"Isn't it?"

I was so frightened that my eyes were red, wasn't that a characteristic of ghosts and evil spirits, and the last time the ghost threatened me, my eyes were red.

"How red?" I asked hurriedly.

Cao Nan hesitated for a moment, as if he didn't know how to answer, so he looked at Huang Mao.

Huang Mao groaned slightly, "Do you remember the magic moon on the night of Halloween, a little lighter than that color?" ”

Thousands of alpacas are running wild in my heart, and this is already very red. The magic moon is like blood, a little lighter than it, and it is as red as the red paper with couplets.

"How so?" I was worried in my heart, how could the eyes of a big living person be red like that, something was obviously wrong.

Huang Mao was also silent, and said: "The last time I saw you fighting, I found that you had a strong aura, but it was very light, and this time it was obviously thicker; You should feel something. ”

"Last time, when was it?" I asked, confused.

"It was the time when the Feng family dug your grandfather's grave, and you ran over alone to fight with a group of them, this kind of thing can only be done by a madman." Huang Mao Road.

I'm speechless, not only do I have anger in my body, but the anger is getting stronger and stronger, what the hell is going on?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I am really getting more and more ruthless, and once I fight, I can't control myself at all, and I will call to death, how to be ruthless. I wasn't like this before, no matter how much I hit, I wouldn't lose my mind, such as slapping someone's head with a brick, and I would never dare to use all my strength.

"What the hell is going on?" I hurriedly asked, if Huang Mao didn't warn, I wouldn't have known that I had changed.

Huang Mao thought for a moment and said, "Anger is more or less common in people. There are more in the grumpy people, and less in the easy-going people; But they are all different from you, you are usually very nice, although you are a little stronger but not irritable; It's awesome, it's awesome, it's angry, I've seen a murderer who committed twenty lives, it's not anything strong. ”

The more I listened, the more my heart trembled, yes, who fights and has red eyes?

Even if there is a little, it is bloodshot from the eyes, and it is very scary if it is slightly reddened, think about it carefully, the three brothers of the Tu family do not carry this.

"Could it be that it's because of the trickery of this time?" I tried to explain that since the appearance of the woman in red, the strange things around me have put a lot of pressure on me, and my grandfather's grave has been dug up several times, which has provoked ruthlessness.

Huang Mao frowned slightly, not sure look, but Cao Nan said: "Leizi." There's something I don't know whether to say or not. ”

"Damn, when did you end up with my mother-in-law?"

I was speechless, Cao Nan and I grew up peeing and mud since childhood, went to school together, and skipped class together. Fight together, everything is straightforward.

"I don't know if I'm right."

Cao Nan was entangled for a moment and said, "I think you were very ruthless when you were a child, do you remember when we were in the first grade?" ”

I was slightly stunned, and my mind drifted back to the first grade of elementary school.

At that time, Cao Nan and I were not the same type of people at all. I depend on my grandfather for my life, and I can't eat meat, so I am relatively thin, but I study well, because my grandfather is literate and has given me preschool education.

Cao Nan is the opposite, the family business is relatively superior, the food is fun, he has been tall and strong since he was a child, and he is a child king. Behind the ass is often followed by a bunch of small followers.,The first and second from the bottom with a very stable academic performance.。

This kid has a problem.,I like to pick those classmates who seem to be easy to bully and bully.,Less than half a month after school.,He took aim at me.。

At first, I just teased and pinched, and when I saw that I didn't resist much, I became bolder, and finally one day, he broke something like me that could make me blow up.

It was a water hyacinth with water that my grandfather made for me. In the past, there were not as many things that could hold water as now, and the most luxurious was the kind of big military kettle, but it was very expensive, so my grandfather made one for me out of a gourd, and carved a few villain paintings on it. It's very good-looking, I like it very much, and I am reluctant to give it to my classmates if they want to see me.

Cao Nan took advantage of my absence in the classroom that day, and brought a few little followers to take out my water hyacinth, and painted and erased on the villain's drawing. Also peeing inside.

