When I woke up, I was already in the bedroom, the light was very dim, my eyes glanced at the wall clock, at three o'clock in the second half of the night, I was dizzy, I didn't know when I came back, what I remembered, it was the way I was tossing in the water, I was alive and dead, I moved, my whole body hurt, and Lu Pei's voice suddenly came from beside me, "Wake up." ”

I wanted to pull his hand away but felt that I didn't have much strength, "Lu Pei, you are a bastard, you are not a human ......"

He smiled softly, "I'm your husband." ”

I looked away, "You forced me." ”

"You seduced."

I had nothing to say, and listened to Lu Pei's whispered inquiry, "Are you hungry?" ”

Turned over, turned his back to him, didn't want to speak anymore, but Lu Pei lifted the quilt and got up, I heard him open the door softly, and a minute later, he came in with a porcelain bowl in his hand and put it directly on the bedside table on my side, "You have to eat it in a bowl, right?" ”

In the bowl were the sugar gourds he would make, with five-pointed stars and hawthorn granules, my nose was a little sour, but I had no appetite, stretched out my arm and pushed down the bowl, "Take it." ”

Lu Pei smiled at the corner of his mouth, ignoring my rebellious emotions, and gently pushed the bowl back, "Eat, sleep after eating." ”

"I don't eat it!"

I glared, looking at Lu Pei's deep eyes that I couldn't see, the air was full of threats, and he still chuckled, "You have to eat sugar, otherwise your blood sugar is too low, and you will be weak." ”

Seeing that I didn't answer, he sat down calmly on the side of my bed, reached out and tucked the quilt for me, his voice was low, and his deep features were full of shadows......

"Sibao, I can spoil you, or I can make everyone unhappy, you choose."

Huh——

I actually laughed in my heart, I didn't talk much, I took out two hawthorn candy balls from the bowl and stuffed them into my mouth, chewed a few times hard and swallowed them, and then took the water he handed over and drank it directly, and after lying down, I covered the quilt and didn't move, Lu Pei hugged me from behind after lying down, "Tomorrow my aunt will go back to my hometown, you can send it, but remember, when you come out of the train station, you will go home directly." ”

I didn't answer, I didn't fall asleep for a long time, I carefully controlled my breathing, my eyes seemed to be wrong, and I kept dripping some liquid, except for wiping it from time to time, I really didn't know what else to do.

……

"Bao Si, you and Xiao Lu are really fine."

The next morning, I sent my second aunt to the train station, along the way, she was still asking me carefully, I was also afraid that she would see something, deliberately wearing a long skirt with a high neck, this day it looks strange to wear so tightly, but the second aunt knew that I was afraid of the cold recently, so I didn't ask more.

"It's okay, isn't it good, didn't you still chat with him at dinner in the morning."

The second aunt took my hand and stood at the door of the waiting room, "I just feel that something is wrong, you are not right, last night, at ten o'clock, I saw him carry you upstairs from that pool, you are wearing a piece of what is called, oh, by the way, bathrobe, I went to knock on the door and asked you what's the matter, he said that you are tired of teaching you to swim or something, I want to go in the door to see you, he won't let you, Bao Si, he is not ......"

"It's fine."

I smiled vigorously, "It's swimming, can't I exercise my body, don't worry, I'll be good with Lu Pei, ah." ”

The second aunt touched my hand, "It's me who is not good, what kind of Xiaolinzi will I take you, I feel that when I see it, everything has changed, I can't say it, I'm afraid of your mother-in-law now, Shen Mingya, what kind of scene is she doing." ”

"The soldiers are coming, and the water is coming to cover the earth!"

I responded heartlessly, "Second aunt, if you put your heart in your stomach, no one can bully me!" Let's go in, call me when I get home, don't let my second uncle worry, don't talk about my affairs, I'll go home for the New Year! ”

"Hey, okay."

The second aunt glanced at the time of the ticket, carried the gift that Lu Pei asked her to bring into the waiting room, and turned her face to look at me with a worried look, "Bao Si, take care of yourself, don't quarrel with Xiao Lu, if anyone makes you angry, let's go home, it's okay, you are the star of our Baishan Village, everyone is looking forward to you going back, remember your aunt's words, ah." ”

I nodded and watched her give the ticket to the staff, and then entered the waiting room, then sniffed, turned around and took a deep breath silently, Uncle Xu also waved to the second aunt more than ten meters away, and waited for her to go in completely before walking to me, "Mrs. Lu, let's go back." ”

nodded, "Uncle Xu, is it that in the future, you won't wait for me in the car anymore, and you will follow wherever I go?" ”

Uncle Xu sighed and nodded, "Mr. Lu is not worried about you either." ”

I forced the tears back into my body, and after getting into the car, Uncle Xu started the car, "Mrs. Lu, in fact, Mr. Lu is very painful. ”

Seeing that I didn't answer, he looked at me with a frown, "In the middle of the night last night, I saw that the light in the living room and kitchen was on, I thought I forgot to turn it off, so I went in to turn off the light, but I saw Mr. Lu boiling sugar there, I asked him what he was doing, he said to make you a sugar gourd, I said that I came, he didn't need it, and a person hung sugar on the hawthorn very carefully."

