Chapter 172: Heart-to-heart



Yin was a little annoyed, why did he really come to pick a reward? The liveliness and cuteness just now are gone, could it be that Su Li really hates it so much in her heart? Thinking about it, I feel depressed, I came in, and I was careful, why didn't this woman appreciate it at all. Stretched out his hand and pulled her, and gently let her lie on his knee and hit her twice**, although it was light, but it finally made Yin's heart balanced.

Su Li didn't expect him to come in just to beat himself? She is not a child anymore, even if she is a child, she never beats her child, she is generally very civilized and pinched. Although her mind was turning a thousand times, she didn't struggle in the end, and she still couldn't be rude. Only biting his lip silently, although it didn't hurt, it was a little light.

"It's been ten years!" Yinla sat on her lap and sighed softly for no reason.

"It's been ten years and five months." Su Li was stunned for a moment, only to understand that Yin was saying that they had been married for ten years, calculate, and corrected softly. Yin's sigh made Su Li's heart soften all of a sudden, yes, she has been married to Yin for more than ten years. And it has been almost eleven years since she came to the Qing Dynasty. Coupled with the number of years you live in modern times, shouldn't it be menopause, and your abnormality these days won't be like this, right?

Thinking of ten years, Yin and Su Li suddenly felt bored. It's been ten years, what else is there to talk about? Originally, it was a trivial matter, Su Li didn't say it in her heart, pretending to be fine, so it suddenly exploded, and she and Yin were burned all at once.

These days, when she is fine, she will think about what happened to her that day? It can't be said that because the night is dark and the wind is high, it is the night of murder, right? Anyway, she couldn't tell, she just felt that she was dizzy that day, and she had nothing to say. I have long understood that in life, either you deceive me, or I deceive you. Now Yinyi said that he has been deceived for ten years, why can't he be deceived?

"I'm sorry!" Su Li sighed softly. After thinking about this, these three words are not so difficult to say.

"I used to be fine, light and light, and I knew how to advance and retreat, but now what's wrong?" Yin's heart became more comfortable, although he said that he had lost the opportunity to enter the palace. But I'm sorry, but Su Li said it first, no matter how you say it, you can also get back a city, but I immediately thought of it, alas! Now you want to win or lose, a fart? Can Su Li's little trick still hide from the old man and the old lady? I'm afraid that Li Dequan won't be able to hide it, at this time, I'm afraid that all the people in the Forbidden City will know that they have quarreled with Su Li, and they are the ones who have softened first. It's discouraging to think about!

"Do you like Li'er before?" Su Li didn't think of Yin's complaints, she only felt a chill in her body, pushed Yin away, and looked at Yindi's eyes. If Yin really likes the heartless Su Li before. Then he doesn't really like himself, but he likes young women, and he just finds his lost youth in young women.

"I don't know. Yesterday, Fujin said, I am not a master, I am your husband. In the past, you were my master and master, and I liked it everywhere, although I occasionally had a temper, but I was just coquettish, but I never went too far, and your degree has always been good. Including to Nian, people say you are cowardly. But I know that you are disdainful. Sometimes I think, what am I in your heart? Yin pointed to Su Li's heart, Yin was determined to talk to Su Li, in fact, he liked Su Li's reasonableness very much, although he knew that reasoning with women was a fool's dream, but he still wanted to try, "I would hope that you will occasionally be like Nian's and them, and really hurt for your master." ”

"I didn't mean that. Do you like Li'er like this? said that Li'er really looked like Fujin and Sister Nian one day, and you were going to be scared? Su Li even looked cold, and began to feel that this master was as unpleasant as the director back then. It turns out that everything you do is wrong, because the standard is in the hands of others.

"Yes! People always want more. I like to hold my hand in the garden and sing to you. I also like to look at you with a smile all the time. And then I think all of you are so cute. It is only natural that you will always have it. Yin hugged her tightly and buried her head in Su Lidi's chest. He didn't mince words. Admit that you are greedy. He was calm. Instead, Su Li calmed down.

In this way, Yin is much more real and credible than pretending to tell yourself that you will only spoil you in the future. Because there are ** people! I'm not also because I have **. Thereupon...... Su Li suddenly lost her mind. So that's the case? It turns out that he is not coquettish like Concubine De said. It's not for any other reason. Just because she has a ** for this man. She was starting to get dissatisfied. So I began to hate myself for being incompetent. also understands that in the end, Yin can't really belong to himself. So I preemptively decided to give up. Of course. Although accepted. But it's still not even. I also feel very aggrieved. This is where Su Li feels the most disappointed. People say marry a man and marry a man. Dressed and fed, she was no longer alive for the sake of living. She also has higher demands. She hoped that Yin would be different from other men. She never asked Yin to have the same strong ability as she wrote. Protect yourself, pamper yourself, and treat yourself single-mindedly. But. He shouldn't have asked himself to stay with him wholeheartedly. On the other hand, you have to learn to protect yourself and your children desperately! When she is what? If so. What else does she want this man to do? It's better to go over by yourself.

