What's wrong?

The sound of fighting in his ears was faint, from the initial shock to now he has become numb in the past few days, Qi Yue looked at a soldier who was wailing in front of him and stopped convulsing, the whole person was like a fool, how many are this?

"Master, Master, I can't stop the bleeding, I can't stop it."

Hu San's hissing shouts came from the side.

Qi Yue looked blankly and saw that Hu San's whole person was pressed on a wounded soldier, but there was still blood gushing out, instantly beating Hu San's whole body into bright red.

Can't stop... Can't stop it.... Nothing.... Nothing is useless...

"Someone, someone, doctor, doctor, save people..."

Constant shouts came from all directions, getting bigger and louder, and only the eardrum that shook was painful.

Qi Yue looked around, the originally empty flat ground was already full of people, as if there had been a rain of blood, everywhere he looked was bright red, some people were lying in the rain of blood and had no life, and some people were still rolling and passing in the rain of blood.

"Miracle Doctor."

Among the people lying on the ground, stood a person, a bloody man like Hu San.

"What do you think?" He asked lightly, his expression was as indifferent as ever, "Send your magic skills to help the world and save people." ”

Save.. Save people...

Qi Yue looked down at his hands, which were covered in blood.

Hurry up and save people!

She finally let out a hoarse dry howl, tears burst out of her eyes, and she reached out to cover her chest and squatted down in pain.

I can't save it.......

I can't save it.......

How does this feel?

Feelings of despair!

Seeing Qi Yue squatting down and losing his temper, Hu San rushed over from the side and grabbed Qiao Minghua's collar.

"You don't have the fuck humanity! Is now the time to talk about this? He hissed.

Qiao Minghua glanced at Qi Yue over there, stretched out his hand to push Hu San away, and walked to the side.

"There's no way to save this." He leaned over to look at one of the wounded and said. Then he kept walking to the other.

"There's no way to save this."

"There's no way to save this."

"This one can still be saved! Bring all the medicine here! ”

"But my lord, this one is still alive! Didn't give him any medicine? ”

Qiao Minghua didn't even raise his head.

"I'll die in a moment." He said, holding out his bloody hand, "Bring the medicine." ”

Such conversations continued to sound, gradually overshadowing those painful wails and screams.

No, it shouldn't have been overshadowed, but because the people who were wailing and screaming were dead and fainted.

I don't know when the fighting stopped.

"The thief slave has returned! The thief slave has retreated! ”

When this sentence came, it meant that the soldiers' many days of perseverance were over and victorious. The joy of joy overshadowed all suffering in an instant, and swept the earth.

But this didn't have anything to do with Qi Yue, or the military doctors, and the bodies of the dead soldiers were carried away one after another.

"He's alive, he's alive." Aru stopped the two auxiliaries and prevented them from carrying the wounded soldier he was caring.

The auxiliary soldier looked at her helplessly.

This is the first time I have seen a woman in the back, and I don't know how to deal with it for a while.

"Are you idle?" Qiao Minghua walked over and asked coldly. Then he looked at the ambulance basket beside Aru, "Take this away." ”

Then the auxiliaries bowed their heads and bent down to fetch them.

Aru held on.

"He's going to use it again!" She shouted.

Because of the hard work of the day, my voice has become hoarse.

Qiao Minghua glanced at the wounded soldier lying on the ground whose signs of life were rapidly draining, this wounded soldier was shot through the neck by an arrow, but it was not immediately fatal, due to excessive blood loss and occasional convulsions, a pair of eyes that still had a trace of consciousness showed a trace of longing.

Craving to live? Or do you yearn to be relieved of this pain?

Qiao Minghua leaned over and reached out and pressed the arrow. The wounded soldier's eyes widened instantly, and he didn't move after a few kicks.

Aru's screams rang out.

"You kill him, you kill him!" She screamed in disbelief, clasped her hands and stepped back, looking at the medic with horror in her eyes. O medic!

"Carry it away." Qiao Minghua didn't say anything, didn't pay attention to Ah Ru's screams, and snatched the basket containing the medicine wrapped cloth cotton from Ah Ru's hand.

