic.
"That's fate!" She shouted sharply from the outside to within, "When she is uncomfortable, she only knows how to endure it, and I saw that my wife's face was pale, so I pretended to be uncomfortable and fell to the ground." So I gave birth to my firstborn in peace, but she died...... There's not even a place to seek justice! ”
Aunt Qin waved her hands in the air and grabbed the placket of Xu Siyu's clothes.
She whispered, "This is fate!" There was a slight pleading in his tone, as if he was begging Xu Si, who had always been a little dismissive of his words, to understand, "I hid in the second lady's house, and I didn't dare to step out of the door at a step, and I finally gave birth to you." Mrs. Tai asked the second lady to send a message to Mrs. and asked Mrs. to take our mother and son back. I was scared half to death. I'm afraid that she will settle accounts with me after the autumn, and I'm afraid that she will be bad for you, so I can't sleep all night long. Offering incense to the Bodhisattva every day, asking the Bodhisattva to bless us and not letting us go back. As a result...... she laughed, "Madame said that she was not in good health, needed to be recuperated, and there were many things at home, so she was really too busy, so she asked the second lady to help and continue to take care of our mother and son for a few days." She looked for Xu Siyu with dull eyes, "Look, is this fate!" She didn't need to answer, and continued to talk to herself, "Later, Master Hou came back and had a big quarrel with his wife, and found that Aunt Wen was doing business with the Wen family outside behind the back of the Xu family, and even Aunt Wen was annoyed, so she simply moved to Banyuepan. At that time, I ate a long fast on the first and fifteenth days of the new year, and begged the Bodhisattva to bless my wife to grow old with the Hou Ye in peace......"
Xu Siyu still remembers. At that time he was his father's only son. His grandmother was very indifferent to him. Every time he went to ask for peace, his grandmother always nodded and asked the nurse to take him away. Later, at the suggestion of the second aunt, Mrs. Tai gave him a courtyard alone, and the aunt still lived in Mrs. Tai's new house with the second lady, and sometimes she had to sneak in if she wanted to come to see him. But that's it, every time my aunt sees him, she is elated, unlike later, when my grandmother gave birth to Xu Sizhen, although my aunt moved to live in the yard in front of him, she was sad and happy. That is, from that time on, my aunt often said something that the second aunt called "Yue Yan"; It was from that time that the second aunt began to tell him "Etiquette", letting him know how far he was from the position of the son......
After thinking about it, I heard Aunt Qin say unhappily: "Who knows, a Qiu Luo suddenly appeared." ”
Xu Siyu's heart suddenly lifted.
Qiu Luo is also similar to Aunt Tong. I am gone, and my child is dead!
He looked at Aunt Qin with a face like paper, and saw Aunt Qin's brows slightly locked, and said, "I'm in a hurry." But there's nothing you can do. And this time, Mrs. was unusual, not only took great care of Qiu Luo. She also sent Tao's mother to serve by her side. I'm good, Aunt Wen is good, I can't even match a sentence. It didn't take long for Qiuluo to become pregnant. ”
There was a slight disappointment in her tone.
"I pinched my fingers and counted the days of childbirth, and prayed to God and Buddha every day, hoping that she would give birth to a girl...... After Wen Po entered the house, I made friends in many ways, trying to find a chance to meet Na Qiuluo. ”
"So, have you seen that?" Xu Siyu asked nervously when he heard himself.
Wen Po said that after the child was born, if it was a girl, Mrs. would definitely be disappointed and leave immediately. If it was a boy, Mrs. would definitely take it to Mrs. Hou and Mrs. Tai. In either case, the lady will follow suit. When the time comes, I can take this opportunity to meet Qiuluo. Aunt Qin's expression was a little strange and said, "I rewarded that stable woman with fifty taels of silver." But on the day of delivery, I was left in the house by the second lady to help her polish her ink. From the morning Qiu Luo began to ache, until Qiu Luo gave birth to a son. For two days and two nights, I was helping the second lady polish ink. ”
Xu Siyu froze.
After a while, he said, "Two days and two nights? ”
The scene of that day seemed to remain in Aunt Qin's memory.
Aunt Qin shook her arm and said, "The second lady also sent Yuxiang to watch me from the side. I can nap or be lazy, but I won't be allowed to leave the study. Even if it is to go to the clean room, it is also followed by the incense. ”