Chapter 142: Her Suffering

"Why. I turned to look at her steadily.

"What why. She looked at me stunned, there seemed to be dodging in her eyes, I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see her so weak, I was afraid that I would be soft-hearted.

"Why did you leave me, your father, and this family in the first place? As I spoke, my eyes filled with tears and dripped directly onto my pants.

"Xin'er, I have a hard time. She bowed her head.

"Do you have any hardships, leave me if you have hardships, do you know how difficult my life has been since I was a child, my father also plays cards all day long, people laugh at me for having a mother and not raising a child, I can only hide in bed and cry at night when I am wronged outside, no one confides in you know how I have lived since I was a child?

I roared loudly, my voice hoarse, and she, who just listened in a daze, was obviously startled by me.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry. She lowered her head and began to weep too.

"What's the use of being sorry, can being sorry make up for the mother's love I have missed for so many years?" I looked at her coldly.

"But it's okay, now that our mother and daughter are reunited, I can make amends. She looked at me eagerly, wanting to hug me, but I pushed her away again.

"I'm grown up now and don't need it, what I didn't have when I needed it most, I'm past this age and don't need it anymore. I sneered, and was about to push the door out, but I didn't want to take Mr. Chen's order.

"Xin'er, can you think about your mother!" Just as I pushed open the door to leave, she shouted loudly, leaving me stunned.

"Your father, is an alcoholic, gambler, after we got married, we all relied on me to work to earn money, and the little money earned not only had to take care of the family's expenses, but also your study, and the rest was not enough for him to buy cigarettes, and he scolded me at every turn, I was only 24 years old at the time, why waste my best age in a black hole where I can't see the sun!"

She roared loudly, and I still wanted to retort: "But can't you bear it for me?"

"If I endure it, I might be beaten to death by your father!" she cried, falling to the ground, her eyes wet.

I was stunned, this time completely stunned, yes, why am I so selfish, she is just a woman, a fragile woman, and she is hopeless to marry into such a family.

She's gone, pursuing a better future, and who am I to make her give up everything to bet on me.

"Get up. I suddenly smiled and smiled with relief: "I think clearly, being able to meet is fate, why bother with the past." ”

"Xin'er, do you really think so?" she opened her eyes wide with a look of incredulity.

I nodded, life is too short, I don't want to hurt the people who care about me anymore, the emotions in her eyes for me, I can see that they are sincere, not to mention that I am her biological daughter, I can also feel this, this is the magical blood relationship.

Seeing my response,

She got up happily and hugged me tightly, she was shorter than me, and I put my arm around her shoulders and responded to her hug, and it took a long time to let go.

"Xin'er, let my mother take a good look. She pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, her eyes were full of love, it turned out that this was my mother's touch, I felt her delicate hands touch my face, and my heart passed a little strange.

"It's really a good daughter of a mother, so beautiful. "She looked at me like she was looking at a work of art, and her eyes were full of appreciation.

"They all say I look like you. I looked at her and spoke calmly.

"Yes, my daughter, how can the flesh that fell from me not be like me, it's so good, my mother has really dreamed for a long time, and I can't believe that I can still see you and hug you in this life. “

As she spoke, she began to sob again, and I sighed, and could only pat her on the back to comfort her.

"Where are you in college now, and is Grandpa's body still strong?"

Hearing her ask me this, I was stunned, and only spoke for a while: "I went to college in this city, grandpa, who passed away some time ago." As I spoke, I lowered my head, and I remembered my grandfather's loving face again, but I never saw it again.

"Grandpa is a good person, and his conduct is good, thanks to him, you are not crooked, it's okay, there will be a mother in the future. As she spoke, she took me in her arms, patted me on the shoulder, and stroked my hair.

Her arms are soft and fragrant, I feel a peace in my heart, I can't remember the scene of being held by my mother when I was a child, and now I feel that my mother's arms are really so comfortable, I nodded in a sullen voice and didn't speak.

"You daddy...... Uncle Chen, he is a very good person and will be good to you, so let's move in when the time comes. She patted me on the back and tentatively spoke.

After listening to her words, my instinct was to refuse: "No, I live in school, it's fine, now my dad is not like he used to be, he is very good to me." “

Thinking of his aggressive appearance some time ago, and comparing with the kind mother in front of me, my body still made me choose my father, after all, it was the place where I was born and raised, and there was everything I was familiar with.

