361 A coquettish woman is hurt
It seems that she is too tired from being 'tortured' by her mother-in-law, or maybe it is because her body has always been tired easily. As soon as Lingse got into the car, his head rested on the back of the car seat, and he fell asleep in a daze. During this period, she could feel that it was Ye Chengshu who carried her home and helped her change her pajamas.
But she was so tired that she couldn't open her eyelids at all. Anyway, it's not the first time I've been like this in front of him, so Lingse simply didn't get up, and let her husband serve comfortably.
When she opened her eyes again, it was already the early hours of the night, and there was no one around her, and the cold half of the bed always made her very unaccustomed.
Lifting the quilt and getting up, Lingse saw that the door of the study was closed, and he didn't care. It is estimated that Ye Chengshu is afraid that the light in the study will disturb her sleep. Like yesterday, he tiptoed out of the bedroom, wanting to go to the kitchen again to make him a cup of ginseng tea.
Staying up late every day to read documents, even those who are beaten with iron can't stay up. What's more, Ye Chengshu has been working continuously for nearly a month after staying up all night and overloading. She was really worried that one day he would be in the hospital. This is not surprising at all.
“…… Say, what exactly do you want. I made it very clear last time, do what you have to do, and you promised me, didn't you? ”
As soon as the elevator opened, Ye Chengshu's slightly impatient voice was heard.
Lingse blinked, wasn't he in the study? Who are you talking to on the phone? It's past twelve o'clock now.
"Chengshu, you promised me."
Because of that soft and cold voice, Lingse's footsteps stopped suddenly.
Lawyer Yao!
Reason told her that she shouldn't eavesdrop. Either show up generously and say hello to Lawyer Yao. Or, turn around and go upstairs to your bedroom. Even if you want to know what they talked about, you should ask Ye Chengshu openly, instead of eavesdropping in the corner like this.
But the body is always out of her control.
"Chengshu, you promised me." Qing Liang's coquettish voice sounded, "You said that as long as I wait patiently, I will definitely get what I want." But now, what am I waiting for? This kind of relationship is not what I want. I even have to sneak in to see you, waiting for Gu Lingse to fall asleep! Tell me, what am I like this? ”
The voice of resentment is full of grievances and coquettishness. Sensei said that it was a man, and even the woman Lingse couldn't help but want to take Yao Xiaohan into her arms and comfort her.
Hidden behind the wall, Lingse couldn't see Ye Chengshu's movements. But just from his gentle voice, she could already imagine how gentle and gentle he should be at this moment.
Because, he has shown this tenderness to her countless times. She is like a child who is satisfied, as if she has been pampered by the whole world.
"Xiaohan, good. Stop it. Ye Chengshu's somewhat soothing voice, in the Lingse, the gentleness in it was undoubtedly expanded thousands of times. is still a little helpless, it seems that he has no way to deal with Yao Xiaohan's coquettishness, "I said last time, as long as you wait patiently, there will be a chance." ”
"But I really feel sad to be so sneaky."
"The patience on my side is also very unpleasant." Ye Chengshu said, "Can't you focus on the overall situation? Even I am still patient, why are you dissatisfied? ”
"I just, just...... I don't understand what I can get out of what I'm doing. ”
"You can get my—"
"That's it! Chengshu, don't say any more. I understand, I understand......" The voice gradually deepened.
Ye Chengshu's voice was much softer, "Xiaohan, I won't let you wait in vain." You should understand this. It's coming, it's coming to the day when you can be on the bright side, it's coming. ”
Yao Xiaohan's voice was already a little crying, "Chengshu, can I really wait until that day?" You know, I don't dare to see you, I don't dare to contact you, and I even think about you to be buried in my heart, which really breaks me. I, I feel like a rat that can't see the light, and I'm never qualified to stand in the sun. ”
"No, that day will come soon." Ye Chengshu gently comforted the other party, "I won't let you wait too long." Do you believe me? ”
"I don't believe anyone, and I won't distrust you."
"Hey......" After the faint sigh, he was sorry for himself and guilt, "I have wronged you." ”
Lingse finally couldn't help but poke his head out and looked timidly.