For all this, the auxiliaries did not have the slightest fear. As if they had long been accustomed to it, they reached out to hold the dead man's widening eyes. Lifted up and walked away.

"You give it back to me, you don't deserve it, you, you're not saving people." Aru chased after him and grabbed the basket and shouted.

Qiao Minghua looked at her indifferently.

"Aarro, give it to him." Qi Yue's voice came from the side.

Aru let go of his hand.

Qiao Minghua didn't look at them and walked away.

"Lady." Ah Ru turned her head to look and saw that Qi Yue was getting up from the ground, and a wounded soldier in front of her had just died.

"He's not killing people, he's saving people." Qi Yue said, squeezing out an ugly smile at Ah Ru, "At this time, in this kind of place, benevolence and reluctance will kill people, and hard-hearted people can save people." ”

Aru bit her lip and wept.

"Lady, we, can't we save it?" she finally cried.

It's been so many days, and they watch the wounded soldiers carry them over, and then watch them carry them out, and that feeling of powerlessness can really drive people crazy.

Since practicing medicine, since Qianjintang became famous, this is the first time she has looked at Qi Niangzi, who is omnipotent in her eyes, with a blank and helpless look, and a desperate look...

Nothing is useful, it was once hailed as a divine skill, and nothing can be left here.

Nothing is useful....

Qi Yue didn't speak, and looked around again.

It turns out that this is the fresh, steaming, freshly baked wounded soldier....

It turns out that this scene of Rakshasa Hell is far more than I imagined....

When the sky gradually brightened, the battlefield had been cleaned, the captured armor and weapons were piled aside, there were auxiliaries checking and collecting, chariots and horses were shuttling and transporting, and the soldiers who came and went greeted loudly.

Qi Yue has been sitting on this dirt slope for a long time, and from here he can overlook the entire outside the fort, the desolate winter desert north.

There was a sound of footsteps coming from behind, Qi Yue didn't care, presumably it was Ah Ru who didn't worry about coming over to take a look.

"Give."

The indifferent male voice said. At the same time, a hand was stretched out, and in the hand was a water bladder.

Qi Yue didn't answer.

"Is there any wine?" She asked.

Qiao Minghua untied the wine bag.

"Thank you." Qi Yue took it, opened it, raised his head and drank a few big sips.

"The amount of alcohol looks good." Qiao Minghua said.

"So it's credible to see action." Qi Yue said, and wiped the corners of his mouth with his sleeve.

Compared to the self-proclaimed miracle doctor, this amount of alcohol is more convincing.

Qiao Minghua was silent for a moment.

Qi Yue didn't speak, still looking at the bottom of the dirt slope, the sunlight had already penetrated the clouds, and there was a bright light flickering on the charred land.

It was blood that hadn't seeped into the ground yet...

Qi Yue only felt a tingling, but she still insisted on keeping her eyes open.

"I see. You're not a miracle doctor, you're a doctor. Qiao Minghua said later.

Qi Yue smiled.

"Thank you Dr. Qiao for your recognition, I'm honored." She said.

"In the past, there have been a lot of doctors, or low-key. Or flying, or old, or young. Qiao Minghua said, his eyes also looked at the bottom of the dirt slope, "This military medical battalion has never been able to retain people, and there will never be enough manpower, so I have invited them." used money, and even did not hesitate to say that the official promised to take the official position, but when he heard it, he wanted to go with the war. No one would come. ”

Qi Yue was silent for a moment and turned his head to look at Qiao Minghua.

"How long have you been here?" She asked suddenly.

Qiao Minghua frowned slightly, as if he was thinking.

"It's been a long time, I've been here with my master's master. At that time, I was a child, and then Master's Master left. Later, those uncles also left, and then the master died, and the brothers also left. He muttered, "How long has it been?" Twenty years, right? ”

Twenty years? Qi Yue was a little surprised, looking at this Qiao Minghua's description of being forty years old, but according to what he said, he was actually thirty years old at most.

