He sat up suddenly, gasping for air, his hands clenched unconsciously, his nails already piercing into his flesh.

"Qiyun, what's wrong, are you having nightmares again?" The people around me noticed my abnormality---- and because I had nightmares these days, he couldn't sleep well all night. Gently but firmly opened my clenched fist and slowly clenched: "Don't pinch yourself, pinch me." ”

Lowering his eyes, the corner of his eye fell on his bruised and scratched hands---- in order to prevent me from hurting myself, his hands were already scarred, I am not unmoved---- this fool who will stay by my side even if he breaks up, this person who does not give an inch to me even if he is facing upwards and is against me everywhere, but he insists on staying by my side at night, and refuses to leave even if he is killed.

"I dreamed of the child of the young concubine...... "Cold sweat wet my hair, sticky to my face, making me feel like a ghost.

"Why kill if it's so painful?" He looked at me with a complicated look in his eyes, pity, puzzlement, sadness and resentment......

"The ministers you summoned to impeach Tian Wenjing are probably all dead now, accused of sabotaging Your Majesty's implementation of the new law." This is the tone of the statement, I obviously feel his hand tight, but in the end he is reluctant to pinch me, but his lips have been bitten by him: "You are using the mantis arm as a car, you know that as long as people fall into the hands of Tian Wenjing, even if Bao Zheng is reincarnated, he will be guilty." ”

"Aren't you afraid he'll bite back?" I don't understand him, and he doesn't understand me: "He is different from Li Wei, he is just a villain who sees the wind and steers, and the emperor will not tolerate you sooner or later." Aren't you afraid that he will bite you back? ”

I'm not afraid, since I dared to use him, I was able to clean him up again, he is just a villain, and I won't feel uneasy about what he does. That's the benefit of enabling the villain.

But you're different. You are my husband, but you have to oppose me. Killing the people around you is just asking you to retreat---- you make me afraid, and everyone will be afraid of what cannot be destroyed! And I'm even more scared. The fear that I'm going to hurt you in the end is the root of my nightmares.

"Too many people in this world are the opposite to me, why are you the only one, why do you like me so much, but you still want to stay by my side?" Fingertips ran all the way down his bleeding lips. to his chest, lingering on the sword scar on his chest: "Knowing this, don't you hate?" Those are your cronies, the people who trust you the most, and their blood is not cold, but you are already sleeping with their killers......"

I felt that his breathing had begun to be unstable, not just because of **, or because of anger, or mixed with other complex emotions. But he closed his eyes. Refused to answer and refused to look at me again. His silence stirred up my anger too---- I was tired of the invisible wall hanging between us, I was tired of his indifferent approach. I'm even more disgusted with my own helplessness over it all! "Hate me? Speak! ”

The unconsciously exerted force of his fingertips, leaving bruises on the fragile and sensitive places on his chest, and he unconsciously "snorted". But he quickly bit his lip, and I saw the blood fall from his sexy thin lips again, and the frustration made my eyes bloody.

"Don't bite, tell you not to bite, don't hear." Kissed him on the lips furiously, almost devastatingly plundering until more blood remained on his lips, until even mine was bleeding......

"Hehe, you didn't take advantage of anything, Song Qingyun is only afraid of ...... now" pale smile, he knew that Song Qingyun was important to me, if he hadn't been helping me support me this year, I would have been exhausted, but he actually did it to him......

gave him a slap in the face: "Say, what did you do to my eldest brother?" You know that he is innocent, but what he killed is really a corrupt official who does all kinds of evil, why do you want to deal with him like this? Did you do anything to get revenge on me? ”

Seventeenth elder brother turned his head until this incident let her know what the consequences would be, but he still didn't want to hide it from her---- the idea was from him, she killed so many people and had so many enemies, there must always be a channel for catharsis. He just did this because he didn't want them to find her, so he blamed Song Qingyun. Thinking of her as a woman, everyone is willing to believe that these are all planned by her eldest brother behind the scenes.

He is too selfish, he just wants to keep her--- he is on the opposite side of her, no matter which side wins in the end, he can keep her safe---- as long as he can protect her for the rest of his life, even if it is heinous, even if he is killed by her resentment......

"Because, help you, so, damn it!" In just eight words, it's really neat!

"You deserve to die, you and I both deserve to die!"

Song Qingyun's death made me lose my last sanity---- my eldest brother, the only confidant in the world who understands me best, and who has been silently helping me for nearly ten years, actually wants to die at the hands of my husband, because of my appeasement and connivance of my husband.

His son had just been called Daddy, and his wife was still so young......

"Seventeenth Elder Brother, you have to pay the price for what you have done!" I bit down her shoulder, and this time I didn't even give him a little affection, my teeth were so hard embedded in his flesh that the smell of blood flooded my mouth.

He's paid the price, but he doesn't regret it......

October of the second year of Yongzheng. Song Qingyun's house

"Fujin, you must be the master of our family!" Holding the child, Mrs. Song knelt down and came to me: "The government insisted that it had encountered robbers, but how could it be that there had never been robbers in that area before!" My husband died so miserably! Fu Jin, you are his sworn sister, you must not ignore it! ”

I know it's not an accident, and I also know that big brother you can't be blinded, and I even know that the murderer is still lying on my bed at the moment......