I saw Ye Chengshu and Yao Xiaohan sitting on the sofa, handsome men and pretty women.
The woman snuggled up to the man's chest, crying pear blossoms with rain, which made people hurt. The man softly stretched out his big palm and swayed on the woman's back, trying to soothe her crying.
They sit there, like what?
A match made in heaven, a talented woman, a golden boy and a jade girl. These kinds of words, even if they greet each other, are so appropriate.
They were a good match together, as if she were the superfluous one.
Tears, snapping, fell straight from their eyes.
The eyes turned red in an instant, and the big eyes looked directly at the beautiful scene that people couldn't bear to disturb.
That gentle gaze, she thought it would only be revealed to her.
The frown of pity, she thought it would only bloom to her.
Even the slightly cool palm, she thought that it would only wipe away the tears on her face for her.
But she forgot that before her, all his tenderness and pity had only bloomed for her. It was she who forgot. She shouldn't have forgotten.
I have heard someone say that a man's thoughtfulness and gentleness, and a man's goodness, are all learned from his predecessor. Without the training of his predecessor, no man is born to please a woman and know how to be considerate of a woman. The more he treats you, the more he owes his ex, so he compensates for it.
I listened to it before, but I just laughed and never took it to heart. It was only now that she fully understood the meaning of those words.
Yes, Ye Chengshu knows how to take care of her when she comes to her period. Calculate her days, don't let her touch cold water a few days in advance, and even help her wash her underwear, make her brown sugar water, and buy a warm baby to stick on her lower abdomen. I fell asleep with my arms around her all night, and when she was dying and alive in pain, I frowned lovingly, and helped her massage her lower abdomen for a night. Until she fell asleep, he also held the document in one hand and helped her massage with the other.
knows her little emotions, and knows how to soothe her little emotions. Before she could even say anything, she had guessed what she was trying to say. Nodding his head, he said softly, I understand, I know, leave it to me. helped her block all the troubles, and with his big palm, he quietly erased all the gossip against her.
As far as kissing is concerned, he is so skilled in kissing. knows how to arouse her most primitive desires/desires. Let her reach the apex of pleasure wave after wave.
When she thought that all the things he had done for herself had done to Lawyer Yao, she felt unspeakably uncomfortable. It's like a knife, not sharp, but constantly twisting and turning, dull pain.
In other words, half of what he did for her was done to Lawyer Yao, and the other half was not done to Lawyer Yao yet, so he compensated her.
All signs indicate that he had a woman before her. It's just that she deliberately ignored it.
She always said, Who hasn't gone over? If a thirty-year-old man has never had a woman, then he can't say it. Not to mention him, even herself, doesn't she have a Xiao Nai? That's why I look at all this with understanding.
He never asked about her past with Xiao Nai, so she never took the initiative to ask about his past with Lawyer Yao. Tacit and silent silence. Even if it is mentioned occasionally, it is to let the other party understand that he has had a past. Don't ask for the other party's understanding, just ask for a peace of mind.
His good, his bad, his dark belly, his occasional childishness, was never for her.
Is he looking at Lawyer Yao through her?
turned around, and didn't want to look at the affectionate picture anymore. I tried to escape from here, but my legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't move.
Covering his lips with one hand, he didn't let the screaming cry come out of his mouth. Holding on to the wall with the other hand, he moved towards the elevator little by little.
Maybe Xiao Nai is right, he married her and treated her well, he was just waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity to get back together with Lawyer Yao and stand side by side with her openly.
"Do you really think that Ye Chengshu is good to you? Wrong! He feels guilty for taking advantage of you, so he is doubly good to you. Because one day, you will be discarded by Him! Abandoned by others like cheating grass! ”
Looking back on these words now, it is even more painful.
She also confidently puffed out her chest and replied to Xiao Nai, impossible.
How ridiculous? How ironic?
On the night of her wedding rehearsal, this scene was shattered.