"You're the first one who dares to come to the battle." Qiao Minghua said, "I take back what I said to you. ”

Qi Yue smiled, a little wry.

"You don't have to take it back, you're right." She said, and raised her head again to take a sip of wine, which was not a good wine, only spicy and not fragrant, but at this moment she needed to be spicy, not fragrant.

"I do feel like I can do anything." She continued, smiling self-deprecatingly, "I am sure that I am a god who has come to the world and has come to purify all beings." ”

She said to look at Qiao Minghua here.

"I still look down on you." She said, shaking her head and laughing, "What right do I have to look down on you?" What do I have to be proud of? ”

Qiao Minghua looked at her and threw over a card.

Qi Yue stretched out his hand to take it.

"What?" She asked.

"Your car has been loaded, the fort gate is released at noon, you can go, you can get to Dongjiabao before dark, and it will be safe there." Qiao Minghua said, turning around, "If you are still in the mood, you should take more care of the wounded soldiers in the rear." ”

Qi Yue looked at the token in his hand, stood up, and looked at Qiao Minghua's back.

"Hey." She suddenly shouted.

Qiao Minghua stopped and looked back at her.

"Have you ever had a dream?" Qi Yue asked.

What the?

Qiao Minghua frowned.

"You must have had a dream, Minghua, Minghua, just like your name, to be a doctor who relieves pain and gives people hope, brightness, brilliance and strength, is this dream?" Qi Yue asked.

Qiao Minghua sneered and laughed.

Women are so sensual and inexplicable.

He shook his head, stopped talking, and walked forward.

"Do you still have a dream now?" Qi Yue continued.

Qiao Minghua's footsteps did not stop.

"The reality is very helpless, and it is always crueler than we imagined, but isn't the reason why people are human precisely because they have dreams and hopes?"

"Twenty years has only worn out your hopes and dreams?"

"Have you accepted your fate? Don't you really want to do something, and if you work harder, maybe you won't be facing a life that you can't keep. ”

Qiao Minghua stopped and looked back at the woman standing on the hillside, the sunlight casting a light behind her.

"By what? Just by dreaming? He asked.

"That's right, just by dreaming." Qi Yue said, she smiled self-deprecatingly when she said this, "Although I haven't dreamed for a long, long time." ”

Numb, is only Qiao Minghua numb? Isn't she?

Repetition of life, repetition of life and death, repetition of gratitude, repetition of sorrow.

She thought of the conversation her father had when he decided to do brain surgery on that patient.

Everyone disagreed with the surgery because the chances of success were so small that it was almost impossible.

As a famous and well-established doctor who has enough comfort to retire, there is no need to challenge this impossible challenge.

"Dad, do you think you're still a young man, playing with passionate dreams or something?"

"Moon, you are a young man, what are your passionate dreams?"

“。。 Wages are raised a little and there are fewer jobs. Patients, don't be so difficult.... ”

"Hahaha, I'm really not a young man in that case!"

In the end, the operation failed, the patient was paralyzed, the family was angry, the responsibility was fully assumed, and the future and reputation were completely ruined.

"Do you regret it? Do you regret doing it when you know you can't do it? ”

"How can you say that you regret doing something you know you can't do? This is a very glorious thing, at least, the next person encounters this kind of surgery, there will be my example as a guide, this is a good thing, how meaningful, what do you regret? ”

"Dreams, this kind of thing, is it really useful?" Qiao Minghua asked with a smile.

Qi Yue's gaze crossed him and landed in front of him, a smile on his face.

"Of course it works, we will try if we have a dream, we will not be afraid of failure if we have a dream, as if we were let down by a man and injured, but there is still a dream for love, and there will be such a person who will understand your sincerity and take care of your sincerity, so I will not be afraid of hurting and being disappointed, and dare to reach out again to accept, and then there will be a harvest..." She said with a smile.

What mess? Love? Man? Qiao Minghua was a little stunned, where did this go?

This woman...

He couldn't help but follow Qi Yue's line of sight, and saw that a few people were running towards this side not far away, and the one running at the front was a tall man. (To be continued)