But it looked very depressed, I was worried about him, so I accompanied him, and later, when he was done, he stood there smoking and asked me, why in front of people who care more about it, the more you lose your mind, I said that you are very good to Mrs. Lu, and you make her sugar gourd in the middle of the night, Mrs. Lu will be very moved, guess what he said. ”

I shook my head, "I don't know. ”

Uncle Xu was very touched, "He said that what he does now can't make up for the damage to you, but he still wants to do it, he said that he knows everything, but he just can't control it, he said that he wants you to be happy the most, but now he doesn't know how to make you happy......

Mrs. Lu, I am from here, in fact, you are a matter of time, I say something ugly, the old lady, it is indeed a lot of pressure on Mr. Lu, plus the elders of their family, but the old lady is also very sick, if you insist on it, maybe you will ......"

Uncle Xu didn't dare to say the latter words, but it was not easy for him to express Shen Mingya's opinion that I couldn't consume me, at least, he really didn't treat me as an outsider, and he didn't guard against me or anything.

"Uncle Xu, in the future, will you call me Bao Sixing?"

"This ......"

I turned my face to look at him and smiled, "I've seen you, last fall, I visited outside the door, and you also called me out, saying that it was a private villa, and I was not allowed to visit ......"

Uncle Xu frowned, "Yes, Mr. Lu's house is big, and there are many flowers and plants in the yard, there are always people who are curious, my ...... Hey, I have the impression that you also said Mr. Lu's name, right, it seems to be you! ”

I smiled, "Yes, it's me, Uncle Xu, don't call me Mrs. Lu, call me Baosi, or, call me that in private, I listen to it." ”

Uncle Xu nodded and smiled, "Hey, you will be together at that time." ”

"The breakup hasn't gotten back together, but he was recuperating in the villa five years ago, but it was because I ......"

I responded softly, this villa really has a fate with me, it used to be hidden by Lu Pei himself, but now, it means that I am going to hide.

Uncle Xu agreed, drove me back, and after leaving the train station, I looked at the flow of people outside the window but didn't want to leave, "I want to go shopping, can I." ”

"Okay, I'll find a place to park and stay with you."

"Myself."

I turned my face to look at him, "I want to walk around ...... myself"

Uncle Xu was a little embarrassed, "This is not good, do you want to see a friend." ”

See friends?

Then I saw what Pang was going to say, and shook my head, "No, I just want to walk around by myself and get popular." ”

Uncle Xu took a step back, "In this way, I will park the car, more than ten meters away from you, can you walk around by yourself, Mr. Lu said that he can't let you out of my sight, and he is afraid that his mother will ...... again."

"Uncle Xu, I don't want to be watched like this, I just want to go shopping by myself, it's going to be okay in broad daylight, don't worry, I'll call you when I've had enough shopping in a while, I want to be free, can I."

"That ......"

I knew what he was afraid of, and the corners of his mouth smiled, "I won't play disappearing, or I'll give you my wallet?" ”

Uncle Xu shook his head, "I don't mean that, I'm afraid that you're not in a good state, so let's do it, I'll wait for you around here, you can go wherever you want, before two o'clock in the afternoon, remember to call me, you can't go back late." ”

"Okay."

I thanked Uncle Xu for his understanding, and after getting off the bus, I walked to a bus stop sign with the flow of people, and I got on as soon as the bus arrived.

Where to go, I don't know myself, the idea of wanting to see my eldest brother jumped in my head, and then I was suppressed, forget it, I'm in this state now, I don't want to see my relatives.

Get on the bus, get off the car, stroll the purpose of walking, where there are more people, where to go, where to go, until the square of a commercial street, I faintly feel that this place is familiar, and then I remember, the first part-time job of the Ocean Star Hotel is not near here.

Shaking my head, I walked along the side of the road and basked in the sun, and the people passing by looked at me curiously, probably thinking that I was wearing too much, and I didn't have a parasol.

"Miss Xue?"

A male voice suddenly came from the side of the road, I looked for the voice, a car on the side of the road lowered the window, and the people in the car looked at me with obvious doubts, "Is it really you?" ”

I'm also surprised, isn't this the face paralyzed and only one side of the relationship!

"Ah, hello."

After a reaction, I stepped forward, and he also asked the driver to stop, pushed the car door down and walked directly in front of me, with the air around me dropping a few points, my body is a little bit boneless now, I can't bear his cool air, I took a few steps back and looked at him and smiled, "Why is Mr. Zhuo here?" ”

"I'm here to meet a partner."

He responded without any expression, "To be honest, Miss Xue, I didn't dare to admit it just now, how did you walk staggeringly, no problem." ”

I smiled, "It's okay, I'm just shopping, it's a little shaky." ”

He didn't ask any more, "I don't have much time, where are you going, I can send you." ”

Waving his hand, "No need, Lu Er's car is also waiting for me, I'll just go shopping by myself and I'll go back in a while." ”

He sighed, there was his assistant in the car, and he was still reminding him of something in a whisper, Zhuo Jing nodded expressionlessly, looked at me and said more, "I still remember the words you measured for me, it's about to be autumn, I hope to borrow your auspicious words, I will meet the person I want to see." ”

I still laughed, "Yes, I was able to read very accurately at that time." ”

Zhuo Jing raised his eyebrows slightly, "At that time, is it not allowed now?" ”

"Forehead ......"

