.

The painful nightmare repeats itself, and Bill sees what kind of dream Williams had, with bright red blood as the background, and the ghost in the firelight turns into a terrifying and inflated monster, constantly eroding Williams' feelings.

The writhing body of the white flowers, the viscous smelling liquid, the solid as hard as an iron pestle, all became boulders that pressed on top of Williams' head......

Endless struggle torments teenage boys, and no one can understand what a sin and what a sorrow it is for his mother to reach his peak in front of him.

Bill also can't empathize, the person who violates ethics and morality in his mind is not him, he is just a bystander, even if he sees Christopher die in front of his eyes, Bill can only sigh pity.

But it's easy to understand if Williams is starting to get sick of other people's bodies because of this, but how to explain this to Dr. Alfred?

"Did you just tell Dr. Fred that I remembered what happened before, and I was facing ......?"

「...... A direct attack leads to the collapse of the normal order of the inner world, which leads to the creation of psychological disorders and dysfunction?"

"Even if I'm just a ruthless shadow, it's hard to talk about, right?"

「......」

"Williams' body may be hopeless, I should probably visit the witch village to see if there is any possibility of a new body......

Bill deliberately ignores Williams' dreams and only thinks about ways to turn himself back into a normal person.

He didn't want to go through these feelings, and even if he could feel Williams' feelings as he was, he couldn't have felt the same guilt as he did.

While thinking about a solution, Bill heard a voice appear in a trance, and he quickly withdrew his divergent thoughts, listening carefully to what looked like a woman's vague voice.

"Brother, Brother Bill, brother, wake up, ......"

"Brother......

The body shook desperately, and a cold chill suddenly came from the skull, and Williams woke up from the nightmare in an instant, his forehead and whole body covered with cold sweat.

"Mom, Mom!"

The first thing Williams did when he opened his eyes was to shout loudly and expect that everything was a dream, that everything was an illusion planted in his head by a terrible demon.

He saw the familiar beams, Cheryl with sunken eyes and cheeks, and Old Cliff sitting in the middle of the room with red eyes and stubble.

Again, he didn't realize that it wasn't a dream. The sudden pain came, and he was slapped violently, looking around dizzily, and also saw the shadow that was going to continue attacking Williams.

It was the first time he and Cheryl had seen Old Cliff use witchcraft in front of them, and Bill was even more dignified when he saw the shadow acting in place of Old Cliff, which was almost identical to the power of the shadow he now had.

What happened after that went faster and faster before Bill's eyes, like a film noir in fast-forward mode, with only the squeaks of the tape tumbling and the increasingly distorted black and white images.

He saw Williams lying in the corner desperately vomiting after being held by Cheryl, saw the old Cliff's uncontrollable emotions every time he faced Williams, and saw his increasingly withdrawn behavior......

The family tacitly didn't mention what happened that night or what happened afterward, but based on the exposed scene in the living room, Bill could already guess a thing or two.

In the most difficult period after the sudden incident, Cheryl suddenly had a breakdown, and the leaked magic almost caused a huge natural disaster, but fortunately, Cliff Sr. was immersed in his studio and never left the manor, even if he helped Cheryl control his power.

The genes are perfectly displayed in him, she is a self-taught genius, and through Williams' eyes, Bill sees old Cliff rigidly instructing her to control and use witchcraft.

Bill could clearly see that Old Cliff and Cheryl were standing far away from Williams, and he could also feel Williams's unwillingness.

My sister has awakened her wizard talent, and he still has no ability.

"I'm just a ...... of shit."

Williams thought so, and in the midst of his anguish he saw old Cliff roll his eyes and deliberate neglect, and he became more and more withdrawn in this lonely house that had been modified by old Cliff.

Since then, the Nardor Manor has become a completely divided world, and Williams has begun to study some strange books, even sneaking into Old Cliff's room to peek at his research.

Bill couldn't clearly see what was written in Cliff Sr.'s witchcraft notebook, nor could he see what had happened to Williams during that time.

Everything flashed by in front of his eyes, and in a blink of an eye, Williams went from twelve or thirteen years old to fifteen or sixteen years old, and Williams never woke up and became a real wizard.

"Why is this happening?"

"Why can't I be a wizard?"

“...... Why are they all and only me not?"

"Who killed Mom, is it really someone from the Holy See?"

"I'm going to kill them, kill everyone!"

Pain, self-blame, and these few problems completely ran through the most critical period of Williams's development, and deeply influenced his next actions.

He sneaked into the study to learn about witchcraft when Old Cliff was busy in the basement, and also left the Nardo Manor without permission, went to the villages and towns outside the manor to inquire about the news, buy groceries, cook and take care of Cheryl, who had not yet grown up, squatted in the room and cried secretly, and smashed everything like crazy......

Of course, he didn't care that he couldn't reach others, this was Williams's punishment for himself, and he was willing to be a guy who was isolated from the crowd, which was the retribution he deserved.

While Bill was going through these boring storylines that were drowsy and drowsy, Williams suddenly found a notebook in Cliff Sr.'s drawer one day.

Although there was no word on it, Williams strongly felt that this book had secrets written on it that he did not want to be known......

And when he got the notebook, Old Cliff suddenly came out of the basement that night, shouting, "I know what to do, I know what to do!"

Then he suddenly stared at Williams and Cheryl, who were still eating mashed potatoes at the table, and his eyes swept back and forth between the siblings, making Williams feel weird.

Old Cliff was not what they remembered, and the shot in his eyes frightened Cheryl, and this gaze finally stopped at Williams.

That night, Williams fled the Nardo estate and set out on his way to his target city......