Liuli tugged at the corners of her mouth, and she felt like she wanted to laugh. The moment she knew the truth, she was indeed angry, and she had the urge to rush to him to question, but after such a long time, she didn't want to say anything. What he wants to say is nothing more than an explanation, and how true is such an explanation? Since he was using her and fooling her, how could she get any explanation.

Qi Yunhao looked at her, his brows gradually frowned, and asked, "Don't you believe it?" ”

Liuli took a deep breath out of the dark window, turned around, and said lightly: "How dare I not believe the general?" "It's ridiculous to ask her that now. Did he really think she was a fool, or did he think she really couldn't live without him? Can she be blinded to the point where Aunt Su can trust her husband like she did in the first place?

"If the general wants to say anything, just say it, I'll listen."

His eyes were cold, his face was tense, and he wanted to reach out to grab her hand, but when he saw her expressionless appearance, he had to give up again.

"Anyway, I never fooled you, and I never wanted to play with you." He looked at her and said, "We people who have lived on the tip of a knife for many years are not good at loving children, let alone saying touching love words. Every word I say to you is true. You were only twelve years old when I decided on you, but I was nineteen, and although I haven't experienced many things, it doesn't mean I don't know. Since we worship heaven and earth, we are going to be together for the rest of our lives, and I don't want any accidents. ”

"Really?"

Liuli stared at the patch on the corner of the table, "Since that's the case, why is the general hiding it from me?" ”

He lowered his head, frowned, and said, "Because, there are some things that I haven't figured out how to tell you." ”

"No," Ruri shook her head and looked at him, "It's not that you didn't think about what to say, but you never thought to tell me. Did the general keep birds? I've raised it before. It's very expensive to buy it and put it in a cage, and let people take good care of it every day, so that no one can hurt it, and it looks like it cares about it very much. But I know it's for me. It's just a moving ornament. I'm for the generals. It's an ornament that occupies the position of the general's wife, and in your opinion, you can completely manipulate my life and life. You can decide what kind of life I live, you used to keep me in the dark and press the Holy Lord's decree to marry and not let me know, and now you can take away my right to have children. For the general, your words are the law, and your decisions are the king's law. ”

When she said this, Ruri was very calm, and it seemed that there was nothing left to make her excited and indignant.

And Qi Yunhao propped his hands on the table. Leaned over and stared at her for a long time, and said, "When you say that, are you actually blaming me for breaking up you and Du Rui?" ”

He stared at her, stood up straight, gritted his teeth, and said, "You said that I was domineering to you, did you mean that I was not as good at pleasing you as he was?" Will there be so many tricks to please you? In your heart, is it only Du Rui who is worthy of you, and I am a vulgar martial artist? ”

Liuli suddenly heard Du Rui's name spit out of his mouth, and couldn't help but be stunned, she hadn't thought of Du Rui for a long time. How long has it been since I heard from him? All those who are good for her will not tell her, and those who do not want her to be good will not have the courage to mention him to her under Qi Yunhao's domineering. What does he mean when he mentions Du Rui so loudly now?

She stood up, her face tense, and said, "Isn't it more domineering when the general says this?" I am innocent with Du Rui, if the general suspects that I have something to do with him, why should he marry me? The general probably left me on the night of the wedding because he was always suspicious of me, right? It is precisely because you have never trusted me that you only give me account books, land deeds and other things and don't let me see them at all, and you don't let me conceive your child, just because you don't plan for me to live in this mansion for a long time, right? The general says he's a martial artist, but it seems to me that you're more shrewd than the thoughtful strategists! ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Qi Yunhao smashed his fist on the tabletop, and the two-inch-thick sour branch wood tabletop was suddenly smashed, he gritted his teeth and stared at her, his eyes were red: "I don't touch you because I doubt you, you want the land property deed, and I don't have it!" What am I doing to you, do you really not have feelings? ”

Ruri bit her lower lip and stared at him.

"I'm sorry!" He eased his expression, pulled her over, and said, "I don't let you have a baby, I really don't mean anything else." ”

Liuli turned her head and looked out the window for a long time.

"Actually, the general doesn't have to explain so much, it doesn't matter if there is or not. When I talk about the title deed, it's not that I really want to get it. It's just that I don't give it to me, it's a kind of attitude of the general towards me. I don't have a family, and since I'm married to the general, I want the two of them to be together, trust each other, and care for each other, but the general treats me like this, which makes me very cold. Of course, the general doesn't care what I think, and I just don't want to keep these words to heart.

