Chapter 121: Why Sigh About Life?
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As soon as I went out, Lao Zhou threw me on the ground and said with some annoyance:
"I said, are you sick? How many times have I told you, don't be so curious, it's not good for you, why don't you listen? You're in my house this time, and if you're somewhere else next time, it's likely to kill you!"
I glanced at Lao Zhou with a smile, and said to him in a rare serious tone:
"Lao Zhou, let me tell you the truth, the matter of life and death, in fact, I have thought about it a long time ago, and I know my own affairs best, I am destined to have a bumpy life and a bad fate, why should I have so many scruples? Isn't it nice to be alive to make yourself happy and make life meaningful? I once told Shen Mo about this matter, because I know that I am destined not to live a hundred years in this life, and whether I can live to half a hundred is a question, what's the use of laughing and thinking so much? What I can do is to try not to leave any regrets while I am alive, and to be kind to myself and the people around me. ”
After a pause, he took out a cigarette and lit it himself, looked up at the stars in the sky, and continued:
"Actually, I've always known why I've always been found by those things, not because I owe my son, but because I'm destined to have such a physique, in fact, you know this from the day you met me, right? Lao Zhou, I'm actually very grateful to you, really. I grew up without parents, and although you were cynical all day long, always scolding me like a son, I was still happy because I knew you really cared about me!
Although I am very interested in those supernatural events, I am not completely blind to like them, but I know that everything has its own rules, and I want to know what this rule is. You can guess my purpose, so don't always stop me. ”
Old Zhou let out a long sigh and said slowly:
"Okay, I know I can't stop you at all, you can do it yourself, remember to call me if there is anything, I'm an old bone, I can still move now, and I can help you somewhat."
I glanced at Old Zhou gratefully and didn't speak again. As for who was lying in the coffin just now, and why he put the coffin at home, I didn't ask, and I didn't want to know, everyone living in this world has their own secrets, no matter how intimate the relationship, they won't tell.
Early the next morning, Shen Mo and I left the village. Lao Zhou kept telling me that once Zhang Yuan's ghost found me next time, no matter what she said, she must not agree, otherwise there would be countless troubles in the future.
To be honest, I didn't particularly care about it at the time, maybe it was because I had experienced a lot, or maybe I thought I had seen through life and death, and I really didn't think I had anything to be afraid of.
When Lao Zhou was at home, I didn't take out the computer, he was very disgusted with the "supernatural QQ group" I created, thinking that I had no ability to solve problems for others, but would only point the finger at myself.
On the way back to the car, I turned on the computer and logged in to QQ, wanting to see if there were any new messages in the past few days.
As soon as QQ logged in successfully, it kept ringing message prompts, and the most of them was the person with the screen name "Tianyi" who had sent me a few videos before.
"Have you watched all the videos I sent you? How does it feel? I took it, it's completely real, if you have any ideas, just let me know. ”
"I've always felt that something is not quite right these days, and I always want to eat the insects on the trees, do you have any good solutions?"
"I'm thinking it's getting worse and worse, if you see me."
"Last night I found myself cracked under my ribs, but there was no blood, it was black inside, and there was something like a feather peeking through the crack."
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Further down, there are a few voices:
"Dude, you see it and hurry back to me, I haven't said anything about this, I don't know how to say it, my grandparents almost don't interact with us now, occasionally my parents go to see them, and they always don't let them in and send them back, listen to my mother, the doors and windows of my grandparents' house are always closed, and you can smell the smell coming from inside when you stand at the door, saying that it is particularly unpleasant, sassy and smelly, mixed with the smell of rot."
"You said before that you know a master, I want you to help me find him, let him show me, what is the problem, am I going to become a monster? I'd rather die than become a monster! ”
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There are a few more below, which are probably similar words, and want me to ask Lao Zhou for help. I hesitated for a moment and called Lao Zhou.
Because I was in the car at the time, I didn't say much about the specific things, I originally thought that Lao Zhou would say that he didn't care, but I didn't expect that this time he actually agreed very happily.
I immediately replied to "Tianyi" with a message:
"Give me your address, and we'll go look for you."
"Tianyi" quickly replied to me:
"I'd better go find you, I don't want my parents to know about it."
I knew that Lao Zhou would not welcome a stranger to his ancestral home, so I set the location in our house.
Shen Mo didn't say a word along the way, and her mood was a little low. Looking at her appearance, I felt a little reluctant in my heart, reached out and hugged him in my arms and asked:
"What's wrong with you? Is it because it hurts to be scared all day long? ”
Shen Mo looked at me, shook his head lightly and said:
"No, I'm just worried, I have always felt that this kind of thing is very exciting, but after experiencing so many things with you, I gradually began to be afraid, I think Uncle Zhou is right, you shouldn't always be exposed to those things, after a long time, you will really become neurotic, and I won't care about you when the time comes."
I smiled and rubbed her long hair and whispered:
"Fool, don't worry, I'll be fine, everything is under control."
Shen Mo leaned on my shoulder and didn't say anything more. I didn't speak again, I knew she didn't believe it, but I didn't believe it myself.
But what can I do? At first, the "Bloody Mary" incident was like a key, but once the door is opened, how can it be so easy to close it?
Originally, I also thought about escaping from such a life, so I lived with Shen Mo peacefully for the rest of my life. But after experiencing that catastrophe of life and death, I also figured out that instead of struggling to escape, it is better to face all this directly, perhaps, it is not as sad as I imagined.
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