"Sorry, I'm not very good at kidding."

Zhuo Jing tugged at the corners of his mouth, "If I meet someone I want to meet, I will introduce you to each other, and when the time comes, I will invite you to have a meal with Lu Er." ”

Ma Jiaolong?

I lost my mind and shook my head, "Mr. Zhuo, if you really go well as I said, then I hope you don't say a word about me." ”

He wondered, "Why?" ”

"Because ......"

Face.

I really don't want to meet a colleague who is thriving now.

"Secret."

I smiled hesitantly, "You think, seeing is fate, where is what I measured, if you meet, then you don't have time to talk about a lot of words, why rush to introduce me, there is a chance, there is a chance, I will meet her, don't do it on purpose, I will follow fate." ”

Zhuo Jing didn't delve too deeply into my words, just nodded, "Yes, let it be." ”

As he spoke, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and he picked it up and immediately used Cantonese, saying something uncle, probably saying that he was going to make an appointment to visit him, I thought it would be bad to go so directly, so I waited for him to finish the call, and his eyes looked across the road without any purpose, and he couldn't help but squint-

It was Lu Pei, his height and formal clothes were too conspicuous, he came out of a coffee shop, but there was a girl in a light-colored dress next to him, the girl kept talking next to him, smiling very happily, but Lu Pei kept looking at his phone.

I looked at it in a daze, until Lu Pei looked at the phone all the way into his sports car parked on the side of the road, the girl did not get into the car, but stood outside the car and waved at Lu Pei, and when she saw his car gone, she called a car to leave.

"Miss Xue?"

Coming back to my senses, I looked at Zhuo Jing, "Mr. Zhuo, then I'll go first." ”

Zhuo Jing put away his mobile phone, "Don't you really need me to send you, there is no problem with the twenty-minute drive." ”

I found myself tired from laughing and waved my hand, "No need, I have a driver waiting for me." ”

Zhuo Jing is not a person who drags mud and water, "Okay, I came in a hurry this time, and I will make an appointment with you and Lu Er next time I have enough time." ”

"Okay, goodbye."

I watched him get into the car, thought of something, and knocked on his window, looking at Zhuo Jing's puzzled eyes and opening his mouth, "The person you want to meet is a gentleman like me." Then it's not easy for her, you must cherish it, don't hurt her heart. ”

Zhuo Jing was a little puzzled, but still nodded, "Of course." ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth, "I wish you happiness." ”

Without waiting for him to respond, he left in a daze, took out his mobile phone and put it to his ear, "Uncle Xu, I'm going back, you come to pick me up." ”

……

At seven or eight o'clock in the evening, Lu Pei still entered the door on time, I didn't ask him anything, I ate very quietly, and then everyone was busy, after eating, I saw that he called Uncle Xu, and the two of them chatted in the study for a while.

I didn't have the strength to care, so I lay on the bed and wrote and drew in a ballpoint pen notebook, and before I waited for ten o'clock, I turned off the light and lay down to sleep.

I don't know how long it took, I heard the door opened, the lamp at the head of the bed lit up, I lay down and didn't move, but I heard Lu Pei's voice sound, "If you can't sleep, you can talk to me, talk about where you went by yourself." ”

I gritted my teeth, but Lu Pei grabbed my shoulders and asked me to sit up, looking at me with his eyes: "I said I didn't say you shouldn't run around yourself, huh?" ”

"I've been running around on my own for twenty-four years and nothing has happened!"

I pushed his arm away, "The leg is mine!" Do I have to report where I go! ”

Lu Pei suppressed his anger and sat down on the edge of my bed, "Bao Si, I admit that I'm busy, I can't ...... if I'm in a bad mood."

"You're in a good mood!!"

I glared at him, "You're busy, you're busy drinking coffee with people!" ”

Lu Pei looked at me directly, his brows tightened slightly, and he actually smiled, "You saw me?" ”

"I saw it!!"

He nodded, leaning his face towards me, "So, it's jealous, right?" ”

"I didn't!!"

I didn't have the slightest interest, "It's your business what you like!" Why should I be jealous!! ”

He took my hand, "Sibao, listen to me, I'm just going through a program, and my old man will give me ......"

Lu Pei...... Don't talk about it. ”

My mood suddenly collapsed, "I know it's hard for you, but I don't want to do this anymore, since everyone doesn't approve of me, then let's change the way, okay, don't be so depressed, I can't stand it, you let me go to a place where no one is, I want to be quiet and quiet, please ......"

His hand was pulled into his arms, "Bao Si, you calm down and leave it to me, I'll take care of it, okay." ”

I shook my head, "I don't want to be so wasteful, I don't want to be looked down upon, Lu Pei, you let me go, I don't want to be such a useless ......"

"No, you can't."

His voice froze, "You can't go anywhere." ”