"I am also honored to be one of the women that the general likes, and I am grateful to you for taking care of me, pulling me out of Hefu and giving me the status of a noble wife from a concubine, and I am equally grateful that the general was able to comfort me by saying these words against my will. I remember all these kindnesses. But—"

She stroked the sharp edge of the corner of the table, exhaled without hurry, and said: "There are many people in the world who marry at the age of fifteen and have children, and not all of them die. And I also believe that the general didn't care about me to the point of gaining and losing. The death of the child and the mother is only possible, not absolute. I asked the general why he married me, and the general Pu Yan passed, and I didn't ask anymore. It's just that I know in my heart that our family affair has never been pure, but I urgently needed the general's strength to stand up and rush out of Hefu, so I didn't refuse, of course, I couldn't refuse. ”

Qi Yunhao stood in place, her hands clenched into fists, and she couldn't see what was in her eyes. She wasn't in the mood to explore this. After sorting out her thoughts, she continued:

"Actually, I also know some things about the general, such as Miss Duan of the Loyal and Brave Waiting Mansion, and I also know about the general staying with Hanxue for a few nights. Of course, I am not qualified to keep the general from getting close to them, but since I have said this, I will also talk about it in passing. There is no perfect thing in this world, if I want to get a person's sincerity, then I will definitely not think about taking care of both ends, and exchanging ten points for ten points is the fairest and most reliable thing. I want to be wholehearted, so even if I don't have that, I can't give everything to the general. Therefore, when the general thinks that I am useless, give me a clear word, reward me with a letter of resignation, and let me live my own life. ”

As she said this, she had already walked to the door, and when she had finished speaking, she looked back at him, reached out to open the door, and walked out the door.

Qi Yunhao rushed up and grabbed her wrist, dragged her back, and looked at her for a long time, his eyes seemed to be staring into her heart: "Live your own life, with whom?" Du Rui? ”

It's Du Rui again! Liuli gritted her teeth and didn't say a word.

Qi Yunhao saw that she was silent, and a trace of pain suddenly flashed in her eyes.

He dragged her over and said, "I have never suspected that you are unchaste, I know that Du Rui likes you, but I will not like you less than him." He has waited for you for two years, and I have watched for you for two years, and I know all these years. Believe me, I'm nothing with them anymore. You'll know about them. And my title deed, I can't give it to you now, but I will in the future. If you really like children, can we have children now? I asked Wu Zixin, and he said that you can get pregnant if you stop taking medicine! ”

Liuli's heart welled up with astringency, and he shook his head and said, "That's all about the general." As for the child," she turned her face away, "I won't give birth." ”

She pulled her hand out, glanced at him, and walked back to her room.

The onlookers under the porch held their breath and saw her come out, and they were busy scattering.

After saying everything, it seems that my heart is relaxed. But that feeling of emptiness is still hanging in my heart, and I can't reach the ground. When facing him, she could say everything calmly and calmly, but when she retreated into an empty room alone, she felt that the loneliness became stronger and stronger.

She thought she wouldn't be sad in the face of all the truth, but when she made it clear that the marriage was not pure, and he didn't explain it, she was still sad. It turned out that she still hoped to share the prosperity of this floating world with him, and to be firmly guarded by him for a lifetime, and it turned out that her fearlessness also came from dependence on him.

But when he doesn't explain or deny it, it's all in the past.

She was bored in the room for a few days, did not go out, and did not go to Rongxi Hall to ask for peace. She didn't think about how to give Mei an answer, these were secondary to when she finally understood Qi Yunhao's heart and understood her position.

In short, the whole person is so lazy. It's as if the baggage that has been piled up for a long time has suddenly been unloaded, and it takes time to rest.

Mei didn't ask anyone to invite her, nor did she come to the door to ask for an answer. The two girls who died didn't know how Fan Yun took care of the aftermath, in short, Ning Shuang seemed to have been slapped a few times by Qi Yunhao, and was fined for half a month.

Liuli is still nominally the main mother of Chaoqingtang, and this time she was openly framed, but the punishment was lighter than last time. Liuli listened to the laurel prayer and smiled in her heart. She didn't say anything, though. She was innocent of the whole thing, whether she asked the doctor to prescribe it, or Qi Yunhao asked the doctor to prescribe it, in short, it didn't do her any good after it spread, and Qi Yunhao's punishment was not punished with condensation, and the punishment was heavy, and the impact on her was secondary.

What's more, he smashed one of her desks that night, and the two of them argued so violently, and now the whole house knows that the two of them have quarreled, and it has reached a very serious point.