When I came back, I was in a hurry, and rushed up to grab it back, but Cao Nan and his group were tall, not to mention, there were more people than me, and I was beaten solidly. The water hyacinth was also trampled on.

That was my first fight, but I didn't hold back!

I went outside to pick up a stone, rushed up and smashed it, and opened the scoop of two friends on the spot.

Although Cao Nan is a child king, he is essentially a small broken child, he really urinates when he encounters blood, and he runs all over the school chased by me, crying while running, and the snot bubbles are scared out.

I'm famous for that one, and I opened the heads of two friends at once, and the three teachers couldn't catch up with me.

Although Cao Nan was not caught up by me in the end, he was afraid to come to class for three days.

Since then, he has never dared to provoke me again, although he is still the king of children in front of other friends, but he coaxes me when he meets me.

Sometimes when I see him eating snacks, he will give me a little bit. I don't know if I want to give it to me on the initiative or if I'm afraid of revenge.

At that time, I was greedy and didn't eat much snacks, but Cao Nan's family was not lacking, so this came and went. I got acquainted with him.

Slowly, when Cao Nan can't fight, he will ask me to suppress the field, and everyone in the school knows that I opened two guys' scoops in half a month of school, so that I can make it.

Later, as the fights became more and more, my relationship with him became more and more iron.

"The first time I fought with you, you didn't hurt me, but scared me, especially your eyes, and then I had nightmares every night, dreaming of you chasing my eyes." Cao Nan said.

I was shocked. Could it be that this anger didn't start in the early days of the Jinpen Township Incident, but from a young age?

This is even more scary, if it starts from the beginning of the incident, then it is possible that I have been subjected to the dual effects of pressure and environment, but if it is from a child, there is no way to explain it.

If you can't figure it out, it's your own fault, and that's what kills!

Anger is dangerous, both for others and for oneself.

The beginning of destruction must be madness, the destruction of others and the destruction of oneself.

"Don't worry, that kind of thing in you may not be angry." Huang Mao said suddenly, and said: "Because such a thing as anger cannot be hidden and controlled, people who are angry often have gloomy faces and cold eyes, which is difficult to hide, let alone control." But you're completely different, and you can't see it at all when you're not doing it. ”

Cao Nan also said: "Yes, I saw that you were very easy to bully at that time, who knew that you were so ruthless." ”

I nodded, I'm usually okay, at most I'm a little strong, after all, I often fight, and there is always a momentum. Angry people can't do business, because business pays attention to harmony and wealth, and often suffers some small losses or something, such as the quality of goods is not good, the quantity is wrong, customers pick and choose, they have to be patient, can not be careful, and angry people will never be able to do it.

The atmosphere was silent for a moment, and Huang Mao touched his chin, as if he suddenly thought of something. Ask me: "What is your grandfather's attitude towards your fight, and is the punishment severe?" Or rather, does he forbid you to fight? ”

I hesitated for a moment and shook my head: "I don't think I care." ”

I've always listened to my grandfather, if he was very strict with me. I won't fight until I get big. It was just a scoop for the two little guys, and he just reprimanded me a few words, and then went to someone else's house with the egg to apologize, and went to the school to plead, otherwise it would be enough for me to suspend my studies.

"Do you feel that your grandfather is conniving at you to fight?" Huang Mao said suddenly.

I was stunned, this question is not easy to answer, grandpa has always been easy-going, not only for me, but for everyone, it seems to be an old teacher, Sven.

But if you want to say that he connived at me, there is also, because he didn't care about my fight, and when he came home injured, he got me herbs to disperse stasis, and never told me not to fight.

It's still the matter of opening other people's heads, if it is placed in another house, it will be light to hang it and beat it, let alone two heads at a time. The most conspicuous example is Cao Nan, if his father knew that he was fighting, regardless of whether he was justified or not, he would never be able to run away with a single meal.

Therefore, when he was a child, he was very envious of me, saying that my grandfather was so good to me and never beat me.

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