Ye Xiaorou hesitated for a moment before sitting down on the sofa, she lowered her head, not daring to look at Lin Pinyuan.

According to Lin Nan, she had seen Lin Pinyuan, at her wedding, but Ye Xiaorou had a vague impression, although she remembered a lot of things, but there were still some times when her memory was vague, such as seeing Lin Pinyuan, Ye Xiaorou had no memory.

The two sat quietly in the room for a while, and Ye Xiaorou felt that Lin Pinyuan had been looking at her all the time, but she didn't know what to say to him, and she didn't even know how to call him.

After a long silence, Lin Pinyuan spoke first, "You look very similar to your mother. ”

Lin Pinyuan got up, walked to Ye Xiaorou's side and sat down, and put a photo album on her lap.

Ye Xiaorou was stunned for a moment, but she still couldn't suppress the curiosity in her heart, and opened the photo album.

The photo looks like it's a few years old, yellow, a whole album, there is only one protagonist, that is a woman who is very similar to herself, the photo is from her eighteen years old, one a year, until she is forty-three years old.

Ye Xiaorou didn't ask about what happened after the termination, she had already heard about it from Lin Nan, the seemingly weak woman in the photo chose to commit suicide when she was forty-three years old, and it was on her and Lin Nan's eighteenth birthday.

Ye Xiaorou's gaze stayed on the last photo of the woman, the woman in the photo was forty-three years old, the flavor was still there, wearing a cheongsam with white flowers on a black background, sitting quietly on the sofa, her eyes seemed to be looking at the camera, and as if she was looking over the camera to an unknown place.

She sat there quietly, smiling rather than smiling, so unreal.

Ye Xiaorou heard Lin Nan mention their mother, according to him, she has been tortured by illness for many years, since Lin Nan can remember, her mental state has been good and bad, when she is good, she is very gentle with people, and she often has a shallow smile on her face, and when she is bad, her eyes are full of horror, as if she is questioning the whole world.

"Your mother's name is Mo Yuhan, she is very beautiful, I met her on my twenty-fourth birthday, she came to my house with her boyfriend at that time, her boyfriend at that time was my best friend, I still remember, it was my birthday, I just made a birthday wish, she appeared, with a faint smile, standing there gracefully." Lin Pinyuan said softly, with a faint smile on his face, as if he had returned to the day in his memory.

"My friend, his family background is the same as mine, and that friend is the same, he is famous in our circle, and the speed of changing girlfriends is unbeatable, but most of the time, he likes tall girls, and your mother is not the type he likes, so when we saw your mother, we were all stunned, and we all guessed that they would not last long, and I thought so too." When he said this, Lin Pinyuan's brows frowned slightly.

"No one expected that they had been together for more than a year, and in the past year or so, that man is not without other women, and your mother knows it, but she doesn't want to leave him, I thought it was because of money, I was willing to give your mother money, as much as you wanted, but she just didn't want to leave." Lin Pinyuan lowered his head, sighed softly, and then continued, "Finally, he is still tired of your mother, your mother followed me later, I love her very much, she treats me very well, but she always doesn't want me to touch her, she can't even hold hands, I was stubborn at that time, the more your mother is unwilling, the more I refuse to let go, once I was drunk, I ......" said this, Lin Pinyuan stopped, he lowered his head.

Ye Xiaorou turned her head to look over, just in time to see Lin Pinyuan looking down, the corners of his eyes were shining with tears, Ye Xiaorou frowned, and there was an indescribable sourness in her heart.

Even if he knew that he loved her, but he used such an extreme method, I don't know if they can continue between them.

"And then there is you, at the beginning of pregnancy, your mother was not happy, I had to give her a name, burdened with family pressure, she didn't marry, my mother, that is, your grandmother, reluctantly agreed, agreed to our marriage, but your mother was still unhappy, she even wanted to hurt you, I asked her many times, she was unwilling to say, until six months pregnant, she knew that it was impossible to hurt you, and she was slowly willing to accept your existence."

"But no one thought that she would run away from home before giving birth, I tried my best to finally find your mother in a village below the southern county, at that time she had given birth, holding a baby boy, living alone, I took her home, but she always said, the child is not hers, I thought she was still in a mood, never listened to her seriously, until she committed suicide." Lin Pinyuan's story ended here, he let out a long sigh and looked at Ye Xiaorou.

Lin Pinyuan's eyes had a hint of apology, if he was willing to listen to Mo Yuhan, he might have picked up Ye Xiaorou a long time ago, and between their father and daughter, they would not have missed more than twenty years.

"She ......" Ye Xiaorou paused for a long time before asking, as soon as she spoke, she still couldn't call Mo Yuhan her mother, in her heart, Wang Yinghong was her mother, "Why doesn't she want to accept you, she doesn't love you?" ”

"I don't know, maybe love." Lin Pinyuan said this sentence a little helplessly, "Many years later, I realized that she didn't leave that man at the beginning, not just because of love, she had a reason why she couldn't leave." ”

Ye Xiaorou frowned and looked at Lin Pinyuan, she saw the tears in Lin Pinyuan's eyes, she no longer had any obsession with those things back then, no matter what happened back then, she didn't want to ask, she didn't want to understand, the things of the year were not something she could change, and now, she can only be at ease.

Ye Xiaorou still didn't call out the two people "Dad" after all, even after hugging Lin Pinyuan with tears, she still couldn't call out, maybe these two words have always been far away from her, so far away that she couldn't shout that pronunciation for a long time.

Walking out of the study, a small lamp was lit in the corridor, and under the dim light, Ye Xiaorou walked slowly down the stairs.

The lights on the first floor were bright, and Lin Nan was sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding a glass of red wine, shaking it gently.

Seeing Ye Xiaorou going downstairs, Lin Nan raised her wine glass at her and asked, "Do you want a drink?" ”

Ye Xiaorou shook her head lightly and sat beside him, "What do you think?" ”

What do you think? Lin Nan raised his eyebrows and asked suspiciously.

"This home, that home." Ye Xiaorou sighed softly and asked.

She has no choice, this home is strange, that home is also strange, and wherever she goes, she is destined to be alone.

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