Shen Mingya cried for a long time that night, I really couldn't help it, she looked at the rice, didn't let me move, except for softly reading the name of Lu Zhixin, nothing else.

I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I could only accompany her and ask the nanny to go to my bedroom to help me watch the child, I don't know how long Shen Mingya's posture was maintained, and then I couldn't stand it, so I sat on the futon next to her and fell asleep with my head down.

……

I forgot how to go upstairs in a daze, and when I woke up, it was already morning, to be exact, I was woken up by the sound of two children calling for their mother.

My eyes are still closed, I feel these two little people crawling around on my body, some are drilling into my quilt, and some are drilling into my arms, I deliberately don't open my eyes, and then I went into the quilt with all my might, stretched out my hand and squeaked the two little guys, they laughed non-stop, and I was also in a good mood.

took them downstairs, walked to the living room and saw that last night's things had been cleaned up, only to see Uncle Xu, a little puzzled, "Where is the child's grandmother?" ”

Uncle Xu looked at me, "The old lady is gone." ”

"Gone?"

Uncle Xu nodded, stepped forward and gave me an envelope, "This is what the old lady left for you." ”

I took it ignorantly, and it was quite long after opening it, "Bao Si, I took the earliest flight back, thank you, these three words of the letter, I thought I would never see it in my life."

Mi I brought it back, child, stay with you first, this is also what Lu Er means, in the autumn, I will call someone to pick them up, you will be very hard to take care of the child alone, and when Lu Er is well, child, you are bringing it yourself, by the way, thank your father for me, his medicine is very useful.

Xia Wendong said about your legs, I saw it last night, thank you for your dedication to Lu Er, this matter, we have to hide it from Lu Er for the time being, you pay attention to your body, hard work for you. ’

I read these words several times, and Shen Mingya must have felt that I couldn't say them in front of me, so I wrote a letter.

"Bao Si, what did the old lady say?"

I shook my head, "Didn't say anything. ”

Putting away the letterhead, I looked at the children playing in the living room and smiled softly, fortunately, they can stay with me for a while.

"Mom...... Rabbit, rabbit ......"

I smiled and nodded, and grabbed one with one hand, "Let's go, Mom will take you to see the rabbits!" ”

……

The days began to pass happily, and the life with two little ones became a bit chickens and dogs, and the words "lazy" and lazy sleep basically disappeared from my life.

They go to bed early, get up earlier, get up to play with me, even if I go to bed in the middle of the night before the night before, but when I see two cute little faces, I don't have a temper, and I get up to accompany them, as long as I am with them, painting, playing in the water, chasing rabbits, all the time the eyes have to be on them, exhausted but also happy.

Although Shen Mingya left the nanny for me when she left, most of the time I prefer to do it myself, I really can't leave them for a moment, go to the studio, take it to the studio, go to the island resort hotel, and also bring it to the children, unless I go to see the owner of the appointment and can't take it, the rest of the time, I can't wait to put these two children in my pocket and stick to my body.

When Pang came to see me, he couldn't imagine it, because I showed her the skill of feeding two children at the same time, "Baosi, you're not tired, do you still have the energy to eat after feeding yourself with a bow left and right?" ”

I smiled happily, "I'm full when I see them eating." ”

She shook her head, "I believe the statement that Mom is Superman......"

I actually didn't dare to tell Pang Bian, I always felt that I had too little time with my children, so I could touch it, and when I saw it, I didn't want to miss a minute or a second, I had a very perverted possessiveness, like a hen, I couldn't wait to open my wings anytime and anywhere, protect them under me, and never let them be hurt.

"Mom, Bao Si, look ......"

Pang laughed badly that afternoon when she came to see the stars and moons, she stood outside the flower room with her arms stretched out and pointed to the scene inside for me to see, "What is wrong with my goddaughter!" ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I glanced at it, Si Yue has a fascination for rabbit nests, dog kennels and other places, as long as she can't look at her, she will drill into it, basically let you see that when she is kicking her calves, her head has been completely stuffed inside.

When Xingchen saw it, he would rush over, pull her leg to let her out, and pull a turnip, as if he were pulling a turnip, and everyone who saw this scene couldn't help but laugh.

I stepped forward and hugged Siyue, who was still very unhappy, and looked at Pang Bei with a helpless smile, "She has this problem with me." ”

Pang picked up the stars, and he was about to laugh at himself, "Drill the nest!" Oh my God, my little star, don't you have a headache for your sister too! ”

Xingchen hugged Pang Bian's neck and smiled, and called out in his mouth, "Mom...... Mommy ......"