That's how it is in modern times. After she became independent. When you suddenly feel that you are already stronger than some men. So he refused to marry easily. In her opinion. If you can't find a place stronger than yourself. Then find a man you love. Because of love. So I want to protect. Wanted to share. But alas, yes. She has never found a place stronger than herself. I didn't find my love.

Now it's so easy to find an absolute powerhouse. She thought she could be a rice worm with peace of mind. When you entrust yourself with peace of mind, for the rest of your life. The man pushed her into the battle of the backyard pink. Let her fight for herself and her children. Yin is clearly speaking. As long as there are successful people around you. If you can't do it, let's go! This makes her feel cold. She looked into Yindi's eyes. Said word by word. She wanted an explanation

"But Ye can't protect Li'er. You let Li'er come out to protect the children of Li'er by herself. ”

"If you're like Nian. Always and everywhere rely on me to protect and sustain me. Do you think the baby will be able to take over everything in my hands in the future? Yin glanced at Su Li lightly. But consider that they were not fully reconciled at this time. Let's be honest. Think about it. Straight as he continued. "I was actually very happy the night you went to Kexin's house. Because you have me in your heart. That's why I get angry. No. It should be said. Previously you. It won't give Nian a chance to soar at all. You'll start by dividing the noodle people among everyone. You'll handle things beautifully. Let everyone have nothing to say. But you didn't do that that day. For a box worthless thing. You and Nian turned their faces. Because you cherish it. Later, Fu Jin asked me. What if you do go back to the garden? I laughed. Oh, yes. Back to the garden. You're still the Li'er who loves me wholeheartedly. I will pamper you even more. But to the baby. I will reconsider. Yin kissed Su Li lightly. The expression was triumphant and joyful. But when it comes to the latter sentence. The smile faded. He looked serious. This time, he will have a little bit of the land of Emperor Yongzheng in the future.

"You won't be like Li's, let me take the child away from you, so the baby will be raised by you, and some of your indifferent temperament will affect the baby. It's not good. In the future, even if I insist on making him the heir because I like him, he will not be able to keep that position, and he will be eaten by the rules of the royal family. Just like you hide in the garden, you dodge, so the baby's future can only be to dodge, and it is better to be an idle clan like the fifth brother and the seventh brother. Yin felt that the body of the person in his arms had become soft, and there was a little tenderness in his heart, Su Li was like this. Just say it clearly, and she will understand and accept it.

"So he's no longer the right man; You're back, you're still sane in the end, and your love for me is still not as good as your son's. Although it is a little uncomfortable, I am still very happy that you have made a right choice, you will stand up to protect yourself and protect your children, so that you can feel at ease with the outside world. There is no need to be distracted to take care of you. You've been doing well since you came back. It's really good. Let the baby follow Li Wei to learn, and the baby seems to have become a lot more proficient. will not be like the children of other clans, empty-eyed and arrogant; You will no longer deliberately alienate you because you hate the old man, these days make the old man like and trust you more, and you work hard to prove to everyone that you Su Li is unique, and you are more useful to the master than the elder brother of the Nian family. But you are becoming more and more unhappy because you have lost your heart. ”

"Heart?" Su Li chewed on these two words? Where is your heart? Or do you have a heart?

"In the past, you were very happy to tempt Fujin to eat the noodles you made, and you were very happy to make a yukata for your old robe...... That's your heart, you are simply looking for your own happiness, I like to say that I was here to eat and wait for Su Li'er to die. It's not the current Su Fujin who has to calculate and calculate every step of the way! Now you think too much, you want to do your best, but then you feel tired, so you hate me now, you think it's because I didn't protect you, that's why you have to work so hard, so you're angry now, and you want to say to me no, let's stop doing this. Let's not be merciful, it's better to be subordinates. Yin smiled, thought for a moment and shook his head, "Actually, if you think about it again, that is not your intention, sometimes it seems to be your original intention now, you are not an easy happy person, just pretending to be happy." ”

"Niangniang said that Li'er is coquettish with her master?!" Su Li didn't want to answer her heart's question, because she couldn't answer either, so she put her arms around Yin's neck, rested her chin on the top of Yin's bare head, and said faintly.

"Do you think so?" Yin didn't think so, but he felt that Su Li was really coquettish at this time.

Su Li thought for a moment, nodded first, and then shook his head. After thinking for a moment, "Yes and no." ”

"Coquettishness" is not really a temptation to speak loudly and pretend to be bewitching, sometimes it is also a struggle and a cold war. These are just using these behaviors to fight for attention.

"If you are as calm and coquettish as you, you will have a short life." Yin sighed softly and lay down with his head tilted back as he pretended to faint. Su Li then fell into Yin's arms.