The mother-in-law hid it, not wanting her to know the whole content of the wedding. Did you already know that the bride above this wedding was not her? She is Lawyer Yao's stand-in, and as long as the stand-in does her duty, she doesn't need to know more. She hadn't even seen the wedding dress she was going to wear on her wedding day. The wedding dress I wore during today's rehearsal was also temporarily borrowed from the wedding company.
The heart is already aching and unconscious.
She thought that being betrayed by Xiao Nai back then was the ultimate. It turns out that the pain can really be more intense. She really didn't know what else she could endure and how long she could bear it.
There was a burst of blood in her mouth, and she reached out and touched it in a daze, and her eyes were scarlet.
Raising his eyes again, on the spotless elevator, a bloodless and numb figure was reflected.
The tip of the tongue, the lips, and the stinging pain came from the hindsight.
With an expression that even she felt ugly, she closed her eyes and leaned against the wall, cold.
It turned out that the pain was so extreme that I couldn't shed tears.
"In Ye Chengshu's heart, from the beginning to the end, there has always been only Yao Xiaohan alone."
"Xiao Nai, you're really annoying. Why tell me this fact. I could have deceived myself a little longer. Originally, I could have been happier for a little longer. ”
I have always only deceived myself, where is someone deceiving me.
"Superintendent, how are you doing with the special assistant? You okay? Jingjing's eyes flashed when she asked this, she didn't see it, she just pretended not to see it.
"Lustful girl, you really don't trust men too much. You may not like to hear me. But that's the way it is, men, they're all stealing cats. For your Ye Tezhu, you don't really want to be free-range. What should be asked, still have to be asked. House flowers are just not as fragrant as wild flowers. A crying child has milk to eat, and a coquettish woman is in pain. Your Ye Tezhu is staring at a lot of women, do you really have a hundred hearts? Too confident, right? ”
Quan Zimo was overwhelmed by the son and son Mommy who suddenly appeared, and even had time to teach her the way of the imperial husband, she only thought that the person was kind on a whim, and used her to relieve her boredom and pastime. I didn't even think about the deep meaning behind this.
"Sister-in-law, Chengshu, he has been a little close to Yao Xiaohan recently. I've seen them meet behind their backs several times, and I don't know what to talk about. It's probably more than ten minutes, but I really believe in Chengshu's feelings for you. However, it doesn't seem good for him to always meet Yao Xiaohan in secret. I don't want to sue you, I just want your sister-in-law to have more eyes. Chengshu won't cheat, but he can't guarantee that Yao Xiaohan will seduce him! You know, Yao Xiaohan has always wanted to get back together with Chengshu. Anyway, sister-in-law, you just need to pay more attention to Chengshu. He knew in his heart that if you make a fuss with him, he won't meet Yao Xiaohan again. By the way, sister-in-law, don't ask Chengshu about this. I want to live two more years! ”
The words of the secretary general, she also listened to the left ear and the right ear, smiled lightly, and never took it to heart.
Now that I think about these words, it seems that every word points to something. It was she who didn't want to believe it, so she chose to ignore it.
She was still wondering why the old man offered to accompany her on that journey. It turned out that the old man had long known that Ye Chengshu would not marry her, so he made an empty promise that was impossible to fulfill.
It's almost there. He said that the day when Lawyer Yao could stand in the sun is approaching.
Does this mean that the day when she was abandoned by Ye Chengshu is also coming soon?
Divorce? Scold...... She did think about it many times, many nights. However, that was when I first got married. Since when did she stop thinking about divorce?
Is it the first time the two have had a relationship? Or, under his gentle treatment, made her gradually forget the word divorce?
She thought that if she wanted to get a divorce, she didn't want to be too embarrassed and pitiful. Indeed, only women who can be coquettish are hurt. But she didn't want to lose even the last of her dignity. She wanted to straighten her back and leave, unwilling to exchange humble prayers for his sympathetic looks.
His sympathetic look, she couldn't bear it.
Rather than being pitied by him, she wants his resolute back even more. At least then, she's not too pathetic. In the end, it retains the only self-esteem. She can also deceive herself and say-
What a trial marriage of 99 days is just a transaction, an equivalent exchange.
Instead, she moved her feelings in the transaction and fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.