The two children are not afraid of being born, who hugs and kisses, if it is not good to speak, the little mouth has to be very sweet!

As soon as Pang heard that his mother was beautiful, he kissed the star's face, "Oh, Bao Si!" Give me this child, and I'll raise it for you! ”

I was in a hurry, "That's not going to work!" I only allow you to hug! ”

Pang Bi shook his head and looked at me with a smile, "Bao Si, I only feel like a mother when you have children!" ”

I laughed, "You'll know when you have a child, it's instinct!" ”

……

The two children are not only mixing with my own life, but also my second uncle and second aunt, as soon as they heard that the child was coming, they came from their hometown by train that day, and when they saw the excitement of the two big treasures, they didn't let go, I wanted to be close for a while, "Bao Si, you go and be busy with you, we will take care of the children, you are busy with your ......"

I lived here for half a month, if there was something in the village and I didn't want to go, my second uncle gave the stars and moons to basically wake up and let them ride on their shoulders.

I said that if you are old and your waist is not good, don't play this for your children, the second uncle is not happy, "I carried it like this when you were a child, you see how happy they are, my waist is fine!" ”

The second aunt covered her mouth and laughed beside her, "Bao Si, don't worry about him, maybe it's better to carry the exercise and exercise your waist like this!" ”

As soon as the front foot saw off the second uncle and the second aunt, Lei Lao, came over, why, it was also for these two children!

One night I was driving home after being busy with the Lord, and when I entered the door, I saw a scene that I will never forget, Uncle Lei was lying on the ground, his face was painted with watercolor pens, and the two little perpetrators not only did not repent, but also grabbed the watercolor pen and laughed higher than the other.

The most unimaginable thing is Uncle Lei, who is still staring at him and making an offensive appearance, "Ah, I'm a big tiger, I'm going to eat your ......"

I hurriedly stepped forward to help Uncle Lei up, but I saw that the two children who had become flower cats laughed on the spot!

……

In mid-September, I deliberately took the children to see Sister Chaoyang, An Jiu Xiaoliu followed me, on the one hand, on the other hand, the two of them also like these two children, rushing to help me bring, more people are not a bad thing, a group of people went to Yunnan.

Sister Chaoyang was working as a caretaker in Tengchong's wetland park, and it was darker, and nothing else had changed, and she couldn't believe it the moment she saw me, "Oh my God, Bao Si, your baby is so big!" ”

When chatting, the two of us watched Xiao Liu and An Jiu rush to teach Xingxing Yueyue to speak, An Jiu said, "Yueyue, you said aunt, it's a long ......."

"What the hell, you have to teach children Mandarin!"

Xiaoliu was unhappy next to him, "Come, Xing Xingyueyue, learn from me, uncle, aunt." ”

The two little ones were playing happily, and responded perfunctorily, "Uncle......"

"Yes, yes, yes!!"

Xiao Liu was very excited, and squatted in front of them, "Say one by one, come, stars, you say it again, uncle......"

"Everyone, your name is Mandarin!"

An Jiu teased, "Myself! Myself! You know no! ”

I smiled and shook my head and looked at Sister Chaoyang, "Look, my family is like this now, revolving around children every day, and adults are especially easy to fight." ”

Sister Chaoyang looked at the direction of Xing Xingyue and Yueyue with a look of fascination, "Bao Si, it's so good......"

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, and reached out to hug Sister Chaoyang's shoulder, "You can get married too, life will be very lively when you have a child." ”

Sister Chaoyang shook her head, the corners of her mouth smiled lightly, looking at the meadow in the distance, she let out a long breath, her eyes were a little confused, but she was full of hope, "Maybe I will get married in the future, but I really like and get used to the current life, with my parents, plain, but happy and peaceful." ”

I hummed and didn't ask more, as long as the current Sister Chaoyang is happy, it's enough.

"Bao Si."

"Huh?"

The wind was blowing the distant meadows swaying back and forth, and Sister Chaoyang smiled slightly, "The next time you come, it is best in May, there will be purple Beihai blue everywhere here, which is particularly beautiful." ”

I answered, "Okay, I'll bring them when the children are older." ”

"And your husband."

Sister Chaoyang patted the back of my hand, "Remember to bring him." ”

"Good!"

