99. Lives for lives
"At the cost of sacrificing my soul, can I save him?"
Ling Fang, she has really made this decision!
However, in Ling Fang's last memories before her death, shouldn't there be many contradictions between her and Qin Lang? Qin Lang's mistake killed Ling Fang, didn't Ling Fang still hold a grudge against him?
Why, when it came to making such a generous decision, did she hesitate at all?
"That's fine, your soul doesn't belong here, so sacrificing you can indeed get him out. But the price of this is that your soul will be lost, you will not be able to enter samsara again, and you will forget everything in this life. ”
Ling Fang didn't seem to hear the second half of Guoguo's sentence, all she cared about was the affirmative answer: "Hurry up and start, time is running out." ”
"Don't you hate him? Why sacrifice for him? ”
I vividly remember how resentful she was when she turned into an evil spirit.
"There's nothing to blame in the first place, he's still here, that's enough!"
In the three years since that fire, Qin Lang has been tormenting himself with grief every moment. He didn't know that the forgiveness he hoped for was as natural and smooth as the last moment of his life.
"No, you can't do that!" Xiaopang suddenly spoke, "My brother owes you too much." If he comes back to life and knows that you are the one who got his life back, he will be even more bitter and blame himself. I think his biggest regret is that he can't make amends for his mistakes. ”
"It's not about who owes whom!" Ling Fang gave the final answer, "It's only about love." Although I can't go back to the past, I still have a chance to fight for his choice again. ”
It was like the most magical magic, the burnt black on Ling Fang's body was fading one by one, and pieces of skin as smooth as jade reappeared, like the green silk of a waterfall reborn.
At this moment, Ling Fang returned to the appearance of an ordinary person, wearing a white long dress, like a princess in a fairyland. On that delicate and flawless face, the eyes narrowed into a slit, and the slightly raised corners of the mouth formed the most beautiful smile in the world.
What happened? How could she have changed so much?
In my most fantastical dreams, I have never imagined such a scene, the ugly and terrible charred corpse, transformed into a princess with a peerless face in the light!
"She untied her heart knot, so she no longer had an obsession with that flame, and now her soul is so pure, and her appearance is also her best state."
It turned out that this was what Ling Fang was supposed to be!
"Brother's lover, so beautiful!"
Ling Fang's smile, like the softest and warmest light cast by the winter sun, has the power to erase all pain.
"This is the wedding dress that Qin Lang and I chose, is it beautiful? We don't have the money to buy it, and Qin Lang hasn't seen me wear it yet. It's a pity that he woke up, hoping to know that he saw me now, and I wonder if he would like it. ”
Ling Fang grabbed Qin Lang's hand and didn't leave it for a moment.
"Brother, he's going to like it."
"Hmm!" Ling Fang nodded in satisfaction.
She looks like a bride who is about to hug and kiss the groom at the wedding scene, receiving the blessings of the guests, with a face full of happiness.
"Let's get started, what do you want me to do?"
"Have you really decided?"
I don't know why I asked again, I knew that it was impossible for her to change her decision!
Maybe I'm just wondering why she was so happy to accept such an unhappy ending?
"I've decided! Because it's enough to see him again! My child has been reincarnated, and after that fire, my life is over. But he can take all our memories with him and move on with his life. ”
This is her final decision, and all we can do is help her to fulfill her last wish.
The way to rescue Qin Lang is first to open the passage to the present world, and I, as the key, need to stay in the passage and maintain the opening of the passage.
And Ling Fang needed to complete the soul exchange ritual during this time, and when all this was completed, Qin Lang's soul would once again have the ability to leave this mezzanine world. And Ling Fang will also be wiped out as a price!
In the passage, Ling Fang calmly carried out the exchange ceremony and accepted the coming of the final judgment.
"You must have a lot to say to Qin Lang, is there anything we need to tell you?"
"No need!" Ling Fang chuckled, "I told him too much about homely things!" You don't know, Qin Lang is a wood, and when he chats, I say and say, and he can't hold back a fart for a long time. ”
"Really?"
"Of course, you don't know. In the past, when he was scolded by the thugs, his face was like a red apple, but he didn't say a dirty word. In the end, I greeted the whole family of the gangsters. You say this wood is funny, it's not funny. ”
Speaking of this, Ling Fang actually tilted her head and laughed heartily.
It seems that now, for her, there is only happiness, no sadness.
"Hahaha, it's funny."
I felt like I was influenced by her, as if I was exchanging an interesting story, talking and laughing.
That's it, no sadness.
"If you really want me to tell him all the complaints, you can't remember all the little brains, after all, that guy can't find hundreds of thousands of words!"
"Haha, then I'll tell him, the following is your fault pointed out by Ling Fang, and hundreds of thousands of words are omitted here!"
"Good! But that guy won't believe it, he thinks he's a perfect beautiful man, and he's very narcissistic! ”
Ling Fang was like this, slowly recounting the past with me, and she did not complain about the unfair ending in the slightest.
Maybe that's it, that's good!
"If Qin Lang can really come back to life, he will be very sorry! He didn't get to see you for the last time! ”
"Then let him regret it!"
"Haha, I thought you would say it, let him forget you like this!"
Isn't it all like this in the novel? When life and death are separated, the selfless party will say, "You forget me, you will find better!" ”
"I won't let him forget me. By the time his hair is gray and his teeth are gone, it will be enough to remember the girl who used to be talkative! I don't want him to cry anymore, those irreparable regrets, just keep regretting them. ”
Ling Fang's figure gradually faded, and finally turned into a golden light and shadow in the sky, disillusioned little by little.
In the end, everything returned to silence, and the girl's story finally came to an end again.
Her ultimate wish is for Qin Lang to truly grow up after all this pain. Although the ground is too heavy, the living will eventually carry all this and keep moving forward.
As for regret, let it be the ultimate memorial to the deceased, accompanying the living as they grow old!
Because regret is life!