"It's okay, you can come and play at any time. Hearing me say this, my mother was stunned for a moment, and then smiled and spoke, but I could see that there was a trace of embarrassment in her smile, so obvious.

"By the way, how did you find it, was that boy handsome just now? ”

I nodded: "That's Cousin Jiang Shuai, I didn't expect you to remember." ”

"That child has a sweet mouth since he was a child, he likes to come to our house to play, every time he shouts to find Xin'er's sister, he wants to play with you, he doesn't let you play and cry, and now he looks like a talent, time flies so fast. ”

She sighed and continued to ask me how I found her, I listened to her words, my heart was suffocated, and I still planned to tell the truth: "Me and Mr. Chen...... Uncle Chen was introduced to him by Jiang Shuai at the banquet, Jiang Shuai wanted me to make some extra money, and he heard that you were recruiting

The yin system often has accidents, so I got this list by matching me, but I didn't expect Uncle Chen's wife to be you. ”

I said lightly, after so much calm, my psychology has not been much turbulent.

She listened to my words and nodded: "I am a Zhaoyin physique, and Lao Chen often finds someone to recuperate for me, but the people I am looking for are basically wandering magicians, which is useless, I didn't expect to find you for me this time, it is really an eye-opener, have you also inherited grandpa's mantle now?"

"Well, before my grandfather died, I told me that he didn't worry about entrusting his craft to my father, and it was unreliable, so he let me inherit the mantle, and I did this quite well. I nodded, afraid that she would misunderstand that I was not doing my job, and added the latter sentence.

"It's good, I won't discriminate against your profession, not to mention that you still have grandpa's burden and hope on your shoulders, but you have to be more careful. ”

I nodded, and she nodded, and for a moment, neither of them was speechless, and the room was filled with an awkward atmosphere.

"Let's go down and see if your Uncle Chen has cooked the meal, let's go down and eat." She took me by the hand and led me out the door, but I still nodded, let her manipulate like a marionette, and said nothing.

As soon as I got out of the room, I smelled a tempting aroma of food, and after walking down the stairs, I came to the dining table, Jiang Shuai was also sitting at the dining table with an unnatural face at the moment, and after seeing me, he happily let me sit next to him.

"Is that Aunt Moling?" Jiang Shuai asked in a whisper in my ear.

I nodded, didn't speak, I wasn't in the mood to talk about it at the moment, to be honest, since I entered this villa and saw her, I have been stunned, it feels like a dream, it feels ethereal, so unreal.

"Jiang Xin, come and try your uncle's craftsmanship, sweet and sour fish loin, squirrel osmanthus fish, fish-flavored eggplant, and three fresh soups, all of which are home-cooked dishes, you can eat some of them casually." ”

When I first met Chen Hua, I thought he was a nouveau riche, or the kind of machismo, but now when I see him wearing an apron, I think he looks like a virtuous dad now.

After being busy in the kitchen, he saw us coming down, hurriedly asked us to sit down at the table, and then began to serve the food with a smile.

"Lao Chen, don't be busy, come and eat quickly. My mother saw that he was busy, her eyes were also distressed, and beckoned him to sit down, strangely, I saw this scene but there was no discomfort, but I felt that the way the two of them got along made me feel very comfortable and warm.

"Jiang Xin, I don't know what you like to eat, it's all home-cooked food, you can taste it and see if you have an appetite, Jiang Shuai, you too, hurry up and eat, don't be stunned." Uncle Chen smiled shyly and spoke.

Jiang Shuai and I met each other and took a look, nodded at him tacitly, didn't say anything, and lowered our heads and started eating.

The taste is good, but it is relatively light, and I still prefer to eat a spicy taste compared to this.

"Well, the dish doesn't fit the stomach

"I was eating, Uncle Chen looked at me, his eyes were full of hope, looking at his eyes, the 'a little light' that had been circling in my mouth for a long time finally swallowed back and became okay.

"It's okay, I'll come to your mother to play if I'm okay in the future, and my uncle often cooks for you to eat." “

I nodded awkwardly, didn't say anything, and continued to pick up the rice.

(End of chapter)