I nodded, I didn't tell Sister Chaoyang about Lu Er's specific situation, even if Xing Xing Yueyue was in my few months, I had two or three videos with him, he could see us, and we couldn't see his face yet, once I deliberately pointed to the screen with Siyue, who had a lot of words, and said, "Dad, where is Dad?" ”

Siyue actually pointed at my heart, "Dad! ”

I was stunned, and at this moment, Lu Er's uncontrollable laughter came from the earphones, "I, teach, yes." ”

"You can do it!"

I was speechless, this is to foresee my problem and then indoctrinate the child!

Thinking of the little King Kong who was trained by Lu Er to be a dog spirit, it is not difficult for me to imagine how he taught his children these things in Toronto!

It's more than a year old, it's just over a year old!

Time flies too fast, as soon as Sister Chaoyang came back, Shen Mingya called me, ready to call someone to pick up Xing Yueyue and go back, I asked cautiously, "Can I go back in winter?" ”

Shen Mingya's previous sharpness faded, "Then let's stay for an extra month, the elders here also miss their children very much...... Bao Si, you understand more. ”

I actually can't understand it, but I also want the child to go back to accompany Lu Er, even if I stayed for a month, I still sent the child on the plane at the end of October, and deliberately put the two of them to sleep and let Shen Mingya's people take them away, otherwise they would cry.

After a few months of getting along, I slept with them every night, one day I came back late from overtime in the office, they didn't sleep at eleven o'clock, the nanny said that the child was waiting for me, crying all the time, and they didn't sleep if I didn't come back, Uncle Xu also said that the meaning of the mother to the child is different, even if the stars are very outgoing and very good, but the mother is unique to them.

I agreed, but I couldn't go to Toronto with them, and watching them walk away with their children in their arms, I still said, "Wait! ”

The nanny turned around, "Mrs. Lu, you ......"

I didn't wait for her to ask me anything, I ran forward, looked at them one by one, kissed them, and felt very wronged.

The radio sounded, the nanny whispered to comfort me and took the child away, I stood stupidly in place and covered my mouth and cried, turned around and walked all the way to lose my soul, Xiaoliu and An Jiu comforted me next to me, but I couldn't listen to anything, I couldn't see it, I saw it, and then sent the child away, it was really painful to cut meat.

The house was full of their toys, I cleaned up to the room on the third floor, held the mobile phone at night and lost sleep, my heart seemed to be taken away, I didn't adapt to it for a long time, and one morning when I got up, I asked Uncle Xu, "Why didn't I steam salmon today." ”

Uncle Xu looked at me and was stunned, "Bao Si, do you want to eat?" ”

"No, it's ......"

Only then did I realize that the little guy was back in Toronto, and the loss was unclear.

The phone calls are very diligent, I hear that the child goes back to sleep at night to find me for a few days and my heart is even more uncomfortable, what I can do is to video every day, I cooperate with their time, as long as they want to see me, then I am in place at any time, instantly radiant, and when the video is turned off, the whole person will be shrouded in a layer of gloom.

I'm still very good at pretending, like a tireless machine outside, living step by step, I know that Zhuo Jing has started to renovate the dilapidated cemetery, and at the end of the year, he is cooperating with Qin Sen to commend the employees at the end of the year, every step seems to be no worse forward, in the media news, he will still show his face every once in a while-

More than a year has passed in a hurry, and I seem to have left a lot of things behind, which has impressed many people, but only I know how aggrieved and helpless I feel in my heart.

Xiaoliu began to get married in a hurry, he took them to the Beihai Island Hotel to play in the summer of the stars and months, when a couple was holding a wedding on the beach, he was a local tyrant, and he also rented a hotel helicopter to pick up and land, meaning that fate fell from the sky, and he joined hands until death, Xiaoliu looked full of envy, hugged the child and said to me, "Fourth sister, you will also give me the whole helicopter when I get married......"

I cut off, "Your brother-in-law has to say something about this, and I'll talk about it when he comes back." ”

Xiaoliu looked at me very nervously, "Don't, fourth sister, once you ......"

I glared at him, "Once what?!" ”

Xiaoliu didn't dare to speak freely, patting his heart, "My brother-in-law understands his brother-in-law's urgent needs, and in two or three years, he will definitely be able to appear in front of us!" I've been to see it all on a time machine! Fit? ”

I'm not talking to him, Time Machine? If only there were......