Su Li was a little shy, how to say that it was also in the palace, and it was broad daylight, in case anyone saw it, what should she do? Yin is not afraid, he likes to see Su Li's shy appearance. deliberately kissed Su Li, the moon door was locked, and no one had any extra keys, even if he really had something with Su Li. No one will know. Besides, what if you know? Originally, he came to pick up his daughter-in-law, and he didn't violate any land king law when he was intimate with his daughter-in-law.

Su Li patted him hard, and he laughed. Su Li also relieved herself in Yin's laughter, thinking about it, she was on the horse farm that day, so calm and rational to say goodbye to Yin. It's only been two days of hard work, and the two of them are so tired of being together, in their own words, they just have no skin and no face. But there is no face and no skin, what else can't be let go?

"Angry that day?" She finally asked, thinking that she had really gone too far that night.

"Well, in fact, anyone can say that about me, but you and Fujin can't, why do you know." Yin nodded, very serious and said with a little residual breath.

"Because you love us the most?" Su Li could guess a little. But I don't think it's quite. Yin has already put himself and the Ulanala clan together, indicating that this is not love anymore. But I'm getting older, and I'm still talking about love. I feel like I'm in a bad position.

"Because I am sincere to you, and let you understand me, and put myself in front of you. Even if I can't give you complete feelings, it's sincere! If you still feel that you don't understand, and are hurting and using you, you will feel that you have betrayed you. ”

"Betrayal?" Su Li didn't expect Yin to use such a serious word, and held up her head to look at him.

"Yes, betrayal! You respect your father in front of you, but you don't want to come to accompany him after you die. What is this not a lie? If you can't treat your master with sincerity, what's the difference between it and betrayal? Yin didn't take it for granted, but questioned.

Su Li thought about it seriously, "Now let Li'er say that Li'er still doesn't want to live and die with her master." We still have a baby, a little heart, and a grandchild in the future, I can't let the baby and the heart feel that the parents only care about their own love and not love them. Li'er doesn't want to be a selfish mother. And you have someone to accompany you, too. My sister said that she would give her grandfather a wife in the next life, and she didn't want to see us at that time. ”

"Does the master don't need to leave a place for you when he repairs the grave?" Yin's tone is a little dangerous.

Su Li smiled and thought for a while, "When the master divides the land in the future, the local circle will be bigger, and you and your sister will be buried together in the future." Li'er will let the baby set up another grave in your cemetery, and we will be together, but Li'er will no longer encroach on her sister's territory. Su Lifu stuck in Yin's arms. Said softly.

"Alas! You'd better pick a good game for Fujin first. Go back and make amends for her. If she didn't persuade me, I ignored you! Yin was a little emotional. But she was a little embarrassed, so she only used a kiss on her lips to cover it up. And he didn't want to talk about life and death anymore, so he changed the topic.

"Then don't come in, let our mother fend for herself." Su Li turned her head and didn't let him kiss it. Yin laughed and kissed the corner of her mouth.

"You're fine today, because blocking your breath to bully other people's envoys is a bit of what you used to feel. But you weren't angry before. You have a lot of respect for the minions in the house, and you are not cute at all today. He sniffed that Su Li still had the smell of Korean hot sauce, and couldn't help but laugh when he thought about the bad luck of the North Korean envoy.

"I think they hate it, Li'er likes their pickles, and she thinks their food is delicious, but if it makes them arrogant, it's annoying. They ......" Su Li still gushed endlessly.

"How do you know? There aren't many North Korean merchants in Kyungseong, right? Every time I come with the envoys, how can I have a chance for you to get in touch? Yin then remembered that Su Li's performance today was too unexpected, and how could she know the North Korean merchants? Can you even teach her how to cook? She has always taken it as the standard not to go out of the door and not to step out of the second door.

"They always have friends in the capital, and they will always pick up and drop off customers here, and Li'er wants to see what is there, the characteristics of Korean cuisine, and then she wants them to bring some ingredients back. It's just that I told my lord, it's not easy for them to come once, so naturally they have to bring Korean ginseng and other valuable things that can be sold at a price, where will they waste space to bring ingredients for Li'er? So I would be very happy to see it in the palace. ”

Su Li explained carefully. Most of them are true, because I really want to make spicy rice cakes, but I can't buy Korean chili sauce, and I have some troubles, besides, Yin also likes light dishes, Korean and Japanese cuisine is actually very suitable, Su Li deliberately arranged for Xiao Wei, the comprador in the kitchen, to inquire and make friends with the merchants, so even if Kangxi is suspicious today, he can't catch any tricks. After saying that, Su Li felt funny, "Alas! Isn't it strange that you hate them, but you like their food? ”

"You are such a snob, but people tend to be inflammatory, you are good, you hate their magnates, but you are full of sympathy for their untouchables."

"Aren't you?" Su Li remembered that she seemed to have read it in a book, and after Yin came to power, he canceled his cheap status, which was a very progressive idea at that time. "Don't you say that there is no such thing as cheap food, only unskilled cooks? It's the same with people, how can there be untouchables in the world? There are only parents and children who are not worthy of shepherding. ”