But I couldn't help it, for a moment I had the urge to kill him and then kill myself to atone for your sins, but when I saw his scars all over his body and his greedy eyes, I couldn't help but soften......

After the love. I stroked the whip marks on the back of the Seventeenth Elder Brother---- which was the product of the moment when I heard the news of Song Qingyun's death just now. Scar after scar, you can imagine how angry I was at the time, and he didn't even resist, not even snort.

Even at the slightest touch, he couldn't help but spasm. I should hate him. But I still feel distressed: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hit you......" I didn't expect me to be stereotyped all my life. Just now, I played an out-and-out crazy game with my husband.

"Didn't ......" didn't expect me to apologize, he actually wanted to get up.

I held him down: you weren't angry with me for the death of so many of your cronies. It's me who has gone too far. "I vowed to protect him with my life, but I didn't expect that I was the one who hurt him every time. And this time, tremblingly wanted to touch his fleshy back again, but he didn't even have the courage to touch it: "But Song Qingyun is as righteous as a mountain to me, and I have to avenge his revenge." "Give him my life. Is it enough?

Obviously feeling the stiffness of the muscles of the person lying on the bed, he climbed up without suppressing me, his mouth open, but finally did not say anything to beg for mercy. Even though he knew that I had sentenced him to death, he was reluctant to try to change my decision--- but he stared at me greedily with wide eyes, as if he wanted to write down my appearance forever and engrave it on his soul and never forget it......

"Big brother. Eldest brother. I'm sorry, I can't. I really can't do it! At that moment, I was finally willing to admit that I was just a woman, I couldn't do what men said about righteousness, after all, between love and righteousness, I would be manipulated by my own emotions!

"Fujin?" Song Qingyun's wife looked at me in disbelief: "What did you say?" You are not willing to avenge my husband? ”

"Forgive me, I can't do it!" Slowly kneeling down, in the hysterical cry of Mrs. Song, I felt that my soul was about to be torn apart.

"Seventeenth elder brother, there are two glasses of wine here, only one is poisonous." I came to him with two glasses of wine: "You killed my eldest brother, I don't kill you unjustly, but you are my husband, I kill you still unjust." ”

"So you're leaving the decision up to the heavens?" I can't believe I'm gambling with him.

"I can't kill you, I'm sorry for my eldest brother, so I'm willing to die to make amends." I'm not gambling with my life, I'm looking for death, because these two glasses of wine are poisonous: "I'll choose first, if I'm poisoned, it means that God won't let me, and you don't have to worry about me." If I don't die, then it's your turn---- "Both cups are poisonous, and it's impossible for me not to die, so that sentence can be omitted......

I don't want to hurt him anymore, and I don't want the two of us to suffer any more, if I really want to die to atone for my sins, let me go! I don't belong to this world in the first place.

"Okay." Seventeenth elder brother nodded: "Can you help me get a piece of clothing?" If I go down to the underworld like this, the emperor will say that I have lost my dignity! "His clothes were turned into rags by the furious whip of my fur.

You're not going to die, but I turned around to get him clothes, and the sight of turning back scared me so much that I almost stopped breathing: "Seventeen, you're ----"

"Both glasses are poisonous, aren't they?" Shook his head lightly: "You always like to lie, but you can never hide it from me......" He actually drank two glasses of wine at the same time, and blood slowly flowed down the corners of his mouth.

"Someone, pass on the doctor, pass the doctor quickly!" I hugged him tightly: "Don't die, please don't die, I don't want you to die!" ”

"But you don't want to live anymore." A little angry, but in the end he was reluctant to gamble with me at the end of his life: "I was lucky, I like you can't do it, so I will know that you still care about me." But now ----"

"Wow" spurted out a mouthful of blood: "Now---- now, now, I'...... I even thought...... I can't even think about ......."

"Don't talk, don't talk again!" I wiped the blood foam from the corner of his mouth in a panic: "Hold on, the imperial doctor will be here soon, hold on!" "I was forcing him, my desire to die completely cut off his will to live, I saw his eyes wide---- I knew he was reluctant to me, but what I did just now frightened him, he didn't even dare to linger......

"Promise me, you ---- you must not die!" His voice grew quieter and quieter. Don't die, if you dare to die, I, I, I won't live! Seeing that those big eyes were about to close, in a panic, I didn't want to pick up the scissors on the table against my neck: "I don't care about anything, what big brother, I don't want anything anymore, I want you to live, if you dare to close your eyes, I will die to show you!" You know I've always done what I said! ”

"The man who killed my husband is still alive and well?" Hatred can really change a person, the original gentle and beautiful good wife has now become a murderous killer: "You know him, you don't want to kill him?" ”

"Alive." Thankfully, my threat had an effect, he stared at the scissors in my hand, and sure enough, he didn't dare to close his eyes until the imperial doctor fed him the antidote: "I will never be able to do anything to him." "He still loves me, loves me very much, as long as there is this, no matter how much we fight, no matter how much we oppose each other, it doesn't matter anymore......