Thinking of this, the numbness in her heart seemed to be even more entangled. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Qing * First * Fa".

The world says that she is proud and strong, but who understands the pain of a woman who has never given birth? What's even more painful is that she can't put this pain on her face and let He Pusong see through her vulnerability and fear. Sometimes she also hates herself, as the granddaughter of the previous Taishi, she used to know everything about piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, why is she not satisfactory in the most important aspect? If she can have children, maybe He Pusong won't take a concubine, right? If he didn't take a concubine, if he didn't have those concubines, her mind wouldn't be getting heavier and heavier, maybe she could really get pregnant, right?

She gritted her teeth and closed her eyes.

Mama Wu saw the pain in her heart, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Madame should let go of Lang, she was too worried in the past, and if she takes care of her body, there will always be a chance in the future." ”

Qi Shi lowered his eyes lightly, and said disheartenedly: "In my life, there may be no hope for my heirs." ”

"What does Madame think?" Mama Wu persuaded: "You are only in your thirties, how many people in the world have given birth to children over forty years old?" Not to mention the farthest one, it's our old lady, isn't it that there are four old masters when you are almost forty? You've been recuperating all these years, and maybe you're just a little bit off somewhere. ”

Qi said: "When the old lady gave birth to the fourth master, she had already given birth to four, how could I compare with her?" ”

Mama Wu sat down next to the edge of the bed and said, "I can't rush this matter, I have to continue to recuperate and prepare slowly." The old lady's maiden nephew, that Ji Rong, a big official of Ji, isn't he in the medicinal herb business? He is familiar with the imperial physician in the palace, and if he is involved in the line, ask him to ask the imperial physician in the palace for a recipe for having a child, or maybe it will work. ”

Qi thought for a while, and said for a long time: "How can this matter be entrusted to a man with a foreign surname?" Besides, it's not good to hear out. ”

Mama Wu said: "If you don't trust outsiders in this matter, can you still trust the people in our house?" As long as we contact Ji Daguan, let's ask a reliable person to say it, and we won't get involved with Mrs., won't it be over? ”

Qi Shi was moved, walked to the window and was silent for a while, and nodded almost invisibly after a while.

Mama Wu stepped forward and helped her back to the table and sat down, "Don't ignore these for now, Madame still eats first and takes care of herself."

After her persuasion, Qi Shi was in a better mood, and immediately lifted the chopsticks, but looking at the food on the table, he couldn't help but think of the stall in the big kitchen again, frowned and put it down. "The old lady only gave me three days, where can I go to find someone?"

Mama Wu knew her difficulties, and gave her the tips of her wings, and couldn't help sighing. Thinking about the events of that day in the big kitchen, he suddenly raised his head: "As soon as Madame said it, I remembered someone." There is a Cheng Yingniang in the kitchen, who was recommended by the steward of Lord Lin's mansion last year, and it turned out that she was also in charge of a small stove in the big kitchen of Lin Mansion. When I saw this man yesterday, he was very different from the others. Immediately, Cheng Yingniang's words were said, because she made up her mind for herself at that time, and her tone couldn't help but carry some appreciation: "This person is calm and steady, and he doesn't look like a person who can be opportunistic, I think it may be appropriate to let her go to the small stove." ”

Qi Shi thought for a while, "But Cheng Yingniang, who is in charge of the case on the big stove?" The one who doesn't talk much in Su Ri? ”

Mama Wu nodded: "Exactly!" Madame thinks it's possible? ”

Qi was silent, and pondered.

The next night, the old lady returned early, and the old lady ordered to prepare yam porridge, and Liuli's foot was injured and it was inconvenient to walk, so she asked Qingshang to go. Qingshang came back with the porridge, the old lady tasted it, and said with a smile: "This porridge is very good." The old lady disagreed: "Those gangs of muddy people, what good things can be made?" The old lady shook her head: "You taste it." ”

The old lady did taste it. Half a day later, he nodded and said, "Who made this porridge?" ”

Qingshang said: "The third lady changed her mind today, and pointed out a grandmother surnamed Cheng who was on an errand on the small stove, and she boiled this porridge." ”

"The surname is Cheng?" The old lady looked at Liuli, "The woman who turned off the fire was also surnamed Cheng?" ”

Liuli thought for a moment and said, "It should be." Anyway, I saw that she was originally in charge of the case, and when I saw that everyone on the small stove was gone, I came to seal the stove silently. ”

Qingshang said: "Didn't you take charge of the case originally?" The third lady asked her to go to the small stove for a day today, and today's porridge and soup are all from this person's hand. ”

The old lady nodded, "This person is okay." ”

Qi was removing her makeup in front of the dressing table, and Mama Wu came in with joy, "Madam, it's a good thing!" I found out from Qingshang just now, and the old lady and the old lady both praised Cheng Yingniang's porridge well. ”

Qi Shi immediately relaxed his brows after hearing this, as if a big stone had fallen to the ground.

The next morning, Liuli got up, and the news that Cheng Yingniang had been appointed as the steward of the small stove in the big kitchen spread into the main courtyard. Liuli is only a matter of business, listening to it in her ears, still silent.

Cheng Yingniang's matter was settled, and Liuli completed Aunt Su's entrustment. Two or three days later, Aunt Su came and brought a basket of newly picked lotus pods from the lake, saying that she was trying it for the old lady. When Liuli took it down, Yu Wei followed, and said, "Auntie asked me to thank Miss Jiu, this matter is done logically, and now the third lady has never doubted it." Ruri smiled and didn't talk. Yu Wei said again: "Aunt said, the girl waited for the old lady, that is, to relieve the aunt's worries, if there are any difficulties in the future, you can also come to the aunt, maybe you can help one or two is undecided." ”

Liuli was still silent, and her jaw went down.

If there was no Rui'er matter, she might have taken the opportunity to stand in a row with her, after all, she was so hopeful and needed to find a backer in this mansion, maybe Aunt Su is not the most powerful one, but she is the most stable one, because from the point of view of Cui Ying Tian'er, her disgust with the Yu family will never be lower than herself, although she doesn't know how far she wants to fix the Yu family, but it is foreseeable that this woman's means will never let her live well.

Now although the old lady promised Liuli a future, but that may not be what she really wants, and to put it mildly, with the old lady's current situation, the fight in several rooms is so hot, plus Su Meiyin is secretly making waves, she doesn't know how long she can last, and she may not be able to really put her promise into practice. After all, she is still a grass floating on the water, and she has not taken root here.

She believes that on the one hand, Su Meiyin is to avoid Yu's Qi suspicion of herself, and on the other hand, she is testing where Liuli's scheming methods go, whether she is qualified for her use, maybe she intends to win her over, but she has not seen her do something beforehand, and this woman who has endured for more than 20 years will not easily reach out. So every time Liuli is in trouble, she is also standing by.

Now Cheng Yingniang's matter has made Su Meiyin very satisfied, and it is said that everyone is happy, but she has Rui'er's idea. That's a person that Liuli trusts so much, even after she kicked her out of the house, she occasionally misses her careful, considerate, she said in person that she was not afraid to suffer with her, she had conflicts with Mama Li for her, and even was beaten, if there was no Su Meiyin, in this cold mansion, Rui'er could bring her a warmth. But these all made Su Meiyin ruined, and Rui'er was taken to Zhuangzi as a slave by her own hands, so even if every step is so difficult now, she can't immediately turn around and reconcile with Aunt Su.

She and she don't owe each other. As for what kind of turmoil she wants to use the big kitchen to make trouble, that's not what she wants to manage, and she can't manage it. He Fu finally has the direction it is destined to sail into, and this ship is not her final retreat, now she can only stand on her heels carefully step by step, and watch the future things as she goes.

Maybe Aunt Su could hear Lu Wei's words and understood what Liuli meant, so she didn't look for her alone again. And Liuli thought that the next Yu family was going to take action on the big kitchen, but after the middle of the year, the house began to be busy again, just because the second grandmother Wang had entered the labor period, and the month of the eldest grandmother Xie was approaching, and the third young master's wedding date had also been set in August.

In addition to the second room being busy with Wang's waiting to give birth, the matter of He Jianghong being transferred to a certain place in the southwest has been decided, and the Liang family is faced with the choice of whether to accompany or not, and he is also worried all day long.

Something happened in the big kitchen in the third room, but recently there was news that the third lady was deficient in blood and needed to recuperate. However, Aunt Ning walked out a lot from time to time, and once when she was walking in the back garden, she met Aunt Su and talked for a while.

There is a new Aunt Cui in the fourth room, so there is no need to talk about it. Because it was the old lady who lifted it herself, Nie was angry in her heart, but she didn't dare to show it too much, and she always smiled and called her sister, which should be no different from Aunt Feng. He Xiuyuan wanted to give the Nie family a dismount, and he stayed in the backyard every day these days, and he didn't even set foot in the door of the Nie family. Liancui ate such a big loss from her, with the support of the old lady and He Xiuyuan, where is it still as easy to handle as before? Every day, he was lazy to even ask for peace, and sometimes he even asked the maid to wait for dinner before coming, and when he was late, he blamed He Xiuyuan for tossing too hard the first night, and stabbed Nie's heart like a knife.

As time passed, Nie's family was angry and had a heart disease, and he was in good spirits and listless every day. After a little lunch this day, and was crooked on the cool to recuperate, the fourth young master Tingbang suddenly burst in with a happy face: "I have good news, do you want to hear it?!" ”

Seeing that it was him, Nie Shi let go and sat up, not interested in the good news in his mouth, but said, "I haven't seen you for a few days, where